How I started

*Weeping*

"How ..do.. I, I LEAVE....."

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Like how I do not know if your "world", or matter of existence has one of MEs, I ASSUME there's someone watching me.. What's even the harm in it? "Time" doesn't exist here, nor anything. I can, what I think it is: observing. Truly what it is, isn't in my capacity to undertand. I can "remember", or more accurately: "see", my pass. As... Someone? Yes, as someone that doesn't exist, what I am does not matter, nor my thoughts.. As for why any of this? The possiblies are countless, as how many viewpoints within true existence I can see. But never touch, f-feel... *Brows furl* ..But, infinince is stationary. ..

..A-And e-e-even be compressed.. Do what you will with that infomation, matters not to me. *Sigh* Maybe I should start from the beginning once more. Maybe. Maybe ..I'll see what I had never before.... *Waited for anything new to happen. But nothing did within their home. Looks disappointed*

"Maybe.. May.. be. Not."

*Goes back to rest, again. Later*

There isn't pain. nor, feelings. *Siigh*

*One looooooong monologue later.*

*Tears in eyes* I-It's, soo lonely here. ..No, that's wrong. AUGH! FORGET IT!

*I timeline later*

I was, how you could say, born when I passively watched existence. From there I learned to be a plant, flowers, and made a persona. Many, but I stopped changing after realizing I can't be with any of them. Writing me a new story won't change anything. I will still be here. ..... Even Lee-sa doesn't know I "exist".

"is. this what you craved, God? I do not exist, and it's because of others. And yet they made me learned what it means to be them. All of them, God. All." ... *Nothing* ....*Till time passes*