A horrible realisation

And I was shaking! I knew at that very moment that I was in fact the smallest guy at this party. I felt little confidence knowing that. I have known Matt for years, But we have never seen each other naked in that time. I mean we have showered together maybe a few times but I had always only seen his back. I just always hoped he also hid a small dick. But now that hope has been shattered.

‘’So.. We’re alone now’’ Miranda said slowly. Suddenly I snapped back to reality. I was alone with my crush! ‘’Yeah.. I guess we are’’ I said, smirking. Maybe this could work! I mean I knew she had a crush on me… Maybe she wouldn’t care about my shortcomings. I thought to myself.

‘’So how long have you liked me?’’ I asked. ‘’I dunno for a few months I guess’’ she answered. ‘’Same over here’’. ‘’I never thought a guy like you would like a girl like me’’ she said blushing. ‘’What do you mean? I mean who wouldn’t want a girl like you’’ I exclaimed. ‘’Awh thanks… so what are we gonna do about this?’’ she asked. I just looked at her. My smile grew. ‘’I dunno, let's just see where it goes’’. ‘’Yeah.. but first we need to survive this… By the looks of it were in for a crazy night’’ she said pointing at Nicole’s untied bikini top laying across the stone floor. We both laughed at this.

It was gonna be a crazy night… I was just fearful that our chance for a relationship would not survive… Tom and Sarah could still have a lot of horrible dares and truths in store! I started to bite on my nails.

Suddenly Tom, Matt and Sarah appeared out of thin air with a few new beer bottles. Nicole was walking along with hen covering her exposed breasts. ‘’Again I think you shouldn’t cover up’’ Tom said, eyeing Nicole. ‘’Please, I'm just cold, okay. I don’t know how you survive in that little speedo’’. They sat down. But this time in a different order. Matt sat down next to me. I think because Tom exposed the fact that he was hard. The new order was:

Me, Matt, Nicole, Tom, Sarah, and Miranda. We started to get a little bit tipsy so we didn’t want to figure out who’s turn it would be if we played in the old circle. So we decided that we just start at Sarah.

We thought Tom would come up with a dare but he was too occupied looking at Nicole’s chest. But Nicole stepped in. ‘’Rank the guys here on how sexy you think they are’’.

Sarah chuckled. ‘’That’s a kinda boring one but sure… Uhm.. she looked at the boys’’.

I blushed… She was studying me more than she studied for school. ‘’I definitely think Matt or John are at the bottom…’’. ‘’Why?’’ Miranda asked, offended. ‘’Well Matt has just a serious case of baby face and John just isn’t that well defined as the others…’’. I felt my confidence drop.. I awkwardly sneaked a glance at Miranda.. ‘’Yeah I'd put John on the bottom, Matt in the middle and Tom at the top’’.

Miranda groaned. ‘’That was a really hurtful question’’ she said. She looked at me with a crooked smile. ‘’Don’t listen to her.. I think you’re cute’’ she whispered. I shot a thankful glance back at her. ‘’So why do you think i'm the hottest?’’ Tom said, flexing his muscles.

‘’Well definitely your muscles and ofcourse what that speedo is hiding’’. ‘’Well I wouldn’t call it hiding’’ Nicole sassed, still shivering.

‘’Miranda you’re next!’’. Knowing Sarah and Tom. they are gonna try asking her an inappropriate question relating to me! So I need to be quick…