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I **** myself to smile at him. {if Suspicion<15} Grabbing his arm, I leaned into him. Putting my head on his shoulder, I closed my eyes, forcing myself to believe that everything would be alright. It was a one-time indiscretion, a simple lapse of judgment. Never to be repeated. With Jamie so close, and the events in the bedroom behind me, I could believe that.{else}

"I'm sorry Jamie," I said. "I promised you that this night would be different, and I still ended up ignoring you. There's no excuse."

I hated lying to him, but I didn't have a choice. Not really. He sighed and smiled at me.

"It's fine," he said. "At least you recognize it. How about we just have a movie night the two of us this weekend?"

"I'd love that," I responded. This was why I loved him so much. Why I had to do better going forward.{endif}

As we reached the fountain, Jamie gave me another of his adorable sheepish smiles.

"I got the room to myself tonight as well," he said wagging his eyebrows suggestively. I couldn't help but laugh at his antics. But as I considered going home with him, an image flashed through my mind. Me on my knees in front of Brandon, attempting to devour his cock. Could I really go home with Jamie tonight after that?