Collecting Your Thoughts

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Its around noon now about 2 hours after your visit with Ameko. You sit there at the large couch being lazy. The thin glass screen TV on the wall displays the current world news. The news anchor goes on to talk about countries funding the research of different types of WMDs as tensions rise due to conflicting interests of nations.

You're not sure what other type of WMDs there are in the first place, but the world seems kind of dangerous with that kind of research going on....is this a drawback? You can't help but ponder now, what is and isn't affected by your drawback? Is this simply a natural development and an eventual path for human history or did your wishes and desires steer history into creating WMDs on this level?

....No, you shouldn't think like that....you'll only drive yourself crazy.

You yawn and lean back to stare at the ceiling. Now that you think about it your older sister avoided some of your questions. If she gave you more time you would like to ask some more.

Like why are there drawbacks to your wishes in the first place? Why are you a Crowned and how? How does she know all this? And who is she actually working for? Who is "She"? That moon symbol, what did it mean? Are they a group? An organization?

Trying to connect the dots you wonder if they're related to the Sun Corporation by chance? Sun and Moon, that's got to be something....

Your sister also said something about your body. She said it was intriguing and would want to run some tests. Hopefully dissecting you isn’t on her lists of "tests". Your body has always been something that you just had, something you've never really thought too much about. In both of your lives you were always pretty good looking, tall, well built and physically durable....

....huh. Now that you think about it you never really had any bad injuries before. The worst that happened were minor scrapes and bruises. Hell, you barely remember being sick.

You then look behind you to the kitchen. Ameko tried to stab you with a syringe needle didn't she? Apparently it didn't pierce your skin. Now that you know there is something going on you need to test some things out on your own. What are the capabilities of your body?

You get up off the couch and walk over to the kitchen. The ground floor of the house is empty, no one is in sight. Amelia and Casey is still upstairs while your mother is in the backyard tending to the flowers. You can still hear the gentle rumbling of the storm and the ambient tapping of rain against the windows.

You continue to walk over to the sink where the displays of knives are. You take a small one out and inspect the sharp reflective blade.

You're seriously doing this. You're not scared, it's just that the chances of it hurting and this not working is making you a little queasy in the gut. You pin your hand against the sink counter, palms up, and take a deep breath. Slowly you place the knifes edge against your wrist....

-Wait, this is a stupid idea. You should do it....like this. You quickly lift the blade and put the tip of the knife to your pinky finger instead.

"Just a small poke."

You say as you slightly pushes it inward....

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You feel the cold steel against your finger, but there was no pain at all. You frown your brows at the knife. The knife isn't dull is it? You move the knife down to your palm and slowly poke in....nothing. Then you push in harder....and harder, nothing again. It feels weird....like your hand is made of something else. It is still flesh no doubt but the knife isn't harming you.

You stand there in silence for a second....then you quickly turn the knife and slash it across your palm. You wince out of instinct but there was no pain again. Your eyes scan your palm for any evidence of the slash and you find no damage.

Surely you've felt pain before, no you're confident you have. Is there a certain threshold of damage you can handle? This isn’t something new is it? Did your wish of being insanely powerful further increase your physical attributes? That seems like the best explanation so far given what you know.

"-Hey, idiot."

Amelia's voice snaps you out of your thoughts. You turn around to look at her standing behind you.

"Oh- hey. W-what's uhh- what's up?"

"Why are you just staring at a knife? Contemplating suicide? Hrmph~" Amelia folds her arms and leans back in a snobbish look.

"Huh?....oh, uh no. Just got lost in thought....what do you want?" You say turning and putting the knife back.

"Casey forgot her laptop. Log in to your PC and let her use it." Amelia says in her usual demanding tone.

She looks cute though despite the bitchy undertone she is radiating. Looks like she is still in the outfit you helped her into as well.

"Sure."

You simply say as you smirk and take a few steps right up to her. She looks up at you and then turns away with a blush, her tough front begins to quickly diminish.

"W-what?"

Amelia asks right before you reach behind her and grab one of her bare ass cheeks under her skirt. She jolts up and takes a step forward face planting her forehead into your chest. You feel a warm breath against you as she exhales through her small lips.

"Ah~ you!"

"Still no panties?"

"No I-"

"Good girl."

You say putting a hand onto her golden blonde hair and began patting it. Your other hand squeezes her butt harder. Amelia shakes a little as she rubs her legs together tightly.

"We didn't finish this morning, wanna continue?"

"W-wait, I gotta go back s-soon." Amelia grabs onto you with one hand and the other goes to grab your arm feeling her bottom.

Her voice melts into small moans as she tries to make an excuse to get out of this situation. This little pervert of a sister that you have is seemingly always ready for you. She's quite lovely in that sense, especially when she changes her demeanor the instant you mess with her.

"Soon. But for now, give me a kiss?"

You move your free hand to grab her jaw and forcefully make her look up at you. You then slide your thumb into her mouth and pull the side of her lip. With a slack jaw she looks up at you with a subservient gaze as she does nothing to fight it. You lean in and give her a kiss. Your tongue reaches in and sloppily plays with hers.

You continue this for a few more seconds drowning her in this kiss before pulling back. She takes a big breath of air with her tongue lolled out.

"Alright, you're free to go. The password for my PC is written on the underside of my desk.

You say giving her butt a final squeeze. She looks away hazy eyed and immediately grabs the kitchen counter to steady herself before walking away.

"Oh- forgot to tell you. There are pills in my blazer by the way. You should probably take them."

You say to her. She puts a hand to her skirt, holding it down. Her legs continue to rub against each other as she finally makes it to the stairs and begin to walk up the steps and out of view silently.

You realize something and reach into your pocket. There is a familiar touch and you feel the smooth texture of the several bills. You take them out and look at them....yep, your Ameko was right. After a kiss like that you are effectively a few hundred dollars richer.

"This is neat....guess this drawback isn't much of a drawback huh? It's a win win, kissing bitches and getting money."

You whisper to yourself letting your ego inflate a bit. Today has been quite the day so far and your mom has already instigated a movie night. You wonder what shenanigans that will entail. You go back around to the couch and plop yourself down. The TV is displaying more news about the world. This time it shows of a news broadcast live at the scene of what looks to be a tsunami at the coast of some country. She speaks into the mic with pouring rain over her. In the distance you see several military helicopters traveling across the gray sky.

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You just watch the visuals of the broadcast for a few minutes. Your ears tuning out the words being spoken. In your state of relaxation your eyes close for a second....and then open. It was a slow blink but as you reopen your eyes....you're somewhere else.

"Sooo~....if you could be with multiple girls instead of one you would? Pfft....you men....is that all you fantasize about?"

You look down and see a white haired girl looking up at you. She uses your lap as a pillow as you sit there on the sofa. What were you doing?....you can't remember....but you feel....warm, safe and comfortable.

"Sure. I get it a little I guess....a harem could be nice if the people have an understanding of each other. In that case I don't mind. If it makes you happy then it makes me happy too....wherever you go I'll go with you Jun. Just....don't forget about me....please?"

She smiles at you and nuzzles her head into your lap. You put a hand onto her head and brush away her hair.

"Thank you for....loving me so much. I don't deserve this...."

She says as she grabs onto your shoulder and pulls herself up to peck your lips. You close your eyes as she giggles....

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....then you open them....and you're back on the couch alone having drifted off into a nap.

Your girlfriend....you miss her still. If there is ever a chance for her to exist in this reality then you must find it....whatever it takes.