Evelyn 19 - To Be Special

Evelyn chased after Elijah, walking quickly past rows of cabinets, laughing families, and flashing lights. She moved through a crowd of chasing eyes and lingering whispers. But she saw none of it; she only saw him. She watched as Elijah stumbled onto the first floor and rushed to a side exit. He pushed it and stepped through without looking back.

When Evelyn reached the door, she stopped, contemplating whether she had the courage to walk through it. She turned toward the main entrance and considered leaving. It would be easier that way. She could quietly exit Elijah’s life and save him from the heartache that awaited them both.

She wouldn’t have to hear those painful words all over again.

That it was over. That they couldn't work. That they had tried, but were just incompatible.

Evelyn didn’t know if she could bear it this time. Not from him.

And yet, that same feeling is what drove Evelyn forward. She was uncertain. She was afraid. But she also knew her heart was already choosing him. Evelyn pushed the door open with a trembling hand and stepped through. She entered a cold, concrete hallway and found Elijah standing to the left, watching his phone.

He looked up at her, eyes still unreadable.

"Hey," she said shyly.

"Hey," he replied, glancing back at his phone.

"I'm… sorry," Evelyn said. Not knowing what else to say.

Elijah shook his head. "You don't need to be sorry."

"I feel like I should have warned you."

"It's your job. You don’t have to tell me all the little details about your job."

"But…" Evelyn could feel herself falling away. "But I…"

That was it. That was her great speech. She couldn't speak another word. All she could do was watch Elijah put his phone away.

"That was shitty of him to do," Elijah said.

Evelyn stared at the floor and said nothing.

"Did you sleep with them?" He asked. Evelyn looked up, confused. The videos would have made that clear.

"I… what do you mean?"

"You danced for them. They were touching you… they stood around you… The video cut off when you uh…" He cleared his throat. "When you got to your knees and... well... you know."

Ivan hadn’t sent all the videos. He was holding onto them, and while Evelyn couldn’t know why for certain, she had a good idea. He was the kind of man who enjoyed games. The kind of man who never wanted a woman like her to be happy, unless it was with his permission. This was leverage, and Ivan was waiting to use it against her somehow. Perhaps he expected her to slip up. To lie and try to hide what had happened.

And in the past, Evelyn would have. She would have sold her very soul to keep someone like Elijah as long as possible, even if it nearly destroyed her.

But this time, she chose Elijah's well-being over her own desires.

"I did, and I'm sorry." Evelyn fought to speak every word.

"Don't be," Elijah said. "I knew what this was, remember? I knew from the beginning who you were."

Evelyn nodded.

“And... now... you’re realizing you can’t do this, right?”

Elijah shook his head. “No, that’s not what I’m saying.”

"But, you… You seem upset."

"I am," Elijah confirmed.

"Oh..."

What can I do? How can I fix it? How are you feeling? You mean so much to me. These are the things Evelyn wanted to say. These are the things she wanted to ask. And in a daydream, she was.

"You didn't do anything wrong. I'm not upset at you," Elijah said. He looked up at her. "I'm upset with them. With him."

Evelyn stared blankly.

"Do they always treat you like that?" he asked. Evelyn was still waiting for the trap. Still waiting for the accusations and yelling. Still waiting for the ridicule and shame.

"Not always, some clients are nice…"

"But does HE always treat you like that?" Elijah asked.

Evelyn laughed uncomfortably. "I… he's a newer client. But so far, yes."

Elijah shook his head.

"I really don't like him."

"I don't either.” Evelyn laughed again, hating how indifferent it made her sound.

They were silent for a moment, and when Elijah still didn’t accuse and belittle her, she decided to take the initiative.

"Seeing me like that… Seeing me… with them. Does it upset you?"

"Yes, but also no. I think with that group, I really don't like. Sex work or not, no one should treat you like that, Evelyn," Elijah said.

She didn't know how to respond.

"Oh," she said. “And... seeing me with other people. Does that... do you look at me different?

Elijah laughed this time, face blushing.

“No, not at all,” Elijah said. “Honestly… seeing you with other people... it turns me on.”

He looked up at her apologetically.

"I'm sorry, I know now is not the time to be saying something like that. I don’t know. Maybe there's something wrong with me."

Evelyn wiped the moisture forming at her eyes.

"Maybe there's something wrong with us," she said.

He laughed, keeping his eyes to the floor. She took a step towards him. Then, with a deep breath, she told the truth.

"He… he has more," she said. Elijah looked up, confused. "More videos, I mean."

"With them?" Elijah asked.

"And him, yes."

Elijah nodded. "Did he take them without your permission?"

Evelyn shook her head. "No, we… it was a deal."

"Are you sure?"

"I am," Evelyn said. "I've been doing this a long time, don't worry about me."

"But I do," Elijah said.

Evelyn laughed away the urge to cry.

"Will you see him again?" Elijah asked. Evelyn shrugged.

"Probably. If he pays."

"Why?" Elijah asked.

Evelyn shrugged her shoulders.

"He pays. He's no better or worse than others. A lot of them are like this."

Elijah nodded.

"Are you safe with him?" He asked.

"Yes…" Evelyn said softly.

"Well, as long as you are safe, I trust you," Elijah said, stepping towards her.

Evelyn couldn’t bear to look at him directly.

“Do you... If you don’t want to see me anymore... I understand. I know this can be hard... and I know I’m fucked up.”

“Evelyn, you are the most amazing woman I’ve ever met,” Elijah said. “Of course I want to keep seeing you.”

His kindness was a hailstorm. Evelyn could feel the tears welling in her eyes.

"Why are you so nice to me?" She whispered, her words almost pleading. She felt Elijah's hand gently caress her cheek. It gave her the strength to finally look up at him.

"Because you deserve it," he said.

Tears dripped down Evelyn's face as she kissed Elijah deeply.

Her shell opened, and she stepped out, just to feel his lips against hers.

No facade or filter.

She truly felt Elijah for the first time that day. He pulled her close, and she ran her fingers through his hair. Afraid he might disappear the moment their kiss ended.

She broke away with a shaky breath and took his hand.

"Come on," She said. Guiding him out of the arcade and back to his car. Elijah followed without question, getting into the driver's side and starting the engine.

"There, on the far side of the parking lot. By the coast. Park there," Evelyn said. Elijah obeyed without a word.

He parked.

Evelyn unbuckled her seatbelt, laughing quietly as she leaned over and began to kiss him again. Deep, passionate, loving kisses.

Her heart swelled like an ocean as she guided his hand to her chest. Her heart poured like a river as he squeezed and pulled her closer.

Onlookers passed in the golden sunset, none of them paying attention to the odd car off in the corner of the parking lot. Thrill mixed with passion as Evelyn reached for his joggers and pulled them down. Elijah began glancing out the window nervously as his cock popped out.

"Don't worry," Evelyn said, kissing the side of his shaft. "We're far enough away from everything."

Elijah nodded, and Evelyn swallowed him. He let out a deep groan of satisfaction as she pressed her lips against his base. She pulled her head back, letting her saliva trickle down his head, before swallowing him again.

And again.

And again.

She gagged for him. She moaned for him. But it wasn’t an act.

She wanted him. She wanted his cock inside her. She wanted him to stretch and fill her.

She had never wanted someone more.

She used both hands to stroke him as she swirled her tongue around his tip. Her thighs burned when Elijah gently held her hair back and began thrusting upwards. She squeezed her legs together, unable to contain herself any longer.

She let Elijah’s cock fall out of her mouth and kissed it gently before straddling him.

"Evelyn, wait, I–" he said.

She cut him off with a kiss and pressed down. Elijah’s cock sat between her folds, teasing her entrance, as she began to ride back and forth with slow, smooth motions.

Elijah moaned softly, his hands grabbing her ass as he forgot the world around them. She pushed her breasts into his face as his cock head rubbed against her clit.

Evelyn’s pace quickened. Elijah bucked wildly.

The car rocked with their motions as Elijah pulled down her dress and sucked on her tits. It was too much. Evelyn needed him now. She lifted herself and took Elijah’s glisenting cock with her hand, guiding it to her entrance.

Then, slowly, she sat down on it, moaning as she felt his tip enter her.

"Wait!" Elijah said, pushing Evelyn up by her hips. He looked out the window at a couple off in the distance. Evelyn looked to as she lowered herself to his ear.

"Really, it's alright," she said. "Let them watch."

"I don't know I…"

"Come on, trust me. I'm a professional, remember?"

"Not here," Elijah said firmly.

Evelyn paused. Fingers trembling on his chest. He was the first man to ever deny her like this. And why wouldn't he? She wasn't the kind of woman he wanted. He wanted someone normal. Someone who was fully his. Someone who he could bring home to his family and friends without any shame.

He was just being nice.

Because that's who Elijah was.

But in the end, he would leave for someone better. Because he deserved better. He deserved a relationship where he didn’t have to worry about clients sending him videos or trying to torture him at parties.

He deserved peace, and love, and kindness.

And Evleyn knew he would find it one day.

Her lips began to tremble.

"If… if you don't want me. You can just say so." Her tone was weak and vulnerable. She looked away, not able to bear his gaze.

Elijah grabbed her chin and pulled her eyes towards him.

"I want you," he said.

“Then... why?”

“Because it’s our first time,” Elijah said with a laugh. "I don't want our first time to be like this. In a car, in some random parking lot."

Evelyn stared into his eyes. They were so sincere.

"I want it to be special."

Her heart opened. She was terrified, because this was the happiest she'd been in a long time.

She smiled, tears streaming down her face, and nodded.

"Ok." She said.

Elijah pulled her close and held her tightly.

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