Sarah's night out (Sarah POV)

*This chapter is from Sarah's POV, and can be skipped if you would like her actions and motivations to remain hidden.

Things were so much easier when I didn't have anything to care for.

The thought echoed in her mind as she walked down the city streets, paved in the glow of the moonlight. Even a bright as it was, she knew a more normal girl would be at least a little scared in this situation. Walking alone, at night, in a not great part of town wearing an outfit that would attract all the wrong kinds of attention.

Normal wasn't who she was though. Wasn't something she deserved.

Instead she only felt excitment. That small rush and thrill that was strong enough to push through the emptiness that normally consumed her. It was why she'd had the Uber drop her off a few streets away. So she could feel this instead of emptyness, or the guilt over how she was treating Liam.

She thought it would have been easier to break him, to show him just a hint of who she was and send him running. But of course he wouldn't get it, of course a hint wouldn't be good enough. Every moment she spent with him she could feel the love radiating out of him, and it would take something big to break that.

There was no way things could end well between them, not after all she'd done. Yet she kept deluding herself. For brief stupid moments she really let herself think they could have a real future together.

Stupid of her. It wasn't going to happen and it was too much to hope for after everything she'd done. Her whole life had been a cycle of thinking she could do better, be better and then failing and falling back of her darker impulses.

How could Liam ever love her if he knew. Knew she'd already fucked the closest things he had to friends in school, who knew he had a crush on her? Knew she'd fed him another man's cum, and got a sick fucking thrill out of it.

How could he love her if he knew what she was doing now?

She didn't even need to knock on the door, he was waiting for her. Watching her walk up from the windows no doubt, not wanting to waste a second of their time together.

"God damn." The man said, taking her body in. "He said you had some fat tits, but fuck those things don't look real."

There was a harsh edge to his tone she was all too familiar with. He was trying to put her down, make her feel bad about herself so she'd be more pliable in the moment. It calmed her in a way. Knowing that he wasn't going to care about her, just what he could get out of her.

It made things easier.

"Take off that top, I wanna get a better look at em." He said. Still standing in the door, blocking her entry.

She complied, puller her top off where his neighbours and anyone on the street could see her. She pushed her arms together, emphasising her tits for his pleasure.

"You like what you see?" Voice pitched high and a smile on her face. Guys like when she talked like that, liked when she goaded them on to do more. But the voice was just an act, a role she played and there was only emptiness behind the smile.

She only smiled with any feeling around Liam, and that was a constant reminder that she didn't deserve him.

"Mmm fuck yeah." He rubbed his hands together, licking his lips then finally let her inside. "Worth every penny I'm paying for."

Callum had been mad, said she was making things difficult. He was right of course, she promised him he could humiliate Liam and she was getting in the way. Stupid of her to blurt out that she wanted to Liam in bed tonight, what did she think would even happen?

So he'd aserted his control, made her feed Liam his cum while he watched and then sent her off on this little errand.

"Clocks on baby so get to work, this dick aint gonna suck itself."

The place was a mess, trash and clothing all over the floor. The couch was missing a cushion and the other wasn't in good shape but she still got to work. Dropping her bra to the ground she let him get a peak at her tits before dropping to her knees on front of him.

"That's right baby." He said, holding out his dick in front of her. "Tell me how much you want this dick."

"I want it sooo bad! Please sir let me swallow every inch of it!" It really wasnt that impressive, average length and size, but she had her role to play.

It wasn't that she didn't enjoy this, or love the filthy feeling it gave her. Taking his cock into her mouth and begining the process of wringing all the cum out of his balls satisfied cravings that loved deep inside her.

"Fuuuuck bitch, you know how to work a cock dont you." He grabbed the back of her hair and pulled it down, using it to puppet her head as he fucked her throat. "But since I'm paying, I think I should decide the pace."

He had her mouth all the way down to his balls now, the sharp pain of her hair being pulled keeping her in place. This was new, and fuck was it getting her wet. Not the hair pulling, she was very accustomed to that pleasurable pain. No, what excited her so much now was the fact that she was officially a whore.

Sure, she'd been called a whore more times than she could count but now it was a truth. She didn't even know how much Callum got this guy to pay for her. It could be hundreds of dollars or not even ten. But it was another filthy line ahe was crossing and just knowing that had her filling her cunt with both hands while she choked on this strangers dick.

"You started without us bro? Not cool."

The voice came from behind her and it just made her clench up more. Fuck he hadn't mentioned there being more than one guy, but she wanted all of them in her now. She needed them all to treat her how she deserved!

"Nnuugghh, my girl finished work in under an hour, we dont got much time." He let go of her head and pulled his phone out of his pockets. Without missing a beat Sarah continued throwing her head down on his cock, running her tongue over his head as she felt him throb. "Quit complaining and join in."

She felt their hands tear what little clothing she had left off of her. Without grace finesse they began groping, slapping and flapping at her. Even slapping their cocks against her ass and rubbing them between her cheeks.

"Ohhh fuck I don't know where to begin." One of the guys in the back said." Both these holes look so tight and fuckable!"

"Her mouth feels pretty good too man. You must have to suck a lot of dick to get this good at it."

This was what she needed, what she was good for. Between these three cocks she wouldn't feel like a disappointment, she felt like she was actually making people happy! But more thsn that there were no expectations, she wasn't building something up just to watch it slip through her fingers.

These men would use her, like a whore, an object and then they would all go on their own ways. They wouldn't expect something she couldn't give, and she wouldn't let them down after they'd put so much trust in her.

Two cocks penetrated her from behind while the one in her mouth sent globs of cum down her throat. The delicious cream sticking to the inside of her mouth in a way that made her feel complete. The cock pulled out of her mouth and she let her tongue out to taste it for just that one more second. She kept it out as she began focusing in the two cocks ramming into her cunt and asshole, guys liked when she make herself look like she'd been fucked stupid.

"Harder, UuGghhhh FUCK ME HARDER!" She screamed, emotion welling inside her. Tears built up and she fought them back, this wasn't the time for that.

She noticed now thst the first guy was filming her, his shitty phone recording her first foray into prostitution. Or maybe Liam was om the other end of a call, as Callum **** him to face the disappointing slut his girlfriend really was.

Just the thought of that was enough to send her heart spiralling. She shook, and the tears came flowing out of her as she lost herself to the mind bending dark pleasure that drove her every action.

"Uhhh, ohhh, FuuUUCCccc ME!" The two men reached their limits as she came all over their cocks, their hands digging into her skin and they grunted to match her moans.

She felt faint after cumming that hard, her breathing slowing as she recovered. It felt good, but something was off... Normally a climax that hard would make her feel a little less empty for just a moment. Right now she just felt more devoid of anything.

"Hey slut." The first man slapped her face lightly, just enough to snap her out of her daze. "You gotta head back right now, bosses orders."

Right, they'd gotten what they'd wanted and now they were done with her. That was okay, it was how this was suposed to be.

"Umm, yeah." She got up and started getting dressed again, to disoriented to use her higher pitched voice. "Can I just use the bathroom quic-"

"No time. Not my problem" He passed two objects to her. Taking them in her hand she realised they must have been the condoms the other guys had used. Tied up and the ends and still warm with their cum. "Keep these and look at your phone, he said you have some calls to make."

He basically pushed her out the door, barely giving her enough time to get her shoes on. She hopped out the door as the guy slammed it behind him, opening oi again to say one last thing to her.

"About the videos. I'm sure you don't care but they're not going online anywhere. Just for our future enjoyment, but feel free to stop by for another round!"

With that he left her, another man she'd made feel good sending her off into the night.

She looked at her phone, at Callums messages. She looked over what he wanted and wondered, is tonight it then? Is tonight my last night as Liam's girlfriend?

It would be so easy if she just didn't care. If knowing she was going to lose him didn't tear her heart apart. He'd made her cum tonight and it was so different to how she normally felt! In that moment she didn't feel alone, she felt connected, at peace, and felt all the love burning inside him crash into her.

Every time she came from now on, it would be lessee. She knew just how fulfilling it could be and every other time would lack that. The deep connection and love she felt wasnt somrthing for her and instead all she would have is emptiness. That emptiness was all she deserved for her sins.

Another notification shined on her phone. A heart, just a heart. From Liam.

Her tears came back again and she didn't wipe them away. She didn't want to run away from this feeling, she wanted it all. This was one of those moments. Those fleeting moments when she thought thst things could maybe just work out.

"Love you too." She texted it back, meaning it more than he knew.

"I'll be with you soon."