Hide the stash better

She considered throwing everything out, and in the end found she couldn’t bear with the thought of doing so. The bottom line is… They made her feel good! She liked them. And she was careful enough to use them responsibly… At least most of the time. She was not addicted, she always made sure of that. Giving plenty of time between each dose, and making sure she did not develop any dependency on them. She knew they were bad for her health, but so were so many other things people did!

But it all came back to the fact that she liked using them. It made her feel different. Free and uninhibited. It made her feel good. And, yes, they also made her feel horny. She probably associated the **** with her time in college, which is when she had found out the joys of birth control and casual sex. Her wild days. She still had fond memories of them, and these **** were a reminder of these good times.

“Well, here’s to more good times in the future,” she muttered before grabbing all her stash and carrying it back to her bedroom. She had to think carefully of a good hiding spot, before she decided on putting them all in a bag she never used and shoving it deep inside her closet, among other things. Now, they were safely hidden and she made sure there were no stragglers throughout her apartment.

The temptation would still be there, of course… But that was a risk she was willing to take.