Instinct

Ever since puberty Sam had lingered over pictures of lingerie in womens ' magazines and pornography and by now had developed a sense of what he felt were the most feminine items . Extravagant outfits with unusual straps and overt access to nipple or pussy exclusively shown in pornographic magazines seemed unfeminine . He wanted to wear whatever girl students wore under their skirts ( He looked hard for outlines of underwear on skirts ) . That left a considerable range to consider . Some styles were the opposite of the extravagant pornographic items - too plain in materials , coverage , color , or pattern - Sam categorized these as ' old lady panties ' . He wanted a selection of colors - white was definitely feminine , black carried a ' fuck me ' message , and pink was ..well . . so feminine . Nylon would feel nice , especially if there was a lace border which in his imagination he could feel caressing his legs .

Considering his legs he decided to both shave them and use Nair an them . He would buy the Nair with some more neutral purchases to avoid any embarrassment at the check-out . So far so good .Anticipating the filmy feel of pantyhose sliding up the smoothness of his thighs precipitated a strong erection .

The problem with pantyhose was that it covered up the imagined pretty panties turning erotic delight into a bank robber , and although their upper thigh limit was nicely demarcated by a band it was in Sam's mind a lot less enticing than stockings whose upper limit was bare skin - which paved the way to the V of the panty . ( His most erotic imagined scene had him swirl a skirt enough to give a watching man a flash of stocking top and thigh which would set a fire of lust to see that tantalizing V , with fucking to follow . )

But stockings - suspender stockings particularly ( which is what he wanted most of all ) seemed to be either pornographic or from an older generation . In the script for the play a mention was made of ' stockings ' and although the directions gave no expectation that a distinction between stockings versus panthose would arise and pantyhose - if any hose were to deployed ( a Chemino call ) would be more practical . Sam hoped to argue authenticity ( the era of the play did match the era of stockings ) would be better served by stockings .

He carefully shaved his legs , bum and groin , trimming a horizontal edge an inch higher than his penis . It was exciting , but there was still a slight sandpaper feel to the skin .Slathering on the Nair would require some privacy which he got the day before he was to follow up with Mrs Mulcaster . The directions stated the cream be left on for 15 minutes . Sam left it for 30 . It took a lot of showering to remove it ,but the result was a smoothness of his legs and bum that Sam felt woud be dreamily feminine for the man who would climb his hands up them .

Now , what would he be told tomorrow ? He drifted off in soothing anticipation , a white soiled Kleenex in his hand .