Let’s talk to Kayla, finally

A/N:
Hey everyone! Super long chapter warning. This is a ton of conversation, but I think it is important when writing a story that aims to mimic reality. Thanks for your patience as the story made its way through this interlude. This will be the last one like this for a while though, as we start the games again in full swing next chapter! All of this time in the interlude should set us on the path to kinky times galore now! Hope you enjoy!
-ASW

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Ok, it’s time. Up until now, it’s just been a plan, an idea, a memory, something said during sex…but it’s time to make it real again.

I know, I know…you’ve been politely waiting for my story to get back to the true cuckqueaning stuff. To be honest, I have too, but it was nerve-wracking too. I just makes me feel all…Maddy (see, I brought it back!). Regardless, I was finally going to talk to Kayla and ask her to officially be our cake again.

I took a minute (hey, your girl needs to be ready for these types of conversations) and calmed myself down. I got a drink, I checked my phone (just a message from Christopher saying he hoped everything was going well. I sent him back a message saying I’d talked to Megan and Britney, and was about to talk to Kayla. Then, there was nothing else to delay me, or to even pretend to delay. Fuck, I didn’t want to delay, I was just shocked I was actually doing it. Before I know it, I was knocking on her closed door and opening it when I heard her respond from the other side.

I walked in and was greeted by Kayla’s happy and smiling face. There wasn’t a hint of her almost predatory look, nor the domineering side I’d seen before. No, this was Kayla, one of my best friends since college. I realized then why I was comfortable with her being our cake and not some random woman: I knew Kayla and was comfortable with her as a person. Her actions in the game may have made me wonder if she was really trying to steal Christopher away from me, but deep down I knew she loved me and him together and wouldn’t actually break us up. Now during our kinks, she’s wonderful at making me forget that, but seeing her loving face just now made me realize all of this.

“Hey Maddison, everything ok?”

“Oh, yeah, everything is good. I just wanted to talk to you about something I’ve been thinking about for a while.”

“You want me to be yours and Christopher’s cake again, don’t you?”

My jaw dropped. How the fuck did she guess that?

“Oh, don’t give me that look. No, I’m not a mind reader, but you can’t pretend to be the only one that has been thinking about things for a while. One crazy weekend and all of the sudden we all have these new kinks that none of us have ever really dived into before and you think you’re the only one with stuff to figure out.”

“Wow, uh, yeah. That is totally fair.”

“Haha of course it is! So, tell me your side, because I’ve thought about my side almost every day since that first day around the city.”

“Wait, really?”

“Definitely! Don’t worry, I’ll tell you my thoughts and journey too, but I don’t want to derail everything that you are ready to say. Plus, I really want to hear your perspective.”

“Wow, ok. Uh, yeah. So…” I was completely lost for a second. “Sorry, I wasn’t expecting that.”

“Hey, no worries, I threw that on you real fast. Go on, lovey, tell me what’s going on. It’s just us in here and we won’t judge each other, right?”

“Ok, yeah, that sounds good.” I took a quick breath and launched into it. Again, you’ve heard my side and journey already, so I won’t go into the details this time. I was caught off guard by her confession at the beginning, but it didn’t change how I felt about the whole situation. So I told her all the stuff I’d been thinking about.

Well, mostly told her. I didn’t go into some of my deeper fantasies, or how much I’d been lusting after all three of them recently. I made sure to focus on how much including her in our kink play really spiced up the relationship between me and Christopher. She seemed pleased with that, so I think it was going pretty well.

“So, that’s why I’m here. I can’t deny how sexy the whole cuckquean thing was, and the way you were pushing me in it was ridiculously hot. What do you think? Are you up for being our cake again?”

“Damn, I’m not gonna lie, that was a decently hot story to hear.”

I couldn’t help smiling at that comment. I don’t know why it made me happy that she found my story sexy.

“Ok, before I answer your question, I want to tell you my side and what’s been going through my head lately. it won’t take long, but I think you’ll like it to, at least part of it. Ok?”

“yeah, go for it.”

“First off, even before we called a halt to the cuck stuff, I was struggling internally with feeling like I was an awful person.”

Uh…what?!

“I know, I know, it didn’t seem like it. I didn’t want to ruin everything for you and Christopher. So I kept going and playing my part while having the argument in my head. It was the last couple days that I was really trying to figure myself out. I was starting to feel like the villain of your story, and as hot as the cuck cake stuff was, i didn’t really want to ruin your life.”

Not going to lie, I didn’t expect this. I mean, i knew she wasn’t an awful person, but I didn’t realize she had these feelings.

“To be honest, that’s why I was perfectly ok with you saying red light. It gave me a chance to think. Oh, stop with that face and those eyes, I’m ok. I’ve had weeks to figure it out and I want to tell you what I’ve learned about myself. At the beginning I thought I was awful for wanting to steal Christopher from you. But the more I thought about it, I realized that wasn’t it. I didn’t actually want to steal him from you. Now, don’t get me wrong, I would date him in a heartbeat, but you two are so perfect together and we all know you’re going to get married some day. No, it was never about actually stealing him for me. For me it was that it felt like I was so beautiful, so sexy, so attractive that I could steal him from you. I could make him willingly date me, fuck me, and who knows what else I could’ve gotten him to do, all while still being with you, even rubbing your nose in it. I don’t hate you at all, please know that, it was the power rush of feeling that I could get in the middle of the best and strongest couple I know.”

How does she so effortlessly say things that should make me shocked and compliment my relationship at the same time? This is eye opening to hear though. I’d never really known what was going through her head. She kept going.

“So I did some research on cuckquean relationships.”

Of course she did. I don’t know if I’ve said this about Kayla before, but she doesn’t half-ass stuff. No, she is good at what she does because she puts in the effort. So of course she put in the effort to this.

“And I think I can’t just say yes to your question without the 3 of us talking it through. We should make sure that we all get what we are looking for out of the relationship, that all of our boundaries are understood and honored.”

“Yeah, that definitely makes sense. He and I have talked about it with jus the two of us, so I definitely agree it would be good for all of us to talk.”

“Great! Ok, i am up for talking whenever you to want, just as long as it is in person. I’ve had too many text and phone convos be misunderstood. Sound good?”

“Yeah! Full disclosure, im about to call him to get his ass over here because I am ready for us to figure this out.”

“Haha that sounds great to me!”

I jumped off her bed and left her room, calling Christopher before I’d even closed her door. He loved the idea of the 3 of us talking, and even agreed to bring some food for everyone. I’m gonna skip the totally normal interaction we all had over lunch, the 5 of us sitting at the table as if we were some normal people from a 90s sitcom. When we finished, Britney and Megan sat down to watch a movie or something while Kayla, Christopher and I all went to my room. At first I said we should go to hers, but she insisted it should be in my room so I’m more comfortable. Whatever, simple enough.

So there we were, the three of us sitting in my room, the awkward silence only lasting about 5 seconds before Kayla took the lead.

“Ok, so, I’m just going to launch into, if you two are ok with that.” We nodded. Oh, did I already mention that she was speaking as the leader in all this with just a shirt and panties on? She was so comfortable with her position and her beauty that the little she was wearing wasn’t a concern for her. I definitely caught Christopher’s eyes wandering occasionally.

“Great! So, I think we have all expressed interest in starting this cuckquean thing again, right?” We nodded again. “Right! This time, I think it is important that we talk, full honesty and full disclosure, before we launch into it. Obviously things didn’t go perfectly last time, and I think I’m right in assuming we all want it to go smoothly this time.”

Christopher and I made eye contact and he sheepishly smiled at me. Yeah, we’d talked plenty about what happened, but she’s right that we want it to go better this time.

“I propose we start with what we are each looking for. I think that will help us understand what direction we should take this…I want to use the word relationship, which feels the most accurate.”

Christopher responded. “Yeah, I guess relationship is the closest. We aren’t really a thruple, but it’s still a cuck relationship.”

Kayla jumped back in. “Right?! Ok, so, Maddison, since you’re in the most **** position in this, can we start with you? What are you looking for in this? What do you find appealing about being a cuckquean?”

I mean, I’d already talked to both of them about this before, so there was no reason to get embarrassed now. Plus, I expected her to ask this after our earlier conversation.

“Yeah, sure. Uh, what do I find appealing? I don’t think I knew a few weeks ago, but I have a better idea now. I think there are three things I find hot about being cuckqueaned. First, the jealousy somehow does it for me. The thought of you having sex with other women makes me jealous, but also horny. I don’t know why I’m wired that way, but knowing it is happening, or feeling like I’m losing you, that was just hot, especially hearing you talk about it while fucking me.”

I was mostly facing Christopher while saying this part, but I stole a glance at Kayla when I mentioned having sex with him. I think it was out of residual embarrassment regarding talking about my sex life with someone not my boyfriend. But she just smiled at me, encouraging me to go on.

“And the next part is that watching you is just hot. I’m not going to pretend I’ve never watched porn, and watching you is like watching porn staring my favorite male pornstar. I mean, it gets even better that the woman is my hot roommate and friend.”

They both laughed along with me at that one. This was getting easier as I continued talking.

“Uh, and the last thing has mostly been coming from you,” I turned to Kayla for this part. “I think the way you’ve been embarrassing me, rubbing your relationship with Christopher in my face, basically taunting me with it, it’s all been super hot.”

“So, like I said, I’ve looked into a bunch of stuff related to cuckquean kinks, and what you’re describing is called a humiliation kink.” Again, Kayla jumping in with her research.

“Humiliation? Fuck, why is that awful and exactly it at the same time?”

“Haha no! It’s not bad! It’s totally a thing! You’d be surprised how much porn and erotica is out on the internet with humiliation kink content.”

“Ok, that at least makes me feel a bit better. But, yeah, that’s the third one. I don’t know why, but it’s just arousing being treated like that.”

“Ok! Fantastic! I think we can easily include those three things! Right Christopher? Why don’t you go next.”

“Ha I think I’m easy. I enjoy the sex. And fucking you has been amazing every time so far, and every time I go tell Maddison about it, the sex is crazy good!”

“Really? That’s it? I mean no judgement, i just means please don’t hold back.”

“Ha yeah, that’s the majority of it. I mean, the ego boost with having to beautiful women to have sex with is great too.”

“Lol, guys are too easy.”

I spoke up then. “Ok, you’re turn Kayla. What is it you want out of this?”

“Ok, ok. My turn. I’ve spent a while thinking about it, and I think I finally figured it out. I told you a bit about it earlier, Maddison, I really don’t want to break you two up, but it’s so sexy and empowering to know that you both think I’m hot enough to actually get between you. I’ve really enjoyed the parts where it feels like I’ve fully replaced you, like I’m the girlfriend and you’re the friend. When we were out at the boutique and on the train was so hot! And going to the movie while you waited at home for us, that was so fucking sexy! We couldn’t keep our hands off each other and you were at home just waiting for us to come home and have sex. Fuck, just remembering it gets me going.”

We were all smiling at each other then, remembering how hot the sex that night had been. I know that was the night I called a red light, but everything aside from how little time he spent with me after the kinks was super hot.

“Ok, gotta calm down. So, yeah, I think we can make all this happen, right? Feed all of our desires?”

Christopher and I both agreed, exchanging smiles and letting Kayla continue.

“Ok, limits. What are the boundaries we need to maintain. Maddison, last time you mentioned the need for more aftercare.”

“Aftercare?”

“Yeah, that’s what it’s called when the kinks are put down after playing is over and we give each other the attention they deserve to be comfortable in everything happening. It’s pretty important with cuck and humiliation kinks. That’s both between you and Christopher and between you and me. I don’t think Christopher and I will need much aftercare as we have a pretty straightforward relationship in this, but we need to make sure you are ok afterwards. Make sense?”

“Yeah, definitely. Aftercare, that’s what was missing last time.”

“Yup! Anything else?”

“Uh, don’t really break up with me and start dating.”

“Haha no! None of that, this is purely for the exploration of these kinks.”

“Of course! I love you babe, that’s not changing.”

“Haha good! Uh, I don’t know, I can’t think of anything else…oh wait! Uh, don’t be completely behind my back. Like, sure, you can do something without me knowing in advance, but I expect full honesty afterwards.” I was looking at Christopher this time.

“Of course! Hell, with the way you turn into a wild woman, I would never even think of hiding these things from you.”

“…and you don’t like lying to…”

“And I don’t ever want to lie to you.” He smiled when he quickly cut me off to finish the sentence. We all laughed and Kayla probed one last time if there was anything else.

“Yeah, it’s been flowing through my head ever since you mentioned ‘humiliation’: can we make sure this mostly stays between us in this condo? Like, sure, we are going to do things in public sometimes, but I don’t want anything getting out that is going to get back to my family or people that could impact our futures.”

“Oh, 100% agreed! This is as much as possible between us. No posting pictures with revealing information, no involving family, just us and those we can trust. Agreed, Christopher.”

“Absolutely. Can’t imagine your mom’s reaction if she thought I’d left you for one of your best friends. She’d **** me.”

“She definitely would.”

“Ok, Christopher, any limits for you.”

“No, not off the top of my head. I mean, as much as I wish I was able to go off a hundred times a day, I know I can’t. So there is a literal limit to the amount of sex I can have.” He said the entire thing with a big goofy grin.

“Duh, we aren’t stupid. Plus, you’ve always got a tongue that’s pretty useful.” Fuck, hearing her talk about him like that was sexy. I’m so looking forward to the plans I made for tonight already!

Then she said, “Well, I have limits with sex, like I don’t like pain. I don’t like to deal out physical pain and I don’t like to experience it. And I’m not into anal, don’t even ask. I have a perfectly good mouth and a great pussy, you don’t need my ass too.” We all laughed with her at that. “But otherwise I’m pretty open.”

Silence lingered between us for a bit when she finished.

“So, are we all ok with this?”

We all agreed and just looked at each other. Kayla turned to me and spoke, eventually.

“Good! Well, since I’m officially your cake again, I’m going to celebrate by making out with my lover. Maddy, feel free to kneel right there and watch, if you want.”

Wow, straight to it?! And did you notice she immediately transitioned to calling me Maddy again?! Damn, she’s good. Also, apparently my body, so used to following orders today, was already kneeling where she told me to and watching her wrap her arms around Christopher as their lips met.

I couldn’t look away. I was transfixed with the image before me, an image I’d been picturing for days by now, one I’d seen before and had been waiting to see again. It was like muscle memory for them. They immediately remembered the way their bodies fit together. Their tongues were dancing together, her hands were under his shirt, his hands were pulling her shirt above her glorious tits. He laid her down on her back and was on top of her on my bed. Fuck, they were on my bed. I was watching him pinch her nipples as her tongue explored his mouth and her hands roamed his body, and it was all happening on my bed.

I wanted to masturbate as they kissed, but didn’t get the chance because it ended so quickly. Not awkwardly, just clearly indicating they were leaving the rest for the next time. He gave her one last kiss, a soft and romantic one instead of the passionate ones they’d just shared, before standing up and looking down at her. I am comfortable enough in my newly discovered sexuality to admit how sexy she looked, laying back with her shirt pulled above her nipples and just her panties on the bottom.

She looked straight at me, smiled, and then lowered her shirt. She sat up, kissed Christopher one more time, this time just a peck, and then walked up to me.

“I’m glad we are doing this again. You’re going to be a good little cuckquean for me, aren’t you?”

I just nodded in response.

“Good. Hopefully we find a good time to play again soon.” She was talking to Christopher this time before leaving the room, leaving the two of us staring at each other.

We didn’t stare for long though. I was up and kissing him almost as soon as the door closed. We kissed like they just had, even pulling my shirt up like he’d pulled hers. After a few minutes, we were both laying next to each other panting on the bed. We looked at each other and laughed. Then he said, “so, I guess this is really happening.”

“I guess so. You ready for the next part?”

“Absolutely! I think your plan is perfect.”

“Good! Let’s go pitch it to them.”

We got up, straightened our clothes, kissed again, and opened the door.

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A/N:
Second note: this chapter went different than I expected. I had outlined the next 50+ chapters with where I wanted the story to go, but as I wrote this chapter, I felt Kayla’s character say things I wasn’t expecting, making her feel more real than she had felt for me before. She changed the story in a new and better way than I anticipated. I Can already see how this will play out and am excited to write it out! Trying to get back into the swing of more frequent writing, but no promises! Drop a like or a comment if you’re still along for the ride and enjoying it so far! Or if you have any requests for adventures, let me know! I am working in the rest of this day’s adventure already, but there is plenty of room in the coming weeks, including the cruise in like 10-20 chapters! Thanks again for your support!
-ASW