Because it turned me on.

Nicole teared up as fear overwhelmed her. She knew him well enough to know when a question mattered to him. She knew that her answer would matter to him, but what answer could make this of all things okay? Her body trembled, she wanted to curl up and be comforted.

She took a breath to steady herself, "I... None of this is meant to excuse what I did. I wanted to... have sex, with other men because I never had. I didn't want to at first, but once I thought about really doing it... The idea just turned me on so much. I convinced myself that you would never go alone with it, but thinking about it now, I think I was just being selfish. I don't like the idea of sharing you,"

Dean grimaced, he hated the fact that she'd cheated on him. He also loved her enough to forgive her for it. In his mind, the only reason this would be an end is if she blamed him for her own actions.

He nodded, "Okay, I forgive you, but Nicole. This can only go one of two ways. It ends here and now, or we explore this together with full transparency,"

Krystal and Jesse both looked up with interest.

"What do you mean?"

"I already told you. I have wanted to have sex with others too. I can share your body, if that's what you want. Can you do the same?"