Days 76-118

Day 93

I went on many missions with Xion to many worlds. Visions of the man appearing more frequently than before. Has he been to these worlds too?

Day 94

Xemnas summoned the whole organization to the castle’s roof. He gave some sort of speech but I didn’t really understand him. Apparently Kingdom Hearts is some sort of heart shaped moon in the sky? Still don’t understand why hearts are necessary. Went on another mission with Xion, collecting more hearts.

Afterward we met with Axel at the usual spot. We talked about the speech Xemnas gave. Axel reiterated that if we collect enough hearts the organization members will be gifted hearts by Kingdom Hearts. But I still don’t know why we want hearts. Axel says we’ll be complete people and we’ll be able to feel again but I’ve felt plenty of emotions. I know Axel and Xion have too. Maybe it’ll be different when we have hearts but, for right now, I’m pretty content.

Day 95

After today’s mission we talked about Nobodies while eating ice cream. Axel said Organization members are unique because we are Nobodies that remember our pasts. Except me and Xion. We don’t even remember our first weeks as Nobodies. Why were we different and what was I like as a Somebody? While we couldn’t come up with an answer it was still an enjoyable conversation.

Day 96

Saix informed us this will be the last mission Xion and I will go on together, for a while. This worried us. So, as a last ditch effort I lent Xion my Keyblade, hoping she’ll remember how to use it. And by the end of the mission Xion was able to summon her own Keyblade! She looked so happy when she realized it worked. I was happy too. Our major problem was solved. We returned to the usual spot to inform Axel and celebrate.

When we arrive we see Axel lounging about. I sneak up on him, giving him a friendly scare. Xion showed him she could summon the Keyblade again and thanked him for his help.

“I didn’t do anything.” Axel says

“You made it possible for the two of us to go on a mission together.” Xion replies.

I agreed. “If it weren’t for you, Xion wouldn’t have been able to remember how to use the Keyblade in time.”

“So thanks, Axel.”

He chuckles “How about a sea-salt ice cream then? Buy me one and we’ll call it even.”

Xion smiles. “You got it, I’ll be right back!”

When she gets back we all eat our ice cream, staring at the sunset. The tranquility of the moment made me happy and I want them to know.

“I hope we can stay like this forever.”

“Me too.” The fact Xion agreed with me made the moment even better.

“What brought that on?” Asks Axel.

“I just want these days to last forever. Hanging out, eating ice cream, watching the sunset.”

“Nothing lasts forever, you know? But, it’s ok if things change and we can’t meet up like this. As long as we keep each other in our thoughts, none of us will ever have to be apart. Got it memorized?”

I laugh. “Wow, that was so unlike you.”

“Hey!” He gives me a playful push. Me and Xion keep laughing.

Day 116

Since Xion can use the Keyblade again I’m back to doing missions by myself. Everyday after work I meet up with Axel and Xion. Axel’s been stealing glances at me for a while now. I ask him if something is wrong but every time he dodges the question.

Day 117

I went on a reconnaissance mission with Xigbar. I saw the man in my visions again. Looks like he’s been to the coliseum too. Work ran late so I missed Axel and Xion. I wonder if they hung out, just the two of them.

Day 118

I woke up to find the lounge room completely empty and a note saying “Operations closed for vacation.” I didn’t know we even got vacations.

While scouring the halls for something to do I bump into Axel.

“Heya, Roxas. What are your plans for the vacation.”

“I don’t have any. I’m not sure what I should do.”

“You should go do something you enjoy.”

I take a moment to consider my options and reply. “The only thing I enjoy is hanging out with you guys.”

“That all? Well, I was gonna go to my room and sleep but, you can come hang out it if you want.”

My face lights up. “Thanks Axel, we should get Xion to join us.”

Axel rubs the back of his neck. “I think she left already. I don’t know where.” My expression drops but Axel reassures me. “We’ll meet up with her later, at Twilight Town. Like we always do.”

“Right.”

On our why to Axel’s room he tells me about the worlds he visited. Many of them sound familiar. I’ve seen the man in my visions visit these worlds. The feeling’s like a weird mix of déjà vu and nostalgia. We reach Axel’s room and he immediately flops onto his bed. There’s nothing else in his room so I sit on the edge of the bed, where his feet are.

“Hey Roxas, I was talking with Demyx the other day.” He says staring at the ceiling.

“How’d that go?”

“It was actually kind of interesting. We talked about sex.”

“What’s that?”

He sits up to looks at me. “It’s what lovers do. They have sex to show how much they love each other. He said having sex with someone you truly love is the most satisfying experience you can have.”

“Really? I’m pretty satisfied as I am.”

“You are?”

“Yeah, aren’t you?” He doesn’t answer. Instead his head drops, looking forlorn.

“Roxas, I… I want this. We don’t have to tell anyone or anything but, I want to experience this with you.”

“I see.” I wasn’t against the idea. Besides, if it did feel as good as Axel said then I have no reason to say no. I look Axel in the eyes and give him a nod. He scoots closer and brings his lips to mine. It starts simple but grows passionate as Axel opens his mouth and pushes his tongue into me.

Axel tells me to lay on the bed and I do. He hovers over me and resumes the kiss. One hand next to my head, his other behind my head urging me forward. I enjoyed the feeling of his tongue against mine. He breaks the kiss and undoes the zipper of my cloak, revealing my black shirt and pants. Axel removes his own cloak and throws it aside. He begins sucking on my neck. I let out a moan, my body feels like it’s on fire as he grinds against me.

Axel takes off his shirt, exposing his incredibly toned torso compared to my average one. He grabs hold of my pants, undoing them next. My dick is hard and erect from his sexual advances. He wraps one hand around my shaft, rubbing it up and down. The feeling is fantastic, I don’t want him to stop. Unfortunately it does.

“Turn around.” Axel whispers. I do so, ending up on my hands and knees. I can hear Axel removing his pants. He grips the back of my head and pushes it into the mattress, his other hand resting on my hip. I feel the head of his cock pushing against my anus, then it’s entering me slowly. Suddenly there is a pain as Axel enters me and I start to grimace.

“It’s ok, Roxas. It’ll get better.” I take him at his word as he inches further inside me. Eventually he has his full length inside me. I can feel his hips and scrotum resting against me. Our coupling felt sensual, which only increased as I felt Axel begin to rub my dick again. Now Axel’s thrusting his hips, pain ebbing away and pleasure filling my mind. His thrusting becomes frantic, driving small moans from me. The pleasure has completely consumed me as Axel thrusts one last time. He lets out a loud grunt, I can feel his dick pulsate and a warm liquid fill me.

Axel slowly pulls his length out of me and I collapse onto the bed, exhausted. “That was fuckin’ good.” Axel says. He grabs my shoulder and urges me to roll over. “Don’t worry, I’ll be sure to finish you off too.” He starts rubbing my dick again. It feels really good like last time but this time he brings his face to my cock and engulfs it in his mouth. The pleasure is insurmountable as he sucks and thrusts more of me inside him. I don’t last long and I cum in Axel’s mouth. He takes it all, swallowing every drop.

He moves to my side and gives me a final kiss. “How was it?” He asks.

“...Good.”

“Just good?”

I nod, my words failing me for the moment. He laughs. “Well I thought it was good too.” We lay there for awhile, basking in the afterglow. Eventually we recover our strength and get dressed, heading to the clock tower at the end of the day, like we always do.

Looking out over the town I spot the man in the basketball jersey and the woman in orange. This time they have the blond man in camo pants with them. Seems like they’re playing some sort of game.

“Are the people here on vacation already? Nah, it’s too early.” Axel says, also watching them.

“People here get vacation too?”

“Theirs is a dream come true. They get a whole month off.”

“A whole month?” My surprise is evident. “I wouldn’t know what to do with that much time.”

“I’ve got a few ideas.” Axel gives me a sly grin.

Me and Axel are joking around when Xion arrives and greets us. “Hey, guys. How did I know you’d be here?” I flash her a smile, acknowledging her joke. “Where did you go off to, Xion?”

“I didn’t go anywhere.” That was weird. I thought Axel saw her leave. “What about you two?”

“Mostly training.” Axel says quickly before I could respond.

“Training? You mean you wasted your day off?”

“You need to be in top shape if you want work as hard as I do.”

“Or maybe you’re just out of shape.” She says playfully. We start laughing, Xion seems to be in high spirits today.

We finish our ice cream and Axel changes the subject.

“Tomorrow, it’s back to work.”

“Yeah…”

“I hope we get another vacation soon.” Xion beams.

“Oh yeah…” Says Axel. “I might not see you guys for awhile. They’re sending me out on recon for a few days.”

“Where?” asks Xion.

“Can’t tell.”

“What’s up with that?” I ask.

“Yeah, I thought we were friends.” Replies Xion.

“Hey, I can’t tell you all my dark secrets. Got it memorized?”

I turn to Xion. “Dark secrets?” She looks as confused as I felt.

Axel laughs. “I’m kidding. I just gotta keep my mouth shut about it. Or else Saix will get on my case. You know him.”

We nod.

“Try not to mess everything up while I’m gone.”

“Why would we do that?” Asks Xion

“Considering your track record I just can’t count on you guys.”

“Hey!”

“What track record?”

Axel laughs at his own joke. We assure him we’ll do just fine and join in his laughter.