My Dick is Hard

Overall I’m happy with my physique. Since the old days, when you all made me feel so pathetic and worthless, I’ve worked hard to ensure that when people look at me, they see somebody attractive, somebody they want to be with, or even to be. Not somebody to ridicule and humiliate.

My legs are strong, and my hips blend into a slim waist which tapers out to my broad chest. My stomach muscles are well defined, and I have such little body fat that there is a line between my hips and torso pointing inward to my crotch. My shoulders are broad, and my arms are a shape which women glance at furtively if I’m wearing a t-shirt, or especially if I’m wearing a fitted shirt with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows. When I’m dressed you can’t see my piercings or the tattoos on my thigh, my torso or my shoulders.

My skin is light tan in colour, and my face is fairly handsome. Square jaw, dark brown eyes. With my hair cut short I don’t feel as worthless and ugly as you made me feel in the old days. I try to appear as somebody friendly, kind even. I always hide my thoughts from everybody for fear that I’ll scare people too much.

I move my hand to stroke my cock. I know now that it’s average in size, not the baby dick you told me it was. I kneel on the floor, spreading my legs wide the way you told me to. I rub my cock and think of you, Jessie, strapped into my game. I think of the thick dildo in your ass and mouth, and imagine how it would have felt if it were my cock up your arse, pumping into you. Or my shaft in your mouth as you screamed in ecstasy.

I think of the day which inspired your game. I had just stepped out of the shower, carefree for once. Maybe even happy. In my memory I’m humming some tune when I realise that you, Sarah, David and Clive were there, but by then it was too late.

I think of what led up to this day, of the way your treatment of me became more and more unbearable and more public. At first a couple of you would threaten to post the photos of me unless I cleaned your room whilst naked. Then I had to streak through the corridors. Then I would be made to masturbate while you all watched and laughed.

Jessie stripped my towel off whilst Clive and David held my thin, weak arms then pushed me to my knees. I didn’t even know what I had done wrong this time. ‘You’ll pay for this, you pathetic, dirty little fucker.’ The boys pushed me forward and held me there while Sarah stroked my dick, laughing at my pathetic size as I grew hard. Then I felt a small, hard object being pushed up my butt. It was dry, and hurt a lot as it popped in, then with more laughter it started to vibrate. Sarah continued to rub my cock hard as Jessie knelt in front of me, calling me a little cocksucker. Well, you said, let’s see how good of a cocksucker I really was. Neither David or Clive were keen, but eventually after some hissed words David stood in front of me with his dick out. I knew it was smaller than mine, but I still believed that my cock was tiny. Jessie told me that if I came before David came in my mouth then I would be taken out into town and left there naked.

So with Sarah rubbing my cock, and the vibrator buzzing in my ass, and with Jessie laughing at me and taking a video, I leaned forward and took David’s cock in my mouth.

I worked hard, really trying to do well for you all. I responded to the way the cock in my mouth twitched, and the way David groaned when my tongue moved against his shaft, and I learned quickly. I was scared, as Sarah’s hand moved quickly, squeezing my rigid shaft, as I knew I would cum soon. But thankfully, before long I felt David’s hands grip my head and his cock grow even harder, then he moaned as he fired his coppery spunk into my mouth.

Jessie made me open my mouth and took photos of the jizz on my tongue before making me swallow. Then you all left, taking my towel and the vibrator as I knelt on the cold tiled floor and gagged.

Back then, I reached between my legs and started to stroke my cock, desperately wanting to orgasm. But I stopped, afraid that you would return and punish me again. So I ran to my room, and cried into my pillow.

But now, I know I won’t be punished. I can enjoy the way my cock feels in my hand, and when I cum I imagine, Jessie, shooting my own load into your mouth or your ass. Now I laugh at you as I capture your groans and screams of pleasure on my own video, and I think about my next game.