You take your first step toward the edge...

Plan a test run

You didn't reach where you are now by making rash decisions. No if you were even going to fantasize about this, you needed a plan.

Jamie Lee the head of one of your major branches, is loyal to a fault, and owes me more favours then I can count. I could convince her to give me a undercover job, under a false name and if I disguise myself, no one would ever know it was me. It would easy to set up a place to live priced, and furnished based on how much the job pays. It honestly seemed pretty simple to set up, when Jamie asks why I'm doing it I can just say, I want to remember the struggle and regain perspective.

But before all that the question remains.