Go To The Appointment

At this point there is really no reason to think about it anymore, if you were going to fight Jane and not do what she wanted, you would have started before now and the reasons that you went this far in the first place haven't changed. So despite your **** urge to just leave now and go home, you start looking for the salon mentioned in the appointment. You can still feel people staring as you walk around, it makes your skin crawl thinking of all the men who are checking you out right now and what they must be thinking. Some are trying to be subtle about it but you can still see the heads turn from the corner of your eyes and hear the attempted whispers they make to their friends as you walk by about what they'd like to do to a women like you. Is this really what women have to deal with when they go out? You try your best to just ignore it and focus on finding the right place.

It doesn't take long as Jane clearly swapped back with you near by so that you could only miss the appointment if you did it on purpose. You stare into the store window taking one last moment to prepare your self before going in.

As you step inside you feel like you've crossed into another world, there is a thick smell of sweet flowery scents and perfums and a light undertone of chemicals that they must use. You look around and see some women reading magazines while waiting for their appointment to the right in a waiting area. Then there is a few others already being seen to in the chairs set up in a row straight ahead of you in a long alley, far at the back you can see what looks like a woan setting up around an empty chair and it causes your stomach to think it's probably for you. Looking to your left you see a bright and cheeful smile beaming in your direction from the receptionist and with your best **** smile you get ready to try and act like the woman you apear to be and avoid everyone here knowing the truth. You take the few short steps over to the counter and with you best feminine voice you say "Hi I think I should have an appointment here book for Jane in 5 minutes". The sofl girly voice came far to naturally for you, it must be the muscle memory from Jane always talking like that but it still made you blush all the same hearing it. "Oh yes sweetie, I can see it here. You're getting 0.7ml of lip filler, right" she replied, her not giving any hint of think the cute girl could possibly be a man both relived and upset you. Before you fully comitted to this there was one thing you needed to ask "Yep thats me, I just wanted to check, how long do these last for again?". Your worry must have shown on your face as she took on a gental tone "So they last natually for anywhere between 6 -18 months obviously they'll fade slowly over that time they wont just dissapear all at once, but if you don't like them for any reason you can come back here and with the fillers you are getting we can give you another injection to disolve them early and we do this for free in the first 4 months after treatment, so today, Does that help you relaxe a little bit hun". Clearly this question gets asked alot as that speach sounded very well practiced, you take one last deep breath knowing that you can get the fillers easily removed and since the end of summer is less than 4 months away, you can do it for free as well. "Thanks it really did" you smile back and even give a little giggle at the end to play up your character. "Then there is also the eyebrow threading you are getting as well, we're just setting up now if you want to go wait over there for 5, I'll call you over once we are ready" her smile never faltered through the reply and you hope your's was looking natural in response as she pointed you towards the other women who you saw waiting earlier. "That sounds great, thank you" you try your best to hide your suprise that you'll be getting your eyebrows threaded aswell and walk over to the waiting area where you spend the 5 minutes uneventfully flipping through some of the fashion mags they have left there trying your best to hide behind the one you pick up. "Jane , we're ready for you now, if you'll just come down to the chair at the end" the receptionist calls for you. You slowly put the magazine down, there really was no backing out after this, you stand up and walk down the ally to the last chair and sit down ready for the procedures.

The technicians bright and sunny personality was a complete contrast to how you felt as if you were comlpetly traped in a small dark box. "Hey babes, you look stunning by the way, love the dress, it makes your legs look stunning" the beauty technician overwhelming you with her enthusiactic greeting, and embarrassing you with the geniune complements to your clothes and legs, you just stammer stunned "ah uhm-". You cut your self off as you realise you were just about to start talking in your boy voice, panic starts to set in as you look to see if your brife uhm was enough to give you away before pretending to clear your throught and go to try and respond but she talks again quicker. "Ah, a shy one is it, don't worry we can't exactly chat much during the procedure and I'm sure you're feeling a little nervous about this so I wont **** you to chat now either, but I'll warn you, I'm a chatter box so you'll be hearing me go on and on all through out" she laughed. Does this mean she didn't notice? You calm down slightly at that thought and go back to using the girly voice from earlier "Sorry I guess I am a little nervous, and thank you by the way, but if either of us have stunning legs it's definitely you" you reply. You **** a cheery smile back in place as you return the compliment she gave you, any other time it might have seemed like you were flirting with her, but not now, not with you like this, not with the gal pal voice and attitued you were talking with. No, right now you're just one of the girls, and as much as you don't want to be, it's the easiest way through this. "Oh stop, the name is Brenda by the way" she responds in an over the top manner, " Jane " you respond, "right down to business then Jane , first we need to rub this numbing cream all over you lips babes, then we'll need to wait 20 mins or so for it to work, whilst we wait for that we'll thread those brows, then we'll fill your lips so they are nice and lushious, then I'll have you wait 15 minutes after just to make sure you aren't having any bad reactions, that all sound good?". You just nod your head as you are to scared to respond, Brenda then leans you back slightly and then applies the numbing cream to your lips. Once they are nice and coated she reaches to the side and grabs what looks like two bits of thread and holds them over your brows. "This may pintch a bit" you are warned as Brenda gets to work threading your brows, shaping them into perfect arches until the hair grows back, which Brenda kindly explains to you without you even needing to ask, is that on average 'she' should expect 'her' brows to stay well groomed for 3-4 weeks so once we are done I can schedule my next appointment to keep them looking good. Unfortunatly you should probably follow through with scheduling that appointment as you already know it's what Jane would want. For roughly 20 minutes Brenda continued to thread away at your eyebrows whilst chatting constantly, she gave me plenty of tips for looks to go with my new brows and told me how I was sure to drive all the guys wild with a single glance from now on. The whole time I was glad to use the excuse of the numbing cream to avoid responding and I was struggling not to lose my self with the embarassement of just smiling and nodding along to her telling me "you could get any man you wanted just by giving him the fuck me eyes girl". Now it was time for the main event Brenda went and pulled a trolly she left a bit further back out of the way to save until now closer to the chair you were at. She picks up a needle already prepared before you got here, this is what you got a glimps of them finishing when you got here filing these needles, the needle slowly perices your skin, it doesn't hurt but you do feel a small prick, then she takes the needle out and repeats this a few more times in key pleaces in my top lip, then she grabs a second needle and does the same down there. Another 15 minutes of cheerful chatter as you try not to cry, Brenda reassuring you "oh don't worry babes, most people's eyes water when they get this done" was not as helpful as she was probably hoping for.

After it was all done you still had to wait the last 15 minutes so she could make sure you didn't show any side effects, you spent the first 5 minutes mesmorised by the sight in the mirror, the thing that shocked you the most was they eyebrows, you were dreading your lips so much that you didn't think your brows could have such a dramatic effect on your whole face. Then there was the lips them selves, although no where near as big as you were afraid of, the subtle difference almost does more to crush your masculinity, only the slightest plumping and you've already got sure kissable looking lips, and you can't even use and lip products for the first 24 hours so they will only look better then. When you put all that together there is nothing staring back from the mirror other than a woman, like even if you though you know it's your face you can't even imagine the woman in the mirror could have been born male, and with that realisation you felt something, only a very small part of you, slowly start to possibly accept this new you. The next 10 minutes Brenda ran you through the after care you needed to do, and things to avoid for the next few days. Then as you both say your good bye's you leans in gives you a kiss on either cheek but instead of pulling back after the second kiss, she whispers in your ear, "you really are beautiful, don't let that slip up earlier scare you from being you in the future ok babes". She gives you a supportive hug as you blush deeper than you ever have before, tears welling in your eyes as you bearly manage to nod your head. "Oh my god babes if you cry you so going to make me cry" she says and she brings you in for another hug. Finally you manage to get away from Brenda, everything was already paid for by Jane in advance so there is nothing left to do but go home right? Nothing that you might be forgetting?