Indulge

I couldn't help closing my eyes once more to let my imagination have free rein; after some time meandering through classic biblical stories, the Whore of Babylon appeared before me.

She posed naked among many men and women who longed for her obscene caress and she, always eager to please, hurried to satisfy their lust with her every hole, mouth and hands, smiling and moaning all the while for them to release their sweet sweet nectar on her. She received it with glee, licking her lips so as not to waste a single drop.

Aren't you tired of being left behind? Take all this hate inside your heart and nourish yourself with their Sin. Lust, Wrath, Pride, Greed, Envy... They will make you powerful and the world will be at your feet.

After indulging my imagination for a while without caring for the time, I noticed it was getting late and I had to attend the next gathering at the chapel with my sisters and Father Martín.

After breathlessly reaching the chapel I sat with the rest of my sisters in one of the front rows. I tried to pay attention to the sermon delivered by Father Martín, but sometimes my eyes would close of their own volition. Some of my sisters gave me meaningful looks, and I felt mortified by their judgement.

In the end, I managed to stay awake until it was my turn for confession. Once there, I contemplated what I should tell Father. The truth was that I was embarrassed by what went through my mind at times, and I had no idea how to express myself. But I had to try...

Father Martín: Please, child. Feel free to talk to me. I will help you in any way I can.