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As I woke up the next morning, I found myself still on the couch, with the lingering scent of Lily's perfume and sex wafting through the air. The memory of her on top of me, her moans echoing in my ears, was enough to make my heart race.

But, as I lay there, my thoughts drifted to the texts from last night and the image of Jake's enormous cock that had been etched into my brain. I made my way up to our room, stretching myself out after an uncomfortable night. I quietly dressed as Lily lay in our bed, snoring sweetly. I noticed her phone on the side but fought any urge to check it.

As I drove to work, my face was a mask of calm detachment, but inside, my thoughts were spinning wildly. I kept envisioning that gigantic cock in the photo. It was like something from a porno movie.

I wondered if she'd seen the messages yet. I wondered how she'd react. Was it part of a joke? Had she seen his cock before? I had a million questions that I'd never ask. The presentation went without a hitch. My head wasn't in it, but I was good at my job. My autopilot kicked in and I was soon being congratulated for a job well done.

The satisfaction of a successful day usually lifted my spirits, but now, it only served to deepen my feelings of inadequacy. I needed to talk to Lily, just hearing her voice would bring me comfort. After all, we shared a meaningful relationship. How could I doubt us?

Despite my apprehension, I dialled Lily's number.

As I waited for her to pick up, I rehearsed the conversation in my head.

Finally, she answered the phone. "Alex! I missed you this morning. How did your presentation go?" She sounded cheerful.

I was thrown off. "It went great, actually. I think we got it." I tried to focus on our conversation, but images that photo kept flashing through my mind.

Every time I thought about it, a wave of self-doubt washed over me.

"I miss you too," I said, forcing a smile. "Are you working tonight?"

"Not tonight," Lily responded cheerfully. "We should celebrate

I paused, "I'd prefer

to spend a quiet evening together, just the two of us."

"Of course," Lily agreed eagerly. "We can order in and watch a movie."

"That sounds perfect," I grinned, relieved by her eagerness for a quiet evening. We chatted for a few minutes before I reluctantly hung up.