Chemical Dependency

Weeks passed. It was the middle of the day, and you were walking briskly through the mall, studying your list. Not a common place that one might find you. But, today, you were checking out each of the different stores that you had pre-selected as an option for new underwear purchases. Of late, you'd decided that your option for undergarments were lacking. There was the simple fact that they simply felt too scratchy when you were blissed out. But, what's more they were clothes for the wrong person. Something the valedictorian would wear, not the slut for Gud Gurl.

Your first few shops were to more conventional lingerie stores. Getting a proper push up bra, would help accentuate your tits. And you really did love it when Jake paid attention to them. During your previous dosage with Gud Gurl, you'd actually let him fondle them up, while your hands remained behind your back. The memory was, frankly, rather fuzzy. But, it still left you with a smile none the less.

But, while you'd selected a few thongs for yourself, you'd left the majority of the panty purchases for yourself for later stops. After meticulous scouring of the more traditional erotic wear shops, you changed tactics and went to more cutesy stores. The sort that might sell frilly lace and hello kitty themed apparel. Your cheeks were more flushed going in there then they had been trying on more traditional sexy underwear. You recall asking Jake what you think you'd look cute in, and he'd shyly admitted that he had a fantasy for school girls.

Of course, you were more then used to a private school attire. But, you'd always made a habit of keeping yours dignified and proper. That type of cutesy, fetishized femininity had always seemed degrading to you. Which is why it would be hot, wearing it for a boy. Rune the Valedictorian might never let herself be seen in such a way, but Rune the Gud Gurl would love it.

You went to the changing room, and tried on a pair of but pink panties with a panda above your pussy. Staring at yourself in the mirror, you found yourself zoning out. One hand went to your cheek and other hung limply at your side. When you regained composure, you had to think for a moment to gather where you were.

But, beyond the brief lapse of sense of place, there was another feeling that came with it. Looking at yourself this way left a longing on your tongue. A sense, that traveled deep into your core, that something was missing. Clutching your arm, you frantically wondered what Jake was doing. He had run out of his prior batch of Gud Gurl, but he might have more by now, right?

You were halfway through a text to him, before you stopped yourself. Your hyper rationale brain knew what this was. This was a craving. You dropped your phone and covered your mouth with your hands. Fuck. You really really wanted to get high. The need went right down to your bones.

A few of your fingers strayed over the cutesy panda at the front of the panties you'd come to buy. The more you were consumed by just how badly you wanted a pill, the more your body was inflamed by a second thought. Just how far would you go to get that pill? The need for more was overpowering. You could imagine still resisting this feeling for quite some time. But, how much longer before that need became so overpowering that you couldn't disobey it?

Your growing craving for Gud Gurl was tightening itself like a **** chain around your neck. Soon you wouldn't be able to take it off...

You looked back into the mirror and noticed that the front of the panties were darkened with wetness. A naughty smile came to your lips. It seemed you didn't have a choice anymore about buying this pair.

With a soft sight, you opened your purse and pulled out your wallet. There was much less money inside then when you'd first met with Jake under the bleachers. Your little shopping spree would bring that amount even lower. Like the sands in an hourglass, it would soon run empty. Then, you wouldn't have any control over what came next.

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