Let's go forward 5 days

Training: Day 10

Dear Diary,

This week's fetish isn't going well. See, I thought rimming would be an easy start. It makes me nervous, but it's not that bad. John's already done it to me, he has a bidet, I'm immune to disease - and it's kinda hot. Easy peasy. The problem is that I have to make sure I'm following ALL of the rules ALL the time. It's like some kinda fucked up charades. See, the issue is rule fucking 4. If I see a hard dick or a wet pussy within 30 feet, I have to stop to suck it or fuck it immediately. It can't be a damn handjob. I have to put it in a hole of some kind.

So with all of the fucking we've been doing, John's stamina has gotten better. He's getting hard a lot more often, no pills needed. Normally, that'd be great! I'm wet, he's hard. Lemme sit on your lap, daddy. Done and done. But now? I start rimming him, start trying to really get into it - you know? I'm exploring the textures, I'm trying random things to see how they feel, I'm slobbering all over his ass... and then he gets hard.

So now I have to fuck him! But I'm trying to get into rimming! So I keep having to swap back and forth and back and forth. It's a damn cycle. Okay, okay - so I'm sorta getting into eating ass a little. I guess it's more of a sexy, delicious cycle. It does get in the way sometimes, like when I was rimming him in the kitchen while he was cooking us some food. He was doing something complicated in the kitchen, and couldn't back away too far from the counter at the time, so I had to get between the countertop and his hips. I ended up basically trapped in place by his cock.

This is sorta the main problem I'm starting to run into. A lot of these rules are giving John hard-ons. Some are clearly intended to give as many people an erection as possible. And then, because it's a rule, I have to stop to fuck it. I'm spending so much time with a dick swimming around my pussy! So, for example - You know how I've gotta contour my tits and ass with makeup?

That just leads to more time with a cock in my pussy.

You know how if I'm resting, I need to try to be posing in a sexy position?

That just leads to more time with a cock in my pussy.

You know how I've got to make time to practice my new fetish for the week by rimming him for hours while he's gaming?

That just leads to more time with a cock in my pussy.

Even just sitting on the floor is enough to do it sometimes. I'll look up at him, accidentally give him that "kneeling slut wanting dick" face. He took a picture to show me what he meant (I'll attach it below). But it made him stop to put a finger in my mouth then play with my tits a little... then he got hard.

...That just lead to more time with a cock in my throat!

And I'm honestly starting to get just a little busy. Between how long I need to spend slutting myself up in the morning or doing my exercise routine to swallowing cum five or six times a day? I know it wont take long, but even this new anal and deepthroat training is adding to my schedule. I told John it felt like I was becoming a full-time-employed whore. He agreed! But more than that, he said that I needed to be ready to suck and fuck nearly every waking hour, since that's what I'm going to be doing way more often than not. It would be horrifying, if I weren't clearly being conditioned to fucking love the idea.

Still, though - it's so much work. Can't I just sit on his lap sometimes? Why do I have to stick my slutted-up tits out while I'm doing my morning kegel-squats? It's hard enough to do squats while I have a cucumber up my pussy. I also have to make sure my tits are pushed out so I look hot, and then when John inevitably gets hard watching I have to take a break between sets to squat on his dick instead.

Not that I don't love it. It's just... I don't know, hard. Erm. Difficult, I mean. John says it'll eventually become reflex. I hope so.

Adding deepthroat and anal training is going to be a lot to keep track of. Though I guess... I'm a little nervous to do it later today, honestly. My gag reflex is pretty tame these days, and anal is actually starting to get a little pleasant. But it seems like John is telling me to take the least pleasant parts of them both and do just that repeatedly? I think it's supposed to be this part:

But... well, just doing that over and over. Ugh. This life is harder than I thought it'd be.

At least I'm cumming like ALL the time though? It's pretty nice.

Sucks and Kisses,

John's Holes

The rules:

1) I will use proper language: I will never use personal pronouns, and I will refer to John as "Master" when speaking directly to him. When speaking with someone else, I will use his name instead, referring to myself as "John's cumslut" (or whatever noun).

2) I am not allowed to sit on any cloth seating unless invited to as part of a sexual (or even nonsexual) request. At John's place (and most places) this means I have to sit on the floor. If I prefer, I may also sit on someone's lap.

3) I will follow the rules printed on the suppository. As our final protection against ****, I must always keep my suppository in my ass at all times. When I shit, you need to find it and put it back in *every* time, no matter what.

4) If I see an unattended hard dick within 30 feet, I must at least slide it into one of my holes and keep it there until it's soft. If I see a wet pussy in the same range, I must lick it until its owner tells me they're done.

5) I will keep a digital journal - an incredibly thorough, robust journal. I will take video and pictures regularly of every major event (sexual and nonsexual) and attach them for my own future memory and for John's use.

6) I must explore a new fetish once a week. After 2 months have passed, I may slow this down to once a month. After 2 years have passed, I may slow this down to once a year. This fetish doesn't need to be ****, but it does need to at least make me slightly uncomfortable at first.

7) My appearance should scream sex at all times. I must always be naked, except when it's too cold outside. I will always wear slutty makeup with a slutty hairstyle. I will look online to learn how to apply slut makeup to my tits, pussy, and ass, then apply it daily. I will keep everything below my hairline shaved daily as part of my routine. Any winter clothes should be given to John. Any summer clothes should be shredded.

8) I must never be sitting in an unsexy way. I must establish the habit of standing, sitting, and speaking in a way that turns everyone on. I must pose, flirt, and tease constantly.

9) I will exercise as part of a daily routine. A sports bra is allowed during exercise, but nothing else. All my exercises should be sexual in some way, be they squatting on a dick or running with a butt plug keeping some cum inside. I'll be creative about it! If needed I can look for pet exercises online. Also - I will always incorporate some novel exercise involving kegels, such as shoving half a cucumber into my pussy and holding it tight while I do squats.

10) Once a day I must either train my throat or my ass. To train my throat, I must suck John's cock or a dildo as deep as I can, then massage my throat barrier by repeatedly pushing in the last inch down my throat over and over. To train my ass, I need to lube up and slam my ass onto his dick or a dildo from all the way out to all the way in. I will repeat this for 10 minutes or until John cums, whichever is sooner.