No

"Because I can't." You replied plainly. You really couldn't. "Lena, I hardly know the real you. How could I possibly know if we're a good match or not?" You gently pushed her back and let out a deep sigh.

"Yes, you're hot. You're incredibly sexy! But I don't know you like I would know someone I am in love with. You may know all about me and think we're a great match, but you e given me nothing." Not that you were even entertaining the idea of cheating on Tegan, either.

She crossed her arms and thought for a moment, "you make a very valid point, John. Okay, so then get to know me. This date still isn't over, so why don't we use it to talk?"

It couldn't hurt. Maybe she would even see why they weren't really as good a fit as she thought. "Alright. Shoot. Start us off. Tell me about your job."

She started reaching for some of her other options, stripping down in front of you yet again. You couldn't help your erection, though crossing your legs seemed to hide it. "All your talk of helping people as a lawyer inspired me. But I definitely wasn't going to do all of that boring school stuff." She turned around and showed off her very fuckable body, her outfit undone to tease you.

"And I always thought being a spy would be cool. Turns out, it's kind of cool. But I do get to help people. I like that. Keeping people safe," she said, leaning forward and winking at you. "I imagine a lawyer and spy duo would be quite the pair," she gave you a small giggle and turned to finish putting on her outfit. "I also get to travel a lot. I've been to a lot of beautiful places."

"Have you ever killed anyone?" You blurted out quietly.

"Do you really want to know?" She looked over her shoulder, her face still rather playful. "The answer is yes, either way. I do what I have to do to keep the people I love safe." She turned back without missing a beat.

It made sense, though it was unexpected. As long as you'd known Lena, you'd assumed that she was just some soft party girl. But she actually a lethal spy? It was surprising... and kind of hot. Okay, really hot.

The two of you kept talking as she tried on outfit after outfit. You learned about her actual likes and dislikes... what she did in her free time shocked you quite a bit. She was a gamer? That kind of made sense; you wouldn't want to go out and party or anyone after you'd spent months constantly on the move. Plus, she could do it wherever she went.

It started to feel like an actual date, much to your chagrin. The more you learned about her, the more you learned you did have in common. Not that she seemed tailor-made for you; she had plenty of differences, too. If you were single, you'd definitely jump into a relationship with her. But you had Tegan.

"Let me ask you this: what do you and my sister have in common? What makes the two of you a good couple aside from the fact that the two of you have always been together?" She asked, as she put back on her original clothes.

Your mom had asked you the same thing before you got married. You were convinced Tegan was the one for you after the two of you had essentially grown up together. But you really didn't share too much else besides your history. Still, you'd made excuses. You said that your love was enough. Even if the two of you didn't share a single hobby or enjoy the same things, that was fine as long as you had love.

Wasn't it?

You jolted back to reality as Lena sat in your lap, her arms around your neck. She locked eyes with you and smiled, "I can see you're thinking. I don't need an answer tonight, John. I know I'm right, but I want you to know I'm right, too. I want to explore our potential. I hope you do, too. If so, all I'm asking for is one kiss. Right here. Right now. I'll show you sparks like you've never seen."