Monster

Burning with indignant rage you storm into the house looking to pick a fight. All of the hurt from Allison’s break up had been absorbed, gathered, and now crackled inside of you ready to be unleashed. Petty as it was you wanted some measure of **** to those responsible for your lot in life.

You knew Fiona would be gone at this time of the evening so you go in search of your mother only to find the living room, kitchen, and her office empty. You bound up the stairs, taking them three at a stride, and march up to your mother’s bedroom door. It was locked, of course, and no light was coming out along the crack at the bottom. It was too early even for her to have turned in. She must be out. Damn it! That only left…

You turn your head to see the flickering light of a computer screen escaping around Elsie’s door. Too bad it had to be her, but somebody in this house was going to feel your wrath tonight.

Slowing your hand before you wrap on her door you pause then knock lightly.

“Hello?” You hear your sister say.

“It’s me.”

There’s a sudden rustle and a few seconds later the door cracks open and out peers bottomless dark eyes of your little sister. She smiles. “Hey Jesse. What’s up?” You push the door open and barge your way into her room. Elsie, taken off guard, stumbles back. “Hey!”

You look around her little sanctum. You hadn’t been in this room for quite sometime now, not since El got all quiet and weird a couple years back, but there were so still so many memories here. You once would have said happy memories, but now you realize now just how poisonous it all was. What kind of guy had their little sister as their best friend? Losers, that’s who. You see now how greedy and selfish Elsie was. Keeping you here for herself all those years. She was afraid to go out because of her ‘secret’, but she knew full well that you could have gone out and been a normal boy. She sacrificed your happiness just so she could have a friend. She dragged you down to her level and made you a loser so you’d have nowhere else to turn. Like the others, a monster.

“God! What a mess.” You say as you look around her pig sty. “You’re a slob!”

“Um…um…” She tries to tidy a bit, though it was pointless at this point. “I-I didn’t know you were…um…coming in.”

You look at her computer screen to see the scribbled beginning of a drawing. From what you could tell it was of two figures either fighting or fucking.

“What’s this?”

“N-Nothing. I was just…messing around. It’s nothing” She goes to close out the program but you step in to block her path.

Keeping her behind you you go and sit down at her computer. “What are these other ones?” You reach past the drawing tablet to mouse over to another open picture.

“Jesse!”

With a click you find a much more complete drawing, rather crude and in an anime style. No…not anime, hentai! “Oh my God!” You laugh as you take in the artwork. It was of a dark haired girl on her knees giving head to a brown haired guy. The speech bubble above the guy said ‘I love you’. Talk about cheesy! “El! You drew this? Ha!”

“Ummm!” She frets. “That…was private.”

“Ha ha ha!” You laugh. “You’re such a pervert. You act all sweet but you’re probably the worst among us, eh? Drawing all this nasty smut.”

“Don’t say that.” She whispers. Walking past you she turns her PC right off.

“Hey!”

“What do you want Jesse?” She says, her voice trembling with emotion. “You can’t just…barge in here…and…”

“Heyyy.” You say, your tone soothing. “It’s me. It’s big brother. I just thought I could come chat. Calm down El.”

She lets out a breath, her shoulders relaxing. “Yeah. Sorry.”

“It’s okay.” You say. “I know you can’t help it.”

“Help it?”

“Being weird.” You say. Her face flinches at the unexpected burn and for a moment you almost break, but regathering your righteous indignation you quickly recuperate. “So I broke up with Allison.”

“Oh!” Her eyes go wide. “What happened?”

“Ah, she was boring. Lousy in the sack. You know.” You chuckle. “Oh wait. You don’t. You’ve never had a boyfriend, have you?”

“No.”

“Or would it be a girlfriend? I mean, you are kind of a boy too, right? You’re a man and a woman.”

“Um…I’m a…girl Jesse.” She whispers. “I’m a girl.”

“Girl” You say with finger quotes. “You know what I mean.”

“Wh-Why are you acting like…?”

“Like a freak? Like a loser? Like a fucked up loner weirdo?” You throw your head back. “Ha! Look whose talking.”

“Um…Jesse…” She stands straight as she musters her courage. “I w-want you to leave…my room. Now.”

“And if I don’t?”

“Um….um…” She shakes her head. “Why are you…?”

“Chill out.” You say. “I’m just goofing. Remember how we always used to goof around? God we were close, weren’t we? We did EVERYTHING together.”

“Yeah.” She smiles bashfully as she tucks her hair behind her ear in that way she had. “Those were good days.”

“For you.”

“What?”

“Nothin.” You push off and roll back on her chair until it hits the bed. “Hey, you wanna goof around again?”

“Goof around?”

“Well, not like back then of course. We’re all grown up now, aren’t we El?”

“Jesse? What’s wrong?”

“Wrong? Why would you say that? Nothing’s wrong.” You scoff. “Not with me anyway. I’m a perfectly normal man.”

“Jesse…?”

“Why don’t you go ahead and take off that nightie.”

“What!?”

“Come on El. You all wanted to be a part of the family thing.” You say. “Come on. Show me what you got, again. Let’s see that big, fat schlong little sister. Show me again how much bigger of a man you are than me.”

“I’m a girl.” Unconsciously Elsie covers her crotch with her hands. “I don’t like…how you’re…talking to me.”

You smile your most dashing smile. “I’m sorry El.”

Again you watch as she relaxes to your soft words. What a sucker!

“Hey, let’s start this again.” You say. “I’m all mixed up after that fight with Allie. It was wild. But I was done with that slut, good riddance. You should have heard her begging for me to stay.”

“Yeah.” El says. “I couldn’t imagine…losing you.”

“Well we’re brother and sister El. You’ll never lose me. We’re stuck together for life, right?”

She smiles the most naive little smile. “Yeah.”

“So come on. How about it?” You say, looking up and down her curvaceous figure. “Why don’t you show me your body? Let’s have some fun. Just you and me. Like the old days, but different. He he he. Know what I mean?”

“Um…”

“Come on. Allie’s got me all messed up. I could use a little comforting tonight after all that.”

“Um…”

“And I know you’re horny too.” You nod to the screen. “Come on El, show me yours and I’ll show you mine.”

She blushes, crumbling but still hesitatant.

“What’s the matter? Can’t get it up or something? You don’t think I’m attractive?”

She shakes her head. “You’re beautiful Jesse.”

“Come on then. You do it for them…” You motion to the door. “…so do it for me.”

“Um…”

“They don’t love you like I do El. You know that’s true.” You sigh in disappointment. “If you loved me…well…ah, nevermind. It was a dumb idea. I just thought…you’d want to help.”

“I do want to help!”

“It’s okay.” You go to stand up.

“Wait!”

“Mmm?”

“Wait, um…um…” Her hands grip nervously at her nightie as her will falters.

“Yes?”

“Um…o-okay.” She says softly…as she begins to pull her nightie up. “Since it’s you Jesse.”

You lean back in the chair, hands behind your head. “Atta girl El.”