Dream reflections

Where am I? Am I floating? Is that water? Is that clouds? What the fucking shit is going on? "Where am I?!" I screamed out, hearing the echo of my own voice. I must be dreaming because when I looked down I saw my old body as Sparrow, not as Beverly. "Feels weird to be back in my old body," I told myself.

"Hi Sparrow," said a voice to me.

"Who's there?" I asked the voice.

"Look behind you," it answered. I turned around and there 'I' was, Beverly. "Welcome to our mind. I've been waiting for you here, trying to get in contact with you," Beverly said to me.

"Strange, but I'll bite. How come we are here? What do you want?" I asked investigative.

"We are here because we are becoming one and this is a safe place for us to talk. I'm guessing you have felt the conflict in us? The strange voices inside your head? Well, that was me, well, you actually. The new you. I'm sorry, I'm having issues understanding all of this as well," Beverly said to me.

"I don't understand, I'm not a woman! I'm only wearing a bodysuit, like a Halloween costume, nothing more," I told her. I can't believe I'm having a conversation with myself.

"We both know that is not the case Sparrow. The suit was like you said, a costume. However, the merging of the suit and our mind made your female alter-ego surface. I have always been here, I just wasn't allowed to show myself. And after the hormones entered our body, well let's just say that I have been having a great time," she said grinningly and probably thinking about the other night.

"So, what are you saying, that I'm turning into a real woman? Both in mind and in body?" I asked myself, a bit scared to know the answer.

"Yes, that's exactly true! Just look at your body now," she advised me. I looked down at my body and she was right. I was naked now and hairless. I had some small breasts, not as big as my 'real' body, but they were there. My penis was much smaller and my hair was long and blonde.

"But I don't want this!" I wailed at myself.

"Yes we do", she said to us while walking closer to me. She hugged me. "It will all be alright, trust me." Once she let go I looked down and now I had bigger breasts and an even smaller penis!

"What about our old life? We are an agent of an intelligence agency, we can't just change our life and leave, it doesn't work like that. Things will be complicated, " I tried reasoning with myself.

"I know it will be hard, but consider how great our life will be! No more dangerous missions, no more moving from place to place, not knowing if you are going to live or die the next day. No more dealing with stupid fuckers like Snow or the Director, you can be in charge of your own destiny!" She said with determination.

"I'm guessing that you want Markus in that destiny?" I asked myself.

"Of course! Think about it: he's kind and sweet. He's romantic and wants to do everything for us. It doesn't hurt that he's rich and can take care of us for the rest of our life. We will never need to work another day in our life, unless we want to. And we can't deny that he is one handsome man. I mean, look at him!" She said while an image of a naked Markus appeared in front of us. "Look at that chiseled body, big and strong. Remember how great it felt to be wrapped inside those gorgeous arms, how safe we felt. His smell, his intoxicating smell! And look at that amazingly large cock. Just imagine having that inside of you, every day for the rest of our life. Feeling him fill you up, making you whole again," she said while putting her hand against my groin. My penis, it was all gone now!

"I can't... I can't..." I said while panting heavily, thinking about Markus's cock. This was confusing because I wanted it, but I have never thought of thoughts like these before. It felt arousing and strange. "What will we need to do?" I asked myself. Beverly just smiled at me and put her hand on my stomach. I was pregnant!

"Maybe we haven't really pictured ourselves before as a pregnant woman,, only in fleeting thoughts, but look at us now! Carrying the child of Markus, our child. We look stunning, the epitome of womanhood. This is our destiny now Beverly, we need to embrace it," she said to me and hugged me again. "Wait, did you just call me Beverly?" I asked confused, but there was no one there anymore. I looked around and saw a mirror. The mirror showed me as I was now, Beverly. Not pregnant though, but a full-fledged woman. I didn't realize it, but I was smiling.

Then I woke up.