The morning after

You wake up the next day feeling better but there is still an undercurrent of self loathing, but the part of your brain whispering accusations was quieter now that certain ideals had solidified.

'I owe Jordan closure. I must have deserved last night. It made me feel so terrible and I liked it? A part of me felt responsible and it took me too long to accept, hurting both of us and making him do that to me last night. If I follow his lead like I'm supposed to he won't have to.'

Getting up your body aches, 'Should have taken a bath last night, I feel like a used slut.'

The warm water helps a bit but doesn't stop all the physical ache.

You decide to touch up shave before getting out, 'Want to avoid any issues if he assumes I'll still be smooth.'

A look in the mirror reminds you of how yesterday was supposed to go.

'If i had kept my mouth shut, it wouldn't be this bad. I wonder how mom and dad will react to this make-up.'

Once dry and dressed you head down stairs to the kitchen, finding your mom already at the table eating.

"Hey sweetie, sleep well?"

"Not really but I'll be fine."

"Everything ok hun, you haven't been acting like yourself lately, its like your walking on eggshells."

"Its complicated mom, I'll tell you when I figure things out."

You eat quickly and get up to rinse your bowl off.

"Well you seem worse than the last time I saw you, anything you need to tell me? You were asleep when we got home, that's not like you."

"Mom I promise I'm ok, I just have a lot on my mind right now and its taking longer to process. I'll be fine." You give her a reassuring hug as you go to leave.

She holds onto you for a second longer. "OK Hun, but does it have anything to do with why you've taken to wearing make-up, or why your 'sore throat' voice hasn't changed but you don't seem to be sick? Your father says you've been seeing a new girl, but your not together? You know you can talk to me right, I love you."

'I wish I could tell you ma'am, but I need a lie she'll believe, if I try to block her out she'll be like a bloodhound.'

"Its nothing like that mom, Jordan is just having a rough time and I'm trying to be there for him, hes a sensitive kid and Jill was a bitch to him, I've been helping him realize that it's all going to be ok. I guess wearing make-up is starting to rub off on me, helps him feel like I understand him. As for the girl, that's Brit, Jordan's best friend, and she's been helping. She convinced me to help Jordan get over the bullying, so I'm sort of hanging out with her, then going on 'dates' with him so he can feel special. He's wants to be romanced like a girl, and I'm straight so he isn't expecting anything sexual, but Brit thinks it will help anyway. I feel like I should help, with my rose colored glasses I never saw what Jill was up to when I wasn't looking."

'There that's almost the truth, should lead her off the trail.'

"Oh, honey, you know if you want to be gay your dad and I will support you. We both know he will still make his dry humor jokes but he'll love you and be there where it counts."

'Or completely back fire,' "I'm not gay, I just want to help him out."

"By dating him?"

"Yes!" Flustered you go to argue your case, but get by the interrupted.

Ping*- When your done trying to convince her your not gay, especially after last night, head over to Brits for your next task.

It was Jordan. "Mom I have to go, we'll talk later ya'?

"For Jordan right?" When no answer comes and you instead start rushing to leave, she continues as you head out the door. "Its OK if its just to experimenting dear, just be safe and talk to us when your ready!"

Red faced, you Get into your car and text Jordan. -On way, Ma'am, had to give my parents an excuse, but they bought almost the same lie you told Brit.-send

PIng*-Good pet, drive safely. Don't forget to call Brit.-

You comply calling Brit.

"Hello?"

"Hey Brit, its me, Jordan texted and said to call you."

"Hi hunny, How are you doing, Jordan sounded worried about you yesterday, and you seemed freaked out."

"Better now, Jordan helped me understand everything, I apologized for not noticing sooner, hes a sensitive guy, I'm glad he has you to lean on." 'At least that's not a lie.'

"Awesome, so what do you have planned for today, taking him out on a real date yet?"

"Not sure, he didn't say, just to head to your place, and not yet, but I promised him I'd follow through on his time table."

"Hmm, weird, he only asked if we could prep at my place but when I said yes he changed the subject. I'm here to help, but better heads up would be appreciated, I'll see you in a few, bye."

Driving to Brit's house you try not to get nervous and buckle your emotions down so you don't make the same mistake as yesterday.

Brit's house was nice, always has been, her parents are both doctors and she was their only child, but they had wanted more, so the house was on the bigger side.

They kept the house in great shape and spoiled her in lieu of ever taking the time off to have her planned siblings.

You knock on the door, Brit answers quickly. "Come on in hun, That make up looks amazing, Jordan called ahead, said he's running a little late getting everything ready."

"Cool, I hope its something fun." 'Please let it be something fun, after last night I need a pick me up.'

"Yeah I hope so too, he sounded more upbeat, like his old self."

"Hopefully he is starting to forgive me."

"Me too, you just missed what was happening, I may have thought I was helping but..." She trailed off, you both knew how that shook out. "... you two make a cute couple. Speaking of, I have a question, you've always said you were straight, when did it change?"

"I...Well..."

"Unless it didn't, was there any truth to what you said yesterday? That's been bothering me since yesterday and I can't quite square the circle ya'know. Your safe here, you can tell me."

'Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Think quick, Jordan might think I'm trying to turn Brit against him again. I can't let that happen!'

You wrack your brain and blurt the first thing that pops in your head. "No that's not...Its not gay if its Jordan!"

Brit giggles, "Oh Jordan, what did you do to be the exception?"

You sigh internally, 'That worked?'

"Oh, I don't know, maybe all these years of making myself his perfect girl finally paid off." Jordan says as he walks out of Brit's Kitchen.

"Huh?" is the intelligent sound that comes out of you.

At your surprised look to Brit he continues talking, moving closer from deeper in the house. "Told you everything is fine."

The 'FUCKING WHAT?' inside your head wasn't much better.

"Brit here was still worried after what you said yesterday so we did this to let her put those things to rest." He closes in and kisses you on the cheek before whispering in your ear, "Good job pet."

You blush and Brit coos.

"See totally straight." She laughs at her own joke.

"Now pet, lets head upstairs, Brit and I have a gift for you."

"Sure thing Ma'am." You respond, 'If he's calling me pet in front of her, I'll play it safe and Ma'am isn't as bad as mistress.'

Brit giggled at the pet names as you both followed Jordan upstairs.

In Brit's room Jordan sat you down on Brit's bed, before sitting next to you. Brit sat across from you both in her desk chair.

"Brit wasn't totally convinced yesterday so I had to tell her a little more about the game we're playing."

"What?"

Jordan continued like you hadn't interrupted, "How when you tried to apologize and offered to date me, I turned you away, not wanting pity, but you convinced me it wasn't that. So to prove it and make up for everything, you were going to let me take control and show you everything I went through."

'He's weaving the lie so its harder to pull myself free if I tried?' It appeared Jordan was unaware of just how thoroughly he broke you already, even though you wouldn't use those words to describe it, and wanted to cover his bases.

"She wanted to make sure and that's what just happened. Satisfied Brit?"

"Totally, Did not expect 'Its not gay if its Jordan' to be what came out of his mouth, but it tracks."

"Me either, makes me feel better about him being genuine, but it reeks that he still doesn't fully understand." Turning to you, seeming to be done talking around you, "But Brit helped me realized that while feeling the need to punish you was normal, that If we were going to do this I should soften the blow, so we made a compromise."

"Thank fuck for that. I want to prove I understand and make you feel better, and while I accept there are thing I gotta feel first hand, I wanna avoid a repeat of last nights 'punishment' at all costs."

"What did you do to him?" Brit asked, eyebrow raised.

"Nothing he didn't deserve, pet here tried to bring you into our drama, even though he knew I didn't want all that extra on your plate. So I spanked him." Jordan.

'Jordan has gotten way to good at hiding the lie in a truth, what happened to the sweet innocent Jordan?' You know what happened and that brings your thoughts to regrets, 'If I was any less wrapped around Jill's finger.'

You don't want to dwell so you bite the bullet and ask " So what did you land on?"

Brit giggles. " Oh Jordan landed on giving you the chance to be my sister for a week, I'm so excited!"

'WHAT?!'

Jordans smile turns predatory, "Yep pet, Brit's parents will be out of town all week, so I figured we could use that time to walk you what it for me to learn to act like a girl."

"Uhhhh..." You draw out, not knowing how to respond to this.

It was Brit's turn to explain, she seemed so giddy. "You will be my sister and I'll get to do all the sibling things I always wanted, and Jordan will teach you how to walk, sit, eat, and everything else to carry yourself like a real girl!"

Not giving you time to interject, he picked back up as soon as she was done.

"Did you think I just flipped a switch and was able to act like a girl? No I had to break bad habits and build new ones and change everything about how I carried myself. Brit was able to talk me down to one week guided, and total immersion, training. I will teach you but she will make sure you put those lessons to use. I wanted to spend a month, every night, with a shock collar, but Brit made a good argument and I felt she deserved to get something for all her help. So to give her a sister, like she always wanted, made everything slot together perfectly." Jordan finished smugly.

You gulp, 'This is going to suck, Brit looks like shes vibrating with excitement, and Jordan looks like the cat who got the cream.'

Jordan continues after letting you stew a second. "I won't be leaving you unattended mind, I won't risk taking my time to teach you, only for you backslide as soon as I turn my head, so Brit here agreed to be the 'responsible'. If you forget a lesson or act like your old self she will call me over to remind you."

"So you'll can come over whenever? Just to remind me?"

"Oh no pet, I won't be coming over, I'm going to be staying here to help you 24/7. I'll just be playing different role, I'm going to be your governess, just like in those book she likes."

"OHHHH YESSSS!! Jordan this is going to be so fun!"

You wince, 'Double Shit.'

"Well we should get started then."

"One more thing," Jordan starts, "You will refer to her as sis or Britney, while you are here this week we will not break character. If you do, it will be an automatic punishment."

"What if one of you break character?" Trying for humor to make it easier on yourself to play along.

The smirk you get from Jordan does not bode well. "Then you and them will get 'punished', as I'll blame you for throwing us off our game, it should keep this from devolving into trying to 'tit for tat' each other, I doubt that will happen though, you have the hardest role to fill as it stands."

Brit giggles, "Don't worry hun, I'm really looking forward to this, Jordan filled me in on all the details. I'm going to be the responsible older sister, keeping you in line, and making sure you stay motivated. Its going to be so much fun, you will make a beautiful sister."

'Triple shit, they've thought of everything.' You sigh, resigned to your fate. "Ok Sis, I trust you both."

Both smile, Jordan seems to be pleased while Brit practically vibrates with joy.

"Alright pet, lets start with something simple, Brit why don't you head downstairs and start making lunch, Pet and I will be down when done with his lesson then you will have him, or should I say her, for the rest of the night

"On ma'am. See you down there sis, don't take to long, we got a lot to do." with that the stabilizing influence was gone.

"Stand up and walk around the room, I want to see what we have to work with."

Following instructions you start to walk around the room, turning once you reach the wall, when you get half way back you hear a snap, stopping you freeze in place and groan, 'This is going to be ****.'

"Pet, I'm going to remove the effect, and I want you to walk again, slower and more gracefully, you don't have to lift your feet higher but swing your hips more. While you do that I'm going to explain why you failed. Once you can do that we will have Brit get you some nice heels. You'll wear them as much as possible so you can practice while I do your other lessons."

You wait for another snap before trying again, hoping for improvement.

After another pass and another freeze. "First you need to swing your hips more, you were swinging them too little and you need to put your feet like this," he began to demonstrate, you did your best to pay attention but being frozen was distracting, panties were not designed for bulges like yours. "Now try again pet."

You did and Jordan stopped you halfway through, "Much better pet, see I knew you could do it, Brit will be so excited when you get heels, showing with her sister, It seems even innocent Brit is a **** to fantasies, when I lead the conversation to that and let her think it was her idea, she dropped half of her concerns, she probably would have taken any answer from you, besides 'help' as a sign of what she wanted to hear."

Snap You continue walking till you finish and return to him, waiting for the verdict. Chill of your spine at how his demeanor seems to shift anytime your alone for any amount of time.

"That was much better, now for why you failed. You still walked like a man, even though you swung your hips correctly, your posture was wrong. You are going to need to remember this is not just about learning to carry yourself, its also about unlearning how to carry yourself as a man. Now stand still and watch."

Jordan shows you how to stand, how to walk, and how to sit, before freezing you again and leaving the room.

Being alone with your thoughts was not a healthy thing for you right now, everything you've been through with no time to rest without anxiety for the next day or begin to truly process anything. Being Frozen at the hands of the one responsible in a place of their control, didn;t help anything either.

By the time he returned your mind had started to spiral and go places, 'Maybe this is better, I hurt Jordan, so this is fair. She played us both for fools and I was too blind to see it, I can't be trusted to make my own decisions, I kept choosing her, I don't deserve freedom. If I can't move without his permission I can't make any mistakes, I won't hurt him or get myself in trouble with any more punishments or worse, a modified reward, yeah no no no, no more, I'll be good. '

When Jordan unfroze you a second before him and Brit entered, you almost fell over.

They were carrying pile of clothes and a shoe box.

"Here sis, these are all the heels I bought for you, we'll get more on our shopping trip later, Jordan said you would prefer flat heels, but that you would grow to love stiletto's and platforms as time went on. I can't wait to take you to all my favorite shops!"

'Stiletto's, Fuck...'

"These are the clothes I picked out from her closet, your sister was nice enough to let you borrow her until we can get you to the shops, what do we tell our big sister?"

"Thank you sis." You say, trying to get into the spirit Brit was in.

Brit smiles brightly, "Your welcome sis! Here put these on and model them for us, then we can show you to your room. The rest of the night we are just going to hang out, I'll be keeping an eye on your walk, we'll be going to bed early because I want to spend all of tomorrow at the mall."

You take the clothes and head to Brit's bathroom, you look at what Jordan picked, 'Short skirt and a crop top, and leggings? Ok I guess this is could be worse.'

Getting dressed takes a bit, the leggings were snug but not uncomfortable, the crop top was tight but not constricting, if you had a chest like Brit you imagine it would be, and the skirt was short and loose fitting, showing off your legs nicely.

Coming out of the bathroom you find both staring at you, Jordan with lust and appreciation, Brit with pure joy and pride.

"You look stunning sis, I can't wait get to dress up up tomorrow."

They lead you to your room for the week, expecting a bland guest room, instead Brit had managed to make it a cute girly room, Brit explained that this was all her only stuff from freshman through Junior years that had been stored but not gotten rid of, her parents had become pack rats for anything they could use for 'future siblings' that never seemed to happen, and with her mom's age likely never would.

Apparently there was a storage shed full of stuff that wouldn't let her throw away on top of what was in the basement.

"Tomorrow I'm is going to teach you makeup before we head to the mall, I know you have that covered but its a sister's rite of passage, but for now we are going to watch movies and relax. Tomorrow is going to be busy and I want you well rested for our sister bonding."

You agree and join them on Brit's couch, Brit sits on one side with Jordan on the other, you being in the center, its not long that before Brit is cuddled into your side, like she does all her close friends, 'I guess being a sister took me from friend to close friend.'

Jordan however never moves to get more comfortable nor tries to take advantage of what could be a sweet couples moment. Your not sure why, you thought he would still want stuff like this. It starts to worry you, 'Did I do something wrong I don't know about? Is he angry, is he planning how to fix me?'

Throughout the night, you catch Jordan stealing glances at you, not being able to tell how he feels based on the expression, only seeing what you assume is lust, and hunger, you try to ignore it at first.

Brit is oblivious or ignores it, seemingly content to enjoy your company and movie watching.

You lean over and whisper trying to fix it before whatever it is gets worse. "Mistress, If I did something wrong I apologize, If you want me to do anything I'll be happy to." You make no move, worried it might be seen as taking control.

He remains silent, but his muscles seem to relax, but doesn't move. You don't know what to do with these mixed signals so you just try to enjoy the movie in lieu of any orders.

About half way through the third movie Jordan gets up, "I'm heading to bed girls, have fun."

As he passes behind the couch, you feel a squeeze on your shoulder, its not painful but firm, before he heads upstairs, you hear a door open and shut. It felt reassuring but you keep second guessing its meaning.

Brit falls asleep shortly after the end of the third movie, 'Must have been tired its only eight, Jordan did said they talked late last night.'

You find a pillow and blanket for her before heading to your room.

Opening the door you find Jordan laying on your bed in a pair of panties and a nightie, reading a book.

"Pet, there you are, I was wondering how long you would be, Brit fall asleep or you call it early?"

"Asleep on the couch Ma'am, I got her a pillow and blanket."

"Good, shower and put on the night cloths I prepared for you then get into bed with me." He sounds hungry.

You comply.

After a quick shower, and putting on the matching Nightie sans panties you go to climb into bed with him, scared your about to find out you did some unknown thing wrong.

'I owe him, I deserve this.'

He puts his book on the nightstand. Your muscles tense.

"Pet, you looked beautiful today, I'm so happy your taking this seriously."

"Of course Ma'am, I want to make it up to you."

He smiles softly, "I'm glad, I've wanted to do this for a long time, I hope you enjoy this as much as I am going to."

"I'm ready ma'am,' ready and waiting for an order. Waiting for the dark side of him to come out now that Brit was asleep.

Instead he kisses you on the cheek before laying back down pulling you to him, his head in your chest arms around you, "Lets sleep pet, we have a long day tomorrow."

As you lay there, holding him you feel conflicted as your hand naturally goes to run your hands through his long hair. 'This feels nice, Is he done punishing me, did Brit actually convince him to let up, that I was following through?'

His presence is comforting in a way that makes you feel betrayed by your own body.

'Is this is what I needed when he left me covered in my own cum? I need him to be there and hold me, is that why women love cuddling afterwards? Is that how they feel when guys don't stay afterwards?' Eventually the tension leaves your body and you fall asleep.

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