No, it's too scary

You couldn't concentrate at the class to all. All you heared from professor Charles, the hot MILF who teach the class are words with no context like "Patriachy" , "Women" , "Mothers" , "Vagina" , "Eqaulity", etc. It doesn't matter. Nothing from that matters, when the girl of your dreams just sat in front of you! You stare at her without turning your head, glaring even. You bet she could notice it, but if she does , she didn't show it. You look at her perfect ass, the ass you knew so well from her movies. Here, she wearing jeans, so you couldn't see her curves so well, but you knew how they look like, and you knew she have a swan tattoo on her lower back , and you wish you could saw it right now. Then, you realize, that maybe she just look like AlexaStar, and the only proof she is the real deal, is that swan tattoo.

You smirked and dropped your pencil , making sure it will fall right under Alexa chair.

"Shit, i'm so clumsy." You said to yourself, but loud enough so she could hear you. To that, she look at you, and smiled. This smile was weird. LIKE SHE KNOW it was on purpose. for your pleasure, you saw her getting down to her chair, to pick up the pencil.

And then, you saw it. Her jean dropped a little, and you saw the begging of a tattoo, that look liked a bird, with a little heart right above the bird's head. You couldn't see the whole tattoo, but you didn't need to. You already knew that she had to be AlexaStar when she said her first name to that Ashley. But you also felt like you have to confirm it.

"Here you go, clumsy boy." She said and winked to you. You blinked slowly. Does she dropped her jeans on purpose? Does she wanted you to see her tattoo? You heard a weird sound, like a whale chocking. You look to your right, and saw that fat guy was just coughed loudly, looking at Alexa. It's seems that he also saw what happend, and he probably also recoginized who she was.

The rest of the class passed without anything unusual. You keep staring at Alexa, of course, but you didn't try anything suspicous again, you didn't wanted to risk she will try to move to another chair, or worse, making the professor attention that you staring at the girl ass all the time being. "OK, class it's over. I want you to read the article i mention in the class, i will send it to you in the course site." You heard Professor Charles said. You had no idea what article she is talking about, but you didn't care. You will find it later. Alexa stood up, grabbing her things. You saw her going to professor Charles, and she seems to ask her something. Whatever she said make the professor smiled, and she nodded to her. Then, Ashley went to Alexa and it's seems she asked her to walk with her to the next class, but she refused for some reason. "Don't , i'll sit with you on next class, i just need to check something first." You had no idea what she need to check. Quickly , almost all the student had left the classroom, until only you, the fat guy and Alexa stayed in class. You saw how Alexa looked at her phone, and you start to wonder if you have the guts to talk with her, tell her how you feel for her. Then, she will hug you and kissed you and said that she always loved you, which make no sense as she never meet you before and then you heard someone clearing his throat. You then saw that the fat guy already left, and that to your horror, Alexa staring directly to you, with unclear expression.

"So, now that we are alone... Don't you want to say hi to me?" She asked, puzzled.

"Of... Of ... Of course!" You stturted, "Hello!" You said weakly, and to that she smiled,

"That's cute. So... I think you knew me. Am i right?"

"Yeah, of course, i saw her before on campus and..." ,

"No, no. It is my first day on the university. You know me from another place, doesn't you?" She winked.

'She teasing me. She fucking teasing me. She want me to said it... But i can't... i don't have the guts...'

"Do i have to say it for you?" She frowned. "Ashley said you are a pervert, not a coward!"

"I'm not a pervert!" You defended yourself automaticlly, but then you realized who are you talking to. "Well... Of course i know who you are. You are Alexa Star." You almost whispered the last pharse.

"Was that so hard?" She chuckled, "Yes, i'm Alexa Star, the one and only. When Ashley said you watching porn all the time, i had the feeling you know me. But then i thought, well i'm not Mia Khalifa or Sasha Grey, so maybe you don't know my name, even if you say my face in one of my videos before. It's always makes me laugh to see how cute guys like you are so perveted when they watch my on my scenes, want to do things to me, and when you saw me in real life you became so shy. I'm not biting, you know!" She said and give her hand, "Don't you gonna say me your name?"

_'She thinks i'm cute?' _it's all you could think of right now.

"It's John. JohnDoe!" You said and shake her hand.

"Nice to meet you, John." She smiled, "Now, few things first. Maybe on the porn movies i look like a total slut, but in real life im a regular girl, you know? So don't act weird next to me. Second thing, i don't hide who i am. People will recognize me, i don't care. I'm proud at what i do. And last thing, i don't good at making friends, big surpirse i think. But when you coming from this industry like myself, people judging me, and don't wanna hang out with me. I'm sure Ashley is a total prude , and when she will find out who i am she will never talk to me. Her lost," She said when you try to say something, " Don't worry about it, it's ok. That's why i like perverts like you. I don't think pervert is insulting word, i think that a pervert is a guy who is open with sexuality and don't care what other think. What i'm trying to said... Is that if you don't care i'm a pornstar, we can eat something on the caffetria sometime. You know where to find me." She said and winked to you again.

"I would love to!" You said, to eagrly you thought, but Alexa doesn't seem to notice.

"Im on Psychology major, so i know you don't study this as otherwise you will saw me yesterday on the wecloming of the Psychology dean. What you study here, then?"

"Arts... Psychology, cool ! But why you study psychology on the first place? Don't you make tons of money on your movies?"

To that, Alexa burst in laugh, "Oh i do, but i don't want to be pornstar forever, you know. Anyway, we can talk about it sometime. If you ever got the guts to invite me for coffee. I think the other dude also recognized me. Maybe he will do it before you, " she said, and stuck out his tounge playfully. "Just kidding! See ya , John !" She said, and leave.

You sighed and falled to your chair. It was the most intense, most exciting conversation you ever had with a girl, and not just a girl, the girl you had fantasies for years. You looked at your scheudle , next course was "History of Arts", the most boring course this semester, and of course, a class with Alexa. You can go to your next class and just focus on your studies for the rest of the day, or maybe you should follow Alexa , and see if she is talking with other guys on the campus? After all, she is gorgeous, and of course some guys will try to hit on her, and you don't know if she is easy like on her movies, and will get into bed with any guy who is hotter than you. Maybe it's better to try to make her like you and not a sport jockey? Who are you kidding, you don't have a chance against anyone on the campus, you are a pervert. Although, she does said she likes perverts...

Your head start to ache. "This is absurd, how one girl can make me feel so hopeless? I have to decide, to go to my class and pass my day, or to try to catch her before anyone else does."