Jurassic Feelings. Part VII

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Chapter 87. Part VII. Just a man.

Boy, that's a lot of points. Enough points to look down at my girlfriend and see the love in her eyes while the heartwarming Brachiosaurus scene comes on TV. It's so sad to realize that Dr. Grant is out of work from now on. At least, I hope so because there is a world in my head where he is still alive. I mean, Sam Neill, of course! Sadness overflows my body but the warmth of the body on my chest keeps me away from the dark spot that every man has in his heart.

We all have a scar in our souls. If not, we aren't men, I think. To be hurt. To be taken advantage of. To be lied to. To only have value if you provide, protect and serve. That is a man's life. And not everyone is so lucky to have a girl like Rose on his side. And even fewer have a mind control device with which they can decide for themselves what the world around them is like. This is the miracle that the crazy old man in Manhattan gave me.

Not sex and domination and submission. Not forced.

But love.

A girl who loves me.

Rose.

And Jasmine and Tammy and Mom and definitely Lisa and, I'm sure, Bella too.

It is easy to imagine what it would be like if all your wishes were fulfilled. Yet the more hurt you are—the more wounds your soul bears—the more you realize that it is not about superficial things like taking revenge on a former lover or righting a wrong. It is not about the sex or the revenge.

It’s about watching a movie you love with people who love you. People around whom you can be vulnerable. People who aren't just with you because you give them something every day.

Today is all about me. And yet, I don’t feel like I’m being given a gift.

Rose snuggling up to me is perfectly normal.

Is she even still my "best bro"?

The fact is, we haven't treated each other that way in a long time. Maybe that’s why she’s been getting so few points on the MCD lately and being overtaken by other members of our family. Tonight, though, things seem different, and I’m happy for her. But honestly, when it comes to the women I truly love, the MCD doesn't matter to me.

Because life isn't about fulfilling my kinky desires. God, sex with Rose is incredible, and being the one who actually gets to have sex with her is something many men would surely dream of. But having her lying here on my chest—this wonderful creature—that is something only the two of us have earned.

The MCD exists to put Rose on a path where we can grow closer together. What she does on that path, of her own free will, is up to her. And considering the MCD in my pocket is starting to warm up from the vibrations, it seems Rose has just made a very nice decision of her own accord.

And it seems there’s something else she’s doing of her own free will.

"Rose?" I ask, but she just smiles as she moves closer to me.

"Don’t worry... bro," she chuckles at the title. "I’m not in your way." She bends over, presenting her back to me. And her naked ass.

Of course I have a boner. I’m surrounded by cute girls, and my sweet little Princess Tammy and my loyal puppy are getting fingered by my devoted wifey. And Rose is so fucking cute and I know her naked body and know how her tits look and her ass feels and her weight on my body when she rides me.

The weight, light and feminine, that presses her gaping snatch on my pole while she bends sideways so that I can watch Dr. Grant lure in the Brachiosaurus herd.

“I just need that,” Rose explains, her face away from me, watching the TV. “I need you inside of me, love.” I can understand but feel a bit resistant. I mean, Rose’s body could make me do anything she wants… but today… “It’s not about sex,” she says calmly and leans back while my dick is stretching her out. I feel myself settling in the all-so-known wet hole of hers where I was dozens of times already. I feel her grab me with her inner muscles and I feel he rpussy lips close around my shaft. Settled in. It's heaven being inside this woman for sure. And when she giggles, her pussy is convulsing on me. “Not with him doing these noises,” she laughs as Dr. Grant tries to imitate the Dino's roars. And then she does. “Huuuargh!” she laughs, and Jasmine laughs as well and Mommy smiles and Tammy giggles. "Bllaaaargh! Or whatever." Then, with this beautiful scene in the background, she leans back and puts her legs over mine, spreading wide and letting her body slide down to the hild as if she feels at home on me. “I just want to feel you,” she whispers. And then, while Lex is warming up to the 'monsters'. "I like them. They're cute. Do you think... maybe we could... Eeeeh!" I feel her stir up and need to suppress an animalistic moan as well as she milks my dick with her pussy.

"I mean… "I laugh as well as Lex is blasted with dino snott. "They're just doing what they do, right?" I want to caress Rose's hair but she moves her hair and looks at me.

“They just do what they do,” she smiles. I saw this smile quite often on her, and I know what love looks like. “Like we do.”

Rose Lynchwood. Path corrupted. Solving... Solving.. Solving...

RoseLynchwood. Path locked. Fatal error. Shut down initiated. (PS +/- Error)

Message from the author:

With that, we near the end of this dear-to-my-heart chapter. A bit short today, I know, but here I wanted... needed to make some things clear to myself and, maybe, to the reader as well. Like I said, this chapter moves Finn and me rather close in personality and it felt quite overwhelming sometimes writing what I really feel. But it wasn't about me, I swear, but about us in general. And how we find a way of moving through the world in which we live in. Lot's of things happen right now and while I enjoy discussions about Trump and US foreign policy, mothers killing their children in a world where men - as they should - are conceived as the force for good and bad, it's quite challenging to keep my spirits up.

Good news is, I manage to do so in diving right into the characters I created and separating them from the woman who screams murder and prostitution instead of love and devotion. Well.

I finished the best special chapter I've written so far. A hot anal session with Rose and Finn with dirty talk and so many feelings. And gaping holes. Really proud of that. So far, while we waited for the poll to come in, I finished two chapters, remodeled the character introduction and are half the way through the second character chapter with more details and pictures.

In terms of the poll, there was a triple tie this time which was okay for me. I use my special decision power and will write Lakota a nice foot play kink because I think that will fit the most. Maybe I can introduce a banane of two if I find a way. ;)

And, maybe you already guessed it, I've written this chapter in a new way with my "own" voice. So it's not in German anymore but I switched for 90% in my understanding of the english language and hope it feels a bit more... natural? I mean heay, my US vacation should earn me a few points with that... I hope.

Hope you had a great weekend and enjoy this shorter chapter. Till next time and stay positive. :)