She Starts to Persuade You

{if Female = true}Kaori also, reluctantly, made it clear to you that it wasn’t just about experimenting with someone dominant. It was also about experimenting with a man. You had been her first and only girlfriend. Her first and only partner. As a result, she’d never truly experienced sex with someone of the opposite sex, something she'd long fantasized about. Despite having long known about Kaori’s bisexual inclinations, there was still something almost treacherous about that sentiment to you.

{endif}“Darling…you don’t have to agree to anything you don’t want to. You know that I’m yours. I’m yours forever. So, uh, if you tell me to just forget about it, I won’t bother you about this ever again. I promise.”

With a weak sigh, you assured her that she had every right to bring this up. If something was genuinely important to her, you wanted to treat it with the respect it deserved. Your lack of outright rejection instantly brightened her mood. she smiled warmly and placed her {if Male = true}small{endif}{if Female = true}soft{endif} hands in yours. Despite the pangs from your heart, you managed to smile back.{if Male = true}

“It’s just…if I had this one last chance to explore all those thoughts that just have been, ugh, stuck in my head. Maybe if I do this, it will help me accept it. It’s hard sometimes knowing that we don't share all the weird stuff I like."

You insisted that she wasn’t weird. You even offered to try being dominant with her again. Maybe this time you could do it, now that you knew the stakes. That way she might not even need to go out looking for a man to sleep with. She shook her head and silenced your proposal with a little kiss . You both knew that your offer was doomed.. The problem in the past had not been a lack of effort. It was that you couldn’t help seeing her as your sweet angel. And as long as you did, there was no way you could ever give her the degradation that she masochistically craved.{endif}