Alone Time

I wasn’t sure how long we’d been at it. I had lost control myself. Now that the Alpha’s had bonded it was time for full Beta heat cycle. Every waking thought was about fucking. My womb remained open for them. They took one on one turns and after 4 days two would sleep while the third fucked me. My body was covered in sweat. A thick drying layer of their sperm covered my whole body. Marky currently laid on top of me having just passed out. His cock not erect as he was still inside me. Plugging my womb and ass. My neediness dictated wanting them all at once or one at a time. I looked at my sleeping brown haired mate. My hand moved over and shook him. His green tired eyes awoke. He knew he needed to fuck. His nose sniffed me. He stood up fetching food. He carefully pulled his fellow pack mate off me. Moving him to the side just in my reach. Marky curled into a ball and slept. Having been rutting himself for the past 6 hours after Kolby had done the same. I felt a torrent of jizz spill from me. Dylan quickly plugged himself inside. Letting his body weight full on top of me. The three Alpha’s had dozens of scratch marks from me on their backs, sides, and chest. He held meat to my face and fed me. While he ate on the other end. The walls of the cave were dripping. The scent of the room had a thick BO scent. I was intoxicated by the smell of them. Once we ate down to the bone. He pressed himself into his favorite position. The mating press. Soon we were fucking. We continued for hours. He’d cum and soon he’d begin again. The three hasn’t spoken a word since this had started. At most they’d growl and grunt. The four of us were animals in need. After Dylan had passed out I grabbed Kolby, then Marky, then Dylan again.

My brain had began to calm. While I was still horny I was gaining my semblance of self again. I knew they were starting to again as well. If I thought about day and night from the light of the cave entrance that was heavily blocked I’d say we’d been at it for 5 days now. The three Alpha’s currently lay asleep. Their rut had ended. As I felt my body cool.

Suddenly a very sharp pain gripped my stomach. I clenched it. Their instincts awoke them all at the same moment. All three surrounded me in an instant. Their lips kissing my stomach and body. Soft whines of approval leaving their throats. My womb had closed. I knew the thin wall separating the hundreds of eggs that had been released had just ripped and torn open allowing the huge amount of sperm the three had deposited into me to mingle with my eggs. This would be their most aggressive stage with anything that was not a member of the pack. I knew it wouldn’t last long though as my body wouldn’t allow pregnancy. Ace’s and my fathers powers wouldn’t allow it. The three placed their heads next to each other on my stomach. Soon they came to my face kissing and nuzzling me. We all lasted out again.

I awoke the next day. I sat up looking at the three Alpha’s that were passed out. They each had a thick dark colored and almost healed bite mark from me on their necks that I don’t remember doing. I pressed a hand to my neck knowing I had three from them. Our marks of claim and ownership. I looked at my left shoulder and saw a black circle with a crescent on it. I saw the three of them had one on their Left pecs. I knew that was the mark of our pack. The bond having branded it as we were the Royals. The marks of the highest honors picked by the gods. As the son of the moon god I guessed that’s why the crescent. We were his pick after all. The others supported him. I tried to stand. My legs were incredibly wobbly and weak. Thick drips of jizz leaked out my hole and down my legs. My movement causing one of my Mate’s to stir. My blue eyes met with beautiful incredibly dark brown ones.

“Sit. Water?” He mumbled.

I nodded. Sitting back down. His cock was no longer erect. Their rut now fully ended. I knew it would take a few hours post rut for their brains to fully switch back into normal. They had gone from no words to only a few. It was temporary though. Beta’s didn’t suffer this consequence.

He stood up. I saw the deep marks I’d clawed into his tan back. He cupped his hands and walked back to me. Having me drink from them. I gasped feeling more refreshed. It wasn’t enough.

“Take me to the water please…I can’t walk.” I asked.

He scooped me up and carried me. Setting me down next to it. His arms holding me tight so I wouldn’t fall. I leaned down and began to drank from our last water source before we’d need to get more.

I gasped finally feeling better. I looked into his brown eyes. He smiled warmly at me.

“Sorry about your guys scratches and bites” I said quietly.

He looked at me and down at his pecks his chest hair having grown out more during the fucking all of theirs had, I noticed some stubble now growing from his face. He looked at the long scratches on his chest and his ribs from me.

“Alpha’s Prideful” he stated.

I nodded chuckling. Alpha’s had a lot of things they found prideful. Sex scratches and claim marks seemed to be one of them.

Kolby stirred. He stood up walking over. Dunking his head into the water taking deep gulps. He came back out gasping. I laughed, he threw me a tried and cheeky smile.

“Feel better?” I asked.

“Much.” He stated.

He grabbed me holding me steady. He looked at Marky with a friendly smile.

“Drink pack brother.” He stated.

Marky nodded dunking his head into the water and drinking as Kolby did. He came back up gasping. A smile on his face. He and Kolby looked at Dylan’s sleeping form.

“Wake him. He needs to drink.” I said quietly to them.

They nodded. Marky walked over to Dylan shaking his shoulder. He sat up. Looking at us.

“Dean...you drink.” He stated to the brunette.

His green eyes fell on me. I pointed to the water. He nodded standing up. Walking over and just the the other two dunked his head fully into the water quickly. He came back up looking at me.

“Beautiful.” He said kissing my lips.

The other two let out little grunts of agreement. Dylan held out his hands and took me from Kolby.

“Can’t walk?” He asked quietly.

I nodded my head. My legs were getting better soon. Still it was nice to be in their strong arms. The three of them looked at their chest. The bonding tattoo of their royal status. I looked down at my bruised and bite covered body. My abs had a swollen spot underneath that I knew was from being filled with their jizz. I needed to wash myself properly but I knew that would have to wait. Dylan didn’t carry me instead he held me up and had me walk back and forth with him several times so I could start walking again. The three of them took turns. They all wanted to help. They had fallen into a rhythm that they were lacking before. They all identified each other fully as brothers to one another and me as their mate. A harmony and unit. One thing I knew for certain as well was if I thought they were overprotective before, now that they were fully bonded to me that would be much stronger of an instinct for them. After a bit I could finally walk on my own again. Marky had tried to give me meat but truth was I wasn’t hungry. I placed a hand on my bloated lower stomach.

“No thanks. This is gonna give me nutrition for a bit.”

He nodded and ate with the other two. We sat in comfortable silence with my head on Marky’s shoulder. They had kept the fire going the past few days. I looked at all three. A new line of stubble had grown on all their faces. I was kinda confused. Had they always been growing facial hair?

“Did you guys always have facial hair?” I asked.

The three of them looked at each other and smirked. Shaking their heads in a no.

“Now that we’re mated.” Kolby said looking at Dylan.

“We’ll grow more hair.” Dylan continued pointing to Marky.

“ and in places that didn’t before.” Marky finished.

Their speech and cognition abilities were getting better now.

“So Alpha‘a grow facial hair when they mate?” I asked.

They nodded their heads. Kolby pointed at his pubes, abs, chest, and underarm.

“Here as well.” He stated with meat in his mouth as he chewed.

“All of us.” Dylan stated.

I looked at their chest. I had already noticed it had grown in more. I looked at all their pubes, and abs realizing they had in fact grown more.

I nodded. Beta’s remained hairless their entire life safe for pubes and underarms.

I looked around the cave. Knowing we’d still be here awhile.

“We’ll be here for a good while huh. While we train.” I simply stated.

They looked at me confused for a moment.

“Did you guys forget that now that we’re bonded your powers unlock fully as well?” I asked with a laugh.

They looked at me shocked. Looks like they did.

“Yeah after our run in with that Clicker we’ll definitely need your guy’s ability’s who knows what else is out there. There’s already three different varieties of Burrowers I will not have a second incident with one of you almost dying. Understand?” I stated.

They nodded with smiles on their faces. I could sense affection from them.

“Possessive.” Marky teased.

I looked at the three as they laughed.

“Oh really im possessive?” I said with a smirk.

They nodded and continued to laugh.

“Okay…okay….hey is it cool if you three stay here I’m gonna go outside real quick to get some fresh air.” I stated feigning standing.

Within an instant all three stood up to stop me. Small growls leaving their mouths. They couldn’t fully speak yet to voice disagreement only make noises. I could sense the immediate anxiety and desire to not allow me out the barricaded entrance. They would absolutely not allow that, not while I’m in the egg attachment phase especially.

I smiled. I hadn’t even moved my ass off the ground and they already were on max alert. I relaxed back down. My point made. Dylan moved over and sat on my other side. Wrapping his arm under mine while Marky did the same. Kolby moved in front of me and rested his head against my chest. They nuzzled themselves lovingly and possessive.

“Won’t go.” Dylan mumbled.

The other two let out little whines in agreement. I closed my eyes enjoying the sensation of them being needy. Knowing this is how they’ll be the rest of our lives and afterlife. To hell with being a loner boy, This was absolutely better.

The three continued to eat. They were starved. I did notice our water supply was getting lower. They were simply dehydrated from the past few days. Their body’s rapidly needed nutrients and water from the intense strain they had the past couple days of fucking. Me I only needed water. There was an abundant amount of nutrition that had deposited inside me that my body was already breaking down and using soon. The eggs would be too after awhile. I was a little sad thinking about the eggs that wouldn’t grow into our children that were inside me. I knew I was pregnant but nothing would come from it. Not with the blocker on the wall of my womb. My body won’t allow them to attach.

The three let out intense whines as they felt me sad. Beginning to nuzzle me harder.

“Why sad?” Kolby asked whining.

I debated telling them the truth or not. I knew they knew already about the blocker. Still was it something I wanted to talk to them about right now? I debated for a few moments. They were the Alpha fathers of the eggs that wouldn’t grow. I decided to be honest.

“Just thinking about how I’m pregnant right now but they won’t grow. Not with the blocker.” I said quietly.

I felt their sadness at the thought as well. It was against our instincts to not want our children. They nuzzled me harder.

“More chances in the future.” Marky said calmly.

“When it’s safer.” Dylan agreed.

“Better this way. Even then it’s rough.” Kolby agreed as well.

I knew we were all sad about it. We didn’t have options though, as nice as it would feel to say otherwise. It just isn’t the hand we’re dealt right this moment.

We all laid together for awhile. Just resting, they kept nuzzling me tight. I closed my eyes and drifted back to sleep with them all over me.

The next day I was the last to wake up.

“Morning beautiful.” Kolby greeted.

“You hungry yet?” Marky asked happily

“Water?” Dylan asked with a smile.

I looked at the three Alpha’s they were dotting on me pretty aggressively already. I knew this was probably still an effect from the egg attachment phase. Never mind loner boy it’s gonna be okay.

I stood up and walked to the water. Drinking. I noticed they had refilled the water supplies.

“Kolby and Marky went and got water supplies earlier. I’m thinking about hunting again today. We should probably get a move on with training our abilities.” Dylan stated hugging me.

I looked at him.

“Oh shit you guys can talk again?” I asked.

“Yup. Miss my sexy voice making full sentences baby? Or did you prefer my moaning and growling?” Kolby said with a cheeky smile.

I looked at my handsome blonde laughing.

“The moaning and growling did have its charms.” I said laughing.

He smirked walking over and kissing my head.

“Don’t worry I’ll make them again for you sometime in the future. After I’m fully recovered from my rut we can fuck all day long again.” He said smirking.

“He’s annoying love him but he’s annoying.” Marky said with a smirk.

“Mmmhmmmm” Dylan agreed.

“Love you guys too.” He said with a grumble.

He looked at me and smiled wide. Picking me up and kissing me on the lips.

“But I love you wayyyy more.” He said smiling.

I laughed as he showered me with kisses. I had to admit Kolby was just my charmer. I sensed a tiny pang of jealousy from the other two. While they had bonded it didn’t mean they all didn’t have their own needs. Kolby released me hearing the slight growls of annoyance.

“Yeah yeah. I’ll give you guys a turn.” He mumbled.

Marky walked over and aggressively picked me up and kissed me. He was a silent type. Blunt and forceful. Soft and delicate to me. This seemed to not be one of those times though. Marky had a way of just making me feel secure. His silent demeanor was captivating. His bouts of aggression were scary but damn did I love the man. He set me down happy.

Dylan scooped me up bridal style. Kissing me softly. His tongue exploring my mouth. He wasn’t as aggressive like Marky or forceful in his charming like Kolby he was more of a doer. He was the most sexually aggressive of my mates though when we were down and dirty. He also seemed to last the longest and could get me to cum the most as well but I wasn’t gonna say that aloud. I loved Kolby but damn Dylan’s charm was just a silent force to recon with. he set me down and hugged me tight. He didn’t want to let go and decided he wouldn’t he slung an arm over me while he talked to the other two.

“Our sleep patterns are fucked. This is fine though as we’ll be here for a bit while we practice our powers. I’ll go hunt. It’s safer now that it’s night. Dean can I use your bow again?” He asked.

I nodded and summoned it handing it to him. He thanked me.

“You three practice your abilities. Marky I’m gonna be real with you. I thought about it and please be careful. Your abilities could make this cave come down around us. Kolby if you burn Dean I’ll cut you. I’ll be back soon and I’ll start practicing lightning.” He stated. Kissing my lips then forehead before heading out into the dark.

Marky threw him a wave and Kolby offered a salute. We all sat down next to each other. I summoned a ball of water into my palm about the size of a grapefruit, or one of my mates balls. I could freeze it into a solid ball and toss it up and down. I decided my goal in the short term would be to hold a ball of ice in the air and use a star as a weapon. I could hold it but not for very long. My stars would move quickly at the ice but not go through it.

Marky had several rocks float into his hands that he could then hurl at a wall. It wasn’t much but he seemed to be able to do it well.

Kolby on the other hand had a massive fireball in his hand. He could toss it between his hands with ease.

I looked at them realizing they had some sense of better control over their ability’s than I did. I knew they knew about their powers when they were younger. They just didn’t understand why they had them.

“Have you guys practiced before?” I asked curious.

“Yes and no. For me I could always control rocks it took incredible strain on me to do. Now that we’re bonded it’s coming with ease. However I will say I do need to be careful as Dylan stated.” Marky remarked.

“Yeah I could only really light my finger tips. Lots of strain in my hand to do. However this is definitely easier now. It’s taking very little effort for me.” Kolby stated.

I looked at them realizing we’d need a bigger area to train. If they already had the basics down then it was no good for them to train in here.

“We should make an area outside to train.” I stated.

I immediately sensed their anxiety about me going outside. I simply continued.

“Look guys I’m gonna have to go outside eventually. I’ll make a deal with you. I know it’s a hard thing to let your senses agree with. How about while we train outside I’ll stay right with one of you at bare minimum. I can sit in someone’s lap or hold someone’s hand. Never out of someone’s sight.” I stated.

I sensed their anxiety calm at the idea. Even if only a little.

“Me, Marky, and Dylan can talk about it when he gets back.” Kolby stated simply. He walked over and sat next to me possessively. Marky scooted closer to do the same. I simply sighed. I already sensed adamant no in their chest.

“Look Dean….I know it’s probably frustrating. Having us be so….controlling with you. You didn’t grow up with Alpha’s normally. You’re not a normal Beta. You’re much more independent and free spirited than any other I’ve ever met. You have to understand we fight our nature to allow that as much as we can. Even if it’s not a lot it’s simply our nature. We’re needy and possessive of our Beta’s. Just try to understand where we’re coming from. You’re pregnant it might not feel like it and I know nothing will come from it and we won’t be having kids right now. Just letting you leave even if it’s only outside the door. That’s huge for us. I know it’s not much to you but that’s a big ask for from Alpha’s with their pregnant Beta at the moment.” Marky stated simply as he kissed my forehead and nuzzled me.

“I completely understand it guys…but how are we gonna make it to the capital?” I said annoyed.

“You won’t be pregnant for long Dean. Your body will break down the eggs over the next few days since they can’t implant. Just for now okay. While my conscious mind agrees and sees the yes and before we bonded it would have been a yes. Like Marky said you’re pregnant right now. Our instincts can sense it and we can physically smell it. It’s hard to explain but you simply are and my brain is screaming it. I don’t need Marky or Dylan to agree it’s just a no for now. Ask again in a few days okay?” Kolby stated.

I nodded. I knew it wasn’t their fault it simply nature. We were animals like any other at the end of the day. Even if we were humans and tended to forget that fact. It also wasn’t from a bad place. It was from a place of love and protection.

After 15 minutes Dylan returned. I had stars moving and striking at the ice ball with Marky and Kolby’s arms wrapped around mine.

“Why was Dean annoyed?” He asked.

“He had an idea to have us make a big training area for our abilities. While I agree. I don’t agree with him going outside.” Kolby stated.

“Oh,” he said softly. I felt all three feel bad a bit.

He came up behind me and kissed my head.

“Sorry Dean It’s a no from me too. Just for now.” He stated.

“He’s right though we should make an area for us three to train in where we won’t destroy the cave.” Marky stated.

Him, Kolby, and Dylan began to plan out an area just out front. Especially with all the trees already cut.

“Can I at least watch from the entrance.” I asked.

Immediately I felt their anxiety creep up.

“If one of us is with you. Holding your hand. In front of the door.” Marky stated. With approval from the other two.

I thought about what they had said. I was mad. They knew but didn’t say anything and settled on nuzzling. Why did I ask for permission on these things? I sat and thought about it for a bit. I think I would need to make boundaries.

With that we laid down and started going to sleep. I immediately felt the need to pee. I saw all three were sleeping. Marky currently on top of me. I shook him awake. I wasn’t gonna go in the corner like we’d been. They had just cleaned it up.

“Mmm what’s up?” He asked.

“Hey you’re kinda heavy can you please get up and move? My stomach is hurting a bit.” I said. He moaned groggily sighing and moved up and over my head. Placing his hand on my chest making himself my pillow.

After a few minutes I heard him lightly snoring. I carefully and quietly untangled myself. I had to admit I found it kinda fun to escape like last time. Call me toxic ;). I summoned my cloak and carefully moved the branches. Stepping out into the cool air. I saw how many trees they had cut. A large swath in front of our current residence was gone. Several logs and trees over in the corner they had arranged. I walked over and pissed. My skin was still a little sticky. I felt emotional stirring. I quickly finished up and walked back to the entrance. I saw Kolby’s head darting frantically panic rising in his chest.

“Kolby.” I said quietly I did not want him waking the other two.

I saw his immediate pissed expression, he knew I went outside. he stood up and stormed over. I saw smoke coming from his feet.

“What the fuck Dean!” He whispered.

“I just had to pee!” I whispered back.

He moved the branches loudly waking the other two. I got busted.

Their heads shot up immediately. Looking at me as I walked in I saw pissed expressions all around.

“Are you fucking kidding dude?” Marky asked annoyed and groggy.

“This is a joke yeah you didn’t just come from outside?” Dylan said annoyed.

I looked at them annoyed. Yeah I got caught but I was the same age as them I lived a life alone with out them. I had to pee and I wanted to do it outside. They sensed my annoyance and stopped talking.

“I’m gonna give you three two options right now. We can talk about what I’ve decided now or we can talk about it in the morning. Vote.” I simply stated.

They looked at each other. Sighing.

Three “tomorrow’s” echoed around the room. I nodded. They knew what I’d decided but probably just wanted to keep sleeping in comfort for now. I laid back down and they wrapped themselves tighter around me.

I was the first to wake up. I knew I had a point to make now. I wasn’t gonna be kept like a caged bird. I was a human, I was an adult, and much to their dismay I was free spirited and liked my alone time. Born under the Aquarius stars as the old world would call it. Under a moon ruled my father. I untangled myself from the three again. They didn’t wake up.

My skin was still sticky from their jizz, my hair had crust, I frankly was sure I looked disgusting. I wanted to bath not with a bubble but in the river. I wanted to be outside. I wanted to do it alone sometimes. I grabbed my sketchbook and a piece of charcoal from the burnt out fire. I moved the branches and stepped out into the sunrise of my uncle’s power. I found a log and dragged it to a tree stump and sat down and began to draw.

I decided I’d draw my father. Atlas under a moon and waves below his feet. It wasn’t super original but oh well. I found myself missing him right now. I hadn’t spoken to him since I saw him in the afterlife he’d made me and my mates for us and our loved ones. I began to walk and wander around the tree lines of our area. I had a better understanding of my abilities now. They also didn’t hurt to use anymore. I focused on a dandy lion and watched as ice spikes grew out of it from the inside.

After an hour or so of relaxing by myself I felt better already. I loved them so much but I just need time to charge my social battery every so often. I mentally prepared myself for my foot being put down. I wasn’t mad at them. I knew they truly could not help it. I loved that they were possessive but….I also love my alone time. I was a loner boy at heart. That’s my nature. I probably inherited it from my father. He was the king of solitude in the night. I’m more like him than I ever even realized. I smiled at the thought. Truth was if I was a fraction of the man I’d seen of him I’d be happy.

I felt emotional stirring. A sudden pang of anxiety. From one source then three. I watched as the branches were thrown aside and three Alpha’s came sprinting out. They hadn’t noticed me directly to the entrances left. I heard them smelling the air. They moved away to the tree line. I realized they smelled the feint traces of my pheromones from when I walked earlier. Now thinking I’d gone someplace into the woods. I heard loud whining and whimpering. I almost felt bad. Still this was a point I was gonna need to make. They sprinted into the trees thinking I had gone missing and my trail was gone.

I heard my name being yelled for someplace further in the woods. Sounded like Marky. I felt their extreme anxiety.

“YEAH!” I screamed.

I felt their sudden confusion at hearing me from the cave we were staying in.

Dylan was my sprinter. He was always the first to arrive. Followed my charmer and my muscle man. The three of them looked at me incredulously. Dylan walked forward and made a move to pick me up. I know to drag me back inside. I held my hand up. I continued to draw my father. their emotions were freaking out. I was gonna use a similar tactic I saw my father use with them. He stopped seeing I wasn’t about to let him take me.

“Why did you three sprint into the woods making all sorts of sounds that the burrowers could hear?” I asked calmly not looking at them.

They said nothing. They looked uncomfortable when they thought about it.

“See the thing is I was here the entire time. Still instead you three charged into the woods. My scent didn’t even go that far. The point I’m trying to make is. Sometimes you three can be irrational. I understand I’m pregnant and if I had actual children growing inside me I would totally submit fully to you three. Understand that when that time does come I will submit that being alone isn’t gonna happen. The four of us know that’s not gonna happen right now. However had you rationalized it realized that my scent didn’t go that far odds were I was still around. However what did you three think instead?” I asked.

They looked at each other. Their anxiety was so extreme it hurt me. Still I had to get them to understand.

“The worst.” Marky finally stated.

I nodded.

“The worst. That’s the point. I understand it’s in your nature to want to protect me or do whatever it is your emotions are telling you. I get it I really and truly do. I’m not mad at you guys. It’s just my nature as it stands is currently not mixing well with your guys nature. My father is the god of the moon, the man who lived in solitude or eons. That’s more my nature. We can say I inherited it from him or whatever but the truth is I’m a loner at heart. I love you three so much it hurts. It hurts to feel the anxiety me being outside is causing. However you three need to understand when I’m asking about doing stuff outside. I’m not asking for permission from you guys. I’m making concessions to help your anxiety such as letting you hold me while we do it. I’m not a caged bird for your enjoyment. I’m 18 years old just like you three, I’m an adult. If we can’t get on the same page coexistence is gonna be difficult for either me or you three and truth is. I’m suffering being kept inside.” I stated.

They looked at me sad. I knew they felt bad. I could sense their guilt that they felt like they were causing emotional pain for me.

“I mean look at me. I’m covered in your guys old crusty jizz, I smell bad, it’s in my hair, we’re going to the bathroom in a corner of the cave. Shit smells guys. Frankly I look disgusting.” I stated simply.

“No you look beautiful as always.” Dylan said.

“No guys….I’m gross. You three caused this grossness.” I said with a chuckle.

I pointed to the layer of white crust on my abs.

“I mean it’s safe to assume this is all three of you right here.” I stated laughing.

They laughed. I urged them forward and they came and hugged me on the log. Nuzzling me and kissing me. I felt their anxiety calm down a bit.

“My point is guys. If you guys can’t concede to let me outside and sometimes alone. I’m just gonna do it anyway. Try to meet me in the middle cause I don’t want you guys freaking out every time I do. Otherwise I’ll just learn how my dad makes barriers and keep myself inside them when you find me.” I said.

Their anxiety picked up again at the thought. They sighed. I knew it was taking a lot of effort for them. They are strong though. They’ll be okay.

“If you agree never to go too far? Like that one night.” Marky asked.

“I can agree to that. That was a bit far away and I’m sorry for that.” I agreed.

They nodded their heads.

“C’mon I wanna bath and frankly I think all three of you need to as well.” I stated.

Their anxiety shot up but they agreed. All three led me to a river where we bathed together and cleaned ourselves. They were struggling a lot with allowing me out right now. My current pregnancy phase would be over soon though so I knew they’d calm down a bit more in the future.