Big Girls Need Loving Too

"What the fuck." A fat brunette woman that looked to be Josh's age mouthed in the mirror. The woman mimicked Josh's movements. "No... I can't..." The woman's mouth matched the words Josh was saying. "I can't be a woman now..." The fat brunette turned visibly red as she began to panic. "No.. No... No...." Josh began to hyperventilate and looked away from the mirror to try to compose himself. It took a minute, but he was finally able to regain his composure. Looking back into the mirror Josh was again greeted by the sight of the same fat woman.

"Why..." Josh whispered as he began to look over his face. Josh could see the resemblance to his sisters as he studied his face in the mirror. "I look like their fat sister... Wait am I their fat sister now?" Josh thought as he pinched his chubby cheeks. The long brown hair that framed his face was similar to his younger sister, while his pale skin was similar to his older sister. Seeing the hodge-podge of traits was horrifying, yet intriguing to Josh.

"But why am I so fat?" Josh mumbled as his eyes drifted down to his belly that was poking out from his tank top. Josh's fat pear shaped body didn't really resemble either of his sister's bodies or his mother's body. His small breasts, bugling belly, wide hips, and fat thighs seemed out of place to him. Even his older sister Holly who would be considered curvy wasn't built like this. "How did I get so fat?" Josh thought as he jiggled his belly.

Then it hit Josh. "Mason!" The name seemed to fall out of Josh's mouth. "This is all his fault!" Memories about his boyfriend Mason began to flood Josh's brain. Mason, who had been Mandy the night before, was a chubby chaser and a secret feeder. "O.. My.. God..." Josh mumbled as the arch of their relationship flashed through his mind. Josh had grown up being the forgotten middle sister. He wasn't as curvy and eye catching as his older sister, and he wasn't a cute and petite as his younger sister. He was just very forgettable. When Josh first met Mason, he thought he was the luckiest girl in the world. He had finally found someone who liked him for who he was.

A couple months into their relationship things started to change. Mason began to constantly encourage habits that caused Josh to begin packing on the pounds. It seemed like every meal needed to be followed up with a big desert. Physical activity was constantly frowned upon. Unbeknownst to Josh at the time, Mason was beginning to use Josh to live out his feeder fantasies in real life. Josh's already low self esteem had made him susceptible to Mason's manipulation, and by the time Josh realized what was going on it was too late. Josh's confidence had been all but eliminated, and he worried that if he ever left Mason he would be alone for the rest of his life. "Who would ever want to be someone like me..." The thoughts in Josh's head were almost haunting.

"Hey babe are you ready to take me to work?" Mason called out from the bathroom.