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AUTHOR'S NOTE on the subject of my daddy-fetish.

Yes, one of my many perversions I've acquired of the years is the fantasy of having an incestuous relationship with my father. I can't put my finger on why I'm into that, but it just feels weird and safe and... there's this exhilarating feeling that my protector and quintessential male authority figure who raised me from a child is now enjoying me as a woman. Blending the line between familial love and sexual desire is a weird area...

Anyway, I've never done anything with my father in real life (of course!) so I don't have any kinky stories to tell about daddy seeing me in the shower or walking in on me masturbating, (although those are both fantasies I've explored before!) but there is one weird thing I can tell. It's about when I was younger, when the daddy-fetish started. At some point after my dad became fairly competent using the internet, he secretly started cybering. (which is probably the reason he became competent in the internet!) He was very secretive about it, obviously, and I never would have known if I wasn't a little snoop. In scouring his hard drive, (that sounded dirty) I found his tucked-away folders where he kept a small amount of porn and blurry amateur nudes. I also found saved transcripts of his chats with women, which I read through THOROUGHLY. Not that I was perving out on them - in fact, I was a little grossed out - I was just shocked and absolutely fascinated by discovering this side of my father. When we got a webcam, I was like, "Oh, cool, a webcam." I didn't immediately think about what dirty stuff my dad might use it for.

One afternoon while I was home alone, snooping through files, I opened a video file of a man jacking off. It took me a second to realize it was my dad. The second I realized what I was watching, I closed it quickly and got off of the computer. I just kept thinking about how weird it was and how it was something I should never have seen. But eventually, this dirty, forbidden thing started to seem more and more appealing. I ended up going back and watching my dad jerk off. He finished, too. When I saw him cumming, I almost thought I was going to faint. I started the video over and masturbated to it. I felt weird about it later, but it wasn't the last time I diddled myself to that video. I even copied the file to a diskette so I'd have my own copy. I still have that file today.