Denial

Despite enjoying the hot, steamy sex of her lifestyle Hannah was not unaware of how society saw her. The contemptuous stares or condescending smirks from those who disapproved. Nasty comments about STDs or straight-up insults, calling her a sinful girl or a whore. Even sometimes from her partners, which hurt her the most. They loved spending time fucking her, but after the fact some sneered or hastily backed off at the thought of spending more time with her. She enjoyed sex too much to give it up, but it still stung no matter how much she dressed over it.

Maybe this is why she had slowed down, as of late. Well, {if Hotwife = True}leaving her husband{endif}{if Porn Star = True}leaving the adult video industry{endif}{if Hardcore Party Girl = True}graduating college{endif} and then moving to a different town certainly helped, but she saw this as an opportunity to turn things around. Turn a new leaf, and no longer be seen as the loose girl that everyone sneered at.

Yes, she felt horny at times. Yes, she considered, occasionally, returning to her old ways… And often masturbated at the thought of it. Yes, she had even had a few wild hookups before she met Ashton… But these were only minor speedbumps. She could change. For the first time, she managed to get a long term boyfriend, without even having any sex with him! This was proof of her commitment! And if she felt her libido slowly building up over the past two months… Well, this was only another challenge for her to defeat! She would prove it, to herself and to those idiots that looked down on her, that she could do it! She could be a loving, faithful wife if she wanted to!