No

Right before you’re about to down your new concoction, a thought ran through your mind. What if the pills are expired? Or if they’re not as lethal as I thought?

You put the drink down and grabbed the pill bottle. You checked the expiration date, they were still good. You then began to read all the things you shouldn’t do while taking them to make sure you didn’t botch this.

It was all pretty standard stuff. Don’t take while operating heavy machinery, don’t take with **** or grapefruit juice, don’t take if you have kidney problems, don’t take while pregnant-

…pregnant… right… you were pregnant… you have… a baby… inside you…

You lowered your hand to you belly. To think that there was life growing inside of you. That you were given the opportunity to complete a woman’s primary goal in life. That there was a totally unique individual growing inside the safety of your body. And you were about to selfishly take their life away from them…

The pill bottle clattered against the floor as streams of tears rolled down your battered face. What had you almost done? You grab your drink and pour it into the toilet. What kind of a person were you? What kind of monster…

You broke down completely. Crying and wailing on the floor like an insane woman. Horrified at yourself and at what you were capable of.

You don’t know how long you spent crying on the bathroom floor, but to you it felt like hours. When you physically no longer had any tears to shed, you sat yourself up and placed a hand on your stomach. From this day on, you were no longer living for yourself. Now, you were living for your child.

You let loose a little laugh. How fucked-up a situation you were in, that you were taking comfort in your ****’s baby? No, while he might have helped to crate him, this was not his baby. And it wasn’t Buck baby either, especially after tonight. No, this child was your baby and only your baby.

On shaky legs you stood yourself up. You felt the warm drip of Buck’s cum leak down your thigh. A quick expulsion into the toilet solved that problem. You then made your way into the shower and proceed to wash yourself off. Your whole body was still tender, and it takes much longer with the constant flinching in pain, but eventually you managed to fully clean yourself.

You tenderly dried yourself off. Then set about to solve a simple question. Where would you sleep tonight? You mulled over all the options before final settling on an answer. You made your way slowly up the stairs. You quietly entered the bedroom and tiptoed across to the bed. You saw that Buck was fast asleep. You quietly got under the covers and cuddled up right besides him. When Buck woke up, he was going to see exactly what he has done. With that though bouncing around your mind, you calmly drifted off to sleep.