Go outside

I took a small bag for my wallet, phone, and keys (the one bad thing about skirts being the lack of pockets!) Leaving my house I quickly got more and more nervous. But it also felt incredibly freeing. I didn't notice anyone looking at me weirdly, but my eyes were darting everywhere constantly trying to catch anyone staring.

I **** myself to keep walking. Every meter I got away from my home was a meter I would have to walk back. So if I just got some distance I wouldn't be able to chicken out easily.

That's when I got an even better idea. The train station! It was only a few minutes from my house. If I just got on the train, I would be **** to keep going. Plus I could sit and hopefully calm down a little.

I quickly made my way over to the station and checked the information board. There was a train leaving for the next big town over. I had taken the train before, it should be about an hour's ride. And it was leaving in just a few minutes, perfect! I bought my ticket from the machine and made my way over. My anxiety pushed back as I focused on getting on. A lot of people were rushing to the train around me, I hoped that would mean no one was paying attention to me.

Just as I passed the doors, I heard the signal that the train was leaving. Behind me more people were trying to get in during the final seconds. Everyone was trying to get find a non-existent free seat. Not wanting to awkwardly have to stand in between the seats, I moved towards the opposite door. I wouldn't get to sit, but at least this way I could look outside and I wouldn't be completely squeezed in between people.

As the last people squeezed into the train I got pushed closer to the door. The train was about as full as can be. My genius idea of getting on a train, foiled by my forgetting to account for rush hour... Still, I was here, I was wearing girl's clothes in public, and I would have to stay that way for the next 2 hours. Just thinking about it made my dick twitch.