Chapter 2 "what have I done#

Today Xavier is coming so I made his old room presentable and instructed the maid to cook something nice .

I showered and grab my red lingerie set to get dressed which stick perfectly on my big boobs.

I grab my little black dress and put it on and paired it with heels and applied makeup.

Hmmm I look sluty but hot at the same time. My long, toned legs and my tits always get second glances when I'm out in public. I'm very proud of my tits. They're round and firm, like melons. My angelic face make me look so innocent - if only those men knew the dirty mind behind those eyes. I do a lot of yoga and Pilates to keep my ass and stomach nice and firm.

After getting dressed i walk downstairs, xavier was already there talking to Erik. I walked towards them.

"Ahh here you are Yasmeen, remember xavier" Erik introduced me to xavier

"Welcome home xavier " i smiled politely

Xavier took my hand and kissed

"Thanks Yasmeen,i hope you don't mind calling me your name"

"Ohh com on noo ,infact I like it that way"

Xavier was one fine man he was tall and handsome with perfect body he must have got his looks from him mother because Erik is not that handsome.

As i was lost in my thoughts i saw Xavier undressing me with his eyes ,

He was continually looking at my boobs like he want to suck is .

Hmm so I was right he dose fancy me

"Xavier you go get fresh and relax i have to leave for office but I'll see you at dinner "

After talking for sometime xavier went to his room and i continued with my work.

In afternoon

Xavier lives in the last room on the second floor on the mension, the corner room. I caught myself wondering if he needs anything ? I headed in that direction, thinking maybe I would see what he was up to right now.

I tentatively knocked on the door. Xavier's deep growl came back with a reply, "What's up?"

I pushed the door open and he nodded, inviting me in. I perched on the edge of xavier bed.

"Hey, what's up, Yasmeen ?"

"Nothing really. Just wanted to see if you wanted anything," I asked.

"That's really sweet of you , i was getting board anyway it's good to see your beautiful face " xavier said sliding next to me .

God he knows how to compliment a women

"Aww it's fine ,i am happy to help, so we should get to know eachother" i proposed and we started to talk

Xavier was easy to talk with, and he made me laugh. We talked a little about how he liked to work out in the gym; I made a mental note about the frequency of his gym schedule. He had music playing and told me a little bit about the clubs he liked to hit on the weekend when he is in the city . And in exchange I told him about my college life and stuff and what I like to do I felt like we bonded a little.

"Yasmeen Don't mind me asking but you don't look old infact you look so young,how old are you ?"

"I am 25 turning 26 soon "

"What are you kidding I am older then you i am 27 and your are my stepmom " he said Little irritate

"Xavier I know you think I am some gold digger who married your father for money but trust me I didn't wanted my family **** me " i honestly said getting emotional a little

"Ohh God no Yasmeen i was but blaming you come here honey" xavier wrapped his hands around me and pulled me in for a hug,god he smells soo good.ummm

"I was not blaming you sweety I am angry on my father he is fucking stupid "

I got even closer to him and tighten my grip on him

"You are really nice xavier thanks for understanding me " I purred.

His eyes gave me all the reaction I needed as he looked up at me.

"Afcourse I do ," his deep voice beckoned. "A gorgeous women like you deserve so much batter," he motioned to my body.

I played it off casually, "Mmmm... I just really enjoyed spending time with you " I purposely kept my gaze away from him.

Shaun shifted closer to me, bringing an arm behind me and maintaining an intense look into my face. I couldn't dare lift my eyes to meet his gaze or...

Or what, Yasmeen ? You know what you could do.

I rested my hand on his chest, biting my lower lip, and looked up to smile at xavier. He brought a hand across his lap, then mine to rest it on my leg below me.

No time like the present...

Suddenly I remember what we are doing and I unwrapped myself from him and stand up

"Umm i think I should go prepare dinner,your father will be joining us too " i smiled at him

"Yaa see you at dinner then and Yasmeen i would love to hangout with you more often" he sad grinning

"Me too" i blushed hard and stared to walk out of the room

God what was i doing it's not right he is my stepmom doesn't matter if he is older then me. I hope I can control myself around him .

After a week

A week has passed since xavier moved in and we become little close after our talk in his badroom. We hangout together after Erik leaves for his work and I enjoye his company a lot . particularly we are good friends. it's good to have someone like his around .

In Night

We had dinner together and talked. Erik keep talking to his son about his work and life and I sit there listening to them. Xavier on other had keep looking at me and that made me so uncomfortable yet excited after long time I was feeling something like this.this made me so hot .

After having dinner Erik went to work in his office and I left alone to drink wine

It was hard to have xavier around all the time and not want to "scratch an itch," as

Hmmm... maybe I'll ask Shaun if he's free .

I went to his room and peeked in

"Hey, whatcha doin?"

Shaun turned to me. "Not much, baby girl, what's up?"

"Ummm... I was wondering if you wanted to come hang out on the balcony with me for a little while. It's nice out there..." I let my voice trail off, hoping he could read between the lines.

He gave me a side glance, stretching out his long, muscular legs, then pushing up out of his chair. . He wasn't wearing a shirt, and the sight was breathtaking. He adjusted the waistband of his pants, giving me a glimpse of that well-defined V. I longed to trace my finger along his well-defined ab muscles...and down below.

Cocking his head to the side, he replied with a smile.

"Sure. Yeah. I've always got time for you."

I grabbed a drink and my phone and headed to the balcony. Xavier followed closely behind.

Oh, he didn't bring anything out here. No distractions, I realised, pulse racing.

We settled onto a cozy double seat that fit on our balcony. The lights from the neighboring buildings glittered around us as I moved my hips a little closer to Shaun's big frame, tucking my legs up under me.

Xavier was easy to talk to about anything, so we enjoyed the night air and chatted for a while. He was a man that didn't say much about his personal life, so I tried not to pry.

I was always impressed when he talked about his commitment to his health and his body. He ate well and always made time for his workouts. The end results were glorious, pecs and abs on full display next to me. He had a number of tattoos on his hard skin which only added to the vision of masculinity.

Stay friendly, Yasmeen , I reminded myself.

Xavier was close and attentive the whole conversation, asking about my time in the city, what my friends were up to and more. We kept everything on the platonic level, deepening our friendship. It was nice to get to know him better.

I couldn't help but stare on xavier's muscular torso, just inches away from me. Without thinking about it, I took a finger and began to trace the lines of a tattoo on his arm, then his chest.

Xavier shifted closer to me, bringing an arm behind me and maintaining an intense look into my face. I couldn't dare life my eyes to meet his gaze or...

Or what, Yasmeen ? You know what you want.

I tilted my chin up towards xavier. He responded in kind, bringing his head closer to mine, lips just a fraction away. Our bodies were intertwined on the small loveseat as Shaun brought his mouth down on mine. His full lips were soft and strong. Gentle at first, I kissed him back, meeting his pace and sliding my hand down his chest to his abs. He long arms enveloped me, reaching across to grab my ass and pull me closer to him. I couldn't help but smile and relax into his arms.

Damn, this man knows how to kiss a women, I thought, feeling my body start to get more aroused.

Xavier and I both grew hungrier for more, our tongues seeking each other in a deep, passionate kiss. I put my hand on the back of his neck and pulled his head towards mine, sighing into the kiss and bringing my leg over his lap. Shaun moaned and slid his massive hand from my thigh, down towards my ass and pussy, long fingers just barely grazing my moist panties.

I gasped at the contact. This was getting hot, and Shaun's body was so accessible to me. I tried to think while my hormones raged.

Should I take this further or cool it off?

I broke the kiss for just a second to catch my breath. I wiggled my hips in appreciation of xavier's firm grip on my ass. My nipples were hard, and I pressed my breasts into Shaun's much larger frame. Sliding one hand up his chest, I could feel the ridges of his muscular torso. Shaun smiled at me as he looked down at my panting lips.

I knew that he had to be turned on and wanted to feel him.

All of him.

I put my other palm down on his lap, immediately feeling his hard cock straining against his sweatpants. I wrapped my fingers and gripped for just a fleeting second, then flattened my palm again, running it up and down his length. Xavier groaned, bringing a smile to my lips.

I kept rubbing him through his pants, wondering if I'd ever get over my admiration for his size. Shaun's dick pulsed up to meet my hand, and he tightened his grip on my ass. Biting his lip, he leaned in to kiss me again.

Yes, more of thiissss... I thought.

We continued to grope each other while we kissed deeply, interrupted by the occasional sigh (me), growl (Shaun), or moan (both). It felt good just to enjoy each other's bodies.

Finally, our pace slowed, and I brought my hand back to his chest. It was as if we both knew we weren't going to do more tonight without saying a word. Shaun and I enjoyed the intimate moments of the end of our kiss before I finally broke away and rested my head on his shoulder, catching my breath and calming my body.

"Ohh God I am soo sorry xavier, we shouldn't have done this " i was so horny I didn't think of the outcome what is Erik gets to know this .fukkkk

"Yasmeen that's fine trust me , i really wanted to do this from the moment I saw you in the wedding" xavier blurred out

"But we can't xavier it's not right we made a mistake" yes it was mistake

"Please don't teel anybody about this if your father gets to know he will throw both of us out and my family wil suffer " i requested xavier with pleading eyes

"Mmmmm... Fine but don't even think I will ever forget this,i fucking liked this " Shaun said deeply, "You are trouble, baby girl.and i won't stop until I have you"

I was shoked

I'm glad our mension has a private balcony, I thought.

He walked out without saying any other word god what have I done fukkkkk.