Furious but also concerned.

I had never seen the look that I saw in my mom when I closed the door and made eye contact with her. She slowly pulled away from the curb as took off as she drove away in silence. I tried to break the tension by once again thanking her for coming to pick me up and apologizing for being late. She continued just to look at traffic and I started to freak out that maybe she figured out my secret or maybe she knew about my body. The thoughts creeped in if maybe she had found my secrets while cleaning my room so I tried to press on further about if she wanted to hear about the movie I saw. My mom still didn’t say anything so I just sat there quietly looking out the window like my life had ended but at least I had Sam for the few hours before.

I had accept my fate when my mom broke the silence with “Do you know how long I waited outside and how many phone calls I gave you?” I quietly turned and looked at her now flushed face and felt like a little teenage girl again. I wasn’t ever chewed out for things so today made me realize my mistakes. I chose not to answer and only put my head down knowing she didn’t need the answer she already knew. She continued, “I thought you might have been kidnapped so I was one call away from calling the sheriff department or having to get your father involved.” She began to sob while saying the next part, “I was really scared something happened to you, Jaime.” She pulled off to the side of the road to wipe her tears and I instinctively held her while giving her the most sincere apology I could give, “I really am sorry for having you go through all those emotions, Mom. I will not allow his to happen again and I will text you if I can’t pick up the phone.”

I felt my mom embrace me as my face went into her bosom. I could feel her quaking chest as I wrapped my arms around her. We held each other for about a minute until she let me go as she wiped her tears. She chuckled and said, “Promise me to just don’t make me go through this again as I don’t want to have a heart attack.” I gave her my word and honestly this was the last time I used mom for a ride. She asked me about the movie and I told her about it as well as saying we stayed later for the after credit scenes that every movie has nowadays. She understood that but asked if I texted would have killed me she was saying with a chuckle. We were home before we knew it and I gave my mom one last hug as she felt her bosom into my tits and stopped to almost ask but was a little hyper vigilant from everything so she brushed it off.

I ask my mom if I can have a friend over in a bit but was expecting her to say no. My mom was overjoyed as I don’t have friends over normally and she asked if she would want to come over for dinner. I said as long as she was ok with it but I knew that after the afternoon not to expect anything. My mom told me not worry about that anymore as we already hashed it out. She asked me about my friend and I said she was someone that came along with Kim and her name was Sam. I would need to make sure I told Sam this made up story to cover for our relationship. My mom was even more happy that I made a brand new friend and said Sam was more than welcome to stay for dinner and spend the night if she wanted. I thanked her but said I would let her know about the dinner invite.