Nervous day and night

I felt a bit empty removing the plug before showering and dressing, panties and bra under feminine jeans (casual clothes were OK at work), feminine socks with small hearts, and a male shirt. hair was worn loose and male shoes. It must have been my least effective day, I kept on thinking about what I had done in the last 24 hours, especially the date on Friday, only a few days ahead. What had I agreed to? Why had I agreed? At home, I tried on the clothing for the date. I walked up and down the room fine tuning my feminine moves. I went for a run and decided that on Saturday I was going to buy a sports bra and more feminine running clothes. At home, I showered, tried on the date clothes again, removed them carefully, put on another skirt and blouse, snuggled up in the sofa and tried to watch a movie. After the movie, I put on a nighty and tried to sleep. A restless hour later I decided to try masturbation, I started found my first vibrator again, lubed it up and felt the familiar pressure and buzz when it entered my hole. I kept it buzzing while working it in and out, but no release came. I swapped it with the medium but plug put the buzz on, put on a hipster, dressed with the push-up, sweater and jeans. Then I did a midnight stroll around the block, well back into the apartment I found the realistic dildo, plucked out the plug, and worked the dildo into my ass. A few strokes in and out and a small orgasm set me free for the night. I fell back on the bed and slept well for the rest of the night.