No way!

Not a fucking chance would you ever catch me wanting to play with a barbie. Fucking hell, I didn't even like barbies when I was actually 8 years old.

"Clara! No way. Come on Clara, you don't need to play with toys. You can beat this," I said.

I saw her beginning to cry. God damnit. Why did I suck at all this emotional shit. Aren't I supposed to be like biologically programmed for it?

"Look I am sorry. I didn't meant to be,"

"It's okay," Clara said. "You didn't need to be so mean. A simple no would have been enough. But I think the meeting is over. Please no more fires okay?"

"Yeah. I get it," I said getting up and walking away.

On my way out Samuel was just sitting in a chair reading a book, as if this was a perfectly normal Thursday. Smug bastard. I am going to break free and when I do, I am going to break your fucking nose. Until then, I just left.

I needed to really get something to eat. As I approached the cafeteria, I saw Sarah. God. I didn't need more nonsense today girl.

"Tessa," she said waving to me. When I didn't respond she ran over to me. "What's going on with you and Kat? She seems really down and I haven't seen you around for breakfast lately. Thought that was the least you could?"

My mind was a raging storm. I tried so hard to tell her to fuck off. I just I just, my body wouldn't listen to me. "Your right. I really should make more time for her."

"She's over there. I'll grab the food, what do you want? That way you can go over to her now."

God girl. Can I not be allowed the chance to see what's for breakfast! "Some pancakes and sausage would be great, and thanks Sarah. I'm glad Kat has a friend like you." I said while smiling like a god damn moron.

Walking over to the table with Kat. She got up when she saw me. "Tessa," she said before running into my arms.

"So cute!" another girl at the table said.

"Kiss! Ya! Kiss," a random boy shouted.

"Do you seriously not have anything better to do!" I shouted. God damn. Why is everyone in this school interested in watching me pretend to be a lesbian.

Kat leaned up and, fuck I could feel it. My lips puckering as she reached up and I reached down and we kissed.

"Omg, hold it," I heard Sarah say before I heard a phone's camera snapping.

Great. Just what I wanted, a reminder of this.

Sarah handed me my plate and I quickly took a bite of the sausage. She snorted as I did.

"Something funny?" I asked. God, it was kind of nice to be able to use my intended words again. Even if only for a moment.

"Well, I mean as a lesbian. That is probably the only time you will have a sausage in your mouth!" she said snickering.

"Shut up!" I said.

"So," Sarah asked. "What were you guys fighting about?"

"We weren't fighting," I shouted.

"Yeah," Kat said. "If anything, Tessa is so sweet. She said I was her best friend last night," she reached out and grabbed my hand and I held it in return. "Thanks for that."

"Omg you girls! So freaking cute!"

The day couldn't get much worse could it?