bed time

"Forget it."

"You can tell me you know. You're my sister."

"I know, but it's a million little things that scare the hell out of me I can't really put into words and one rather large thing I can't put anywhere."

She seemed confused for a moment before realizing what you mean, "So he's a centaur huh?"

"What?"

"Half man half horse."

"Oh, basically. Might as well be."

"Lucky duck."

"No, not really. Not when something like...that is your first."

"Oh yeah. Well, there are things you can do. There are toys and lube."

"I guess. I just don't want people to think this is a fetish for me."

"Trust me if it was you'd get off once and wouldn't still have these feelings."

"I guess."

"It's settled. Tomorrow we go shopping!"

"I don't know about-"

"It's for your own good. You need to get used to something similar in size to Tom."

"Fine."

After finishing the small box of Oreos and more chatting about work and people in school before you head back into the living room where your dad was watching an action movie filled with explosions and gratuitous ****. "Want me to change it?"

"I still like good movies, I'm no commie." Your dad mirrored your own smile before turning back to the tv. As the movie wore on and the lead man saved the lead woman as your eyes slowly closed together too tired to even fight to stay awake.

In your dreams, you could still hear the various explosions bleeding into your dream as you and Tom fought side by side against an alien horde. A stray laser blast struck you in the side and Tom picked you up before carrying you out of danger as you clung to him. The next morning you awoke in your room wondering how you got there.

You sent Tom a text letting him know what happened figuring he was probably asleep and didn't want to wake him. Before you even got to the shower your phone beeped back with a reply. Apparently, he was worried and could not sleep. [Im sorry] [I let time get away from me and just passed out]

{Im just glad ur ok} {am i going to see u today?}

[Later today] [Going somewhere with erin first]

{Ok} {I love u}

{I love you too}

You sighed setting your phone down before stripping off your clothes. It had been a while since you were naked in this bathroom, the last time you had to wear breast forms to give yourself a feminine form. Now you had your own breasts so when you poke them you could actually feel it. The bath was warm and comforting, like slipping under the warm covers during a long winter. It was so very different from living with Tom, usually, his mom would be rushing you both around even if you didn't have anywhere to go. While your family took their weekends seriously and slept in late making sure they had no definite plans that would wake them up early.

You lazily soap your body, washing every inch more like a massage than anything. On any other weekend, it would be just a normal soak like you did every weekend. But this weekend, it was a return to an old friend who in the past had provided you shelter from everyone and everything in your life and allowed you to breathe. As your massage lead inevitably to your breasts your mind began to wander and imagine Tom. Would he be the gentle lover or would he ravish you, and which one did you hope for more?

"Hey." You chirped when you saw your dad already at the table with a cup of coffee.

"What are you wearing?" He grumbled.

Nervously you examined your borrowed shorts and tank top that covers half of your shorts. "I didn't have anything clean so I borrowed something from Erin." Part of you wonders if yesterday was a dream.

"I didn't know she owned anything so...short. You're not gonna wear that out are you?"

"No, sir."

"Good. I'd hate to have to explain to my daughter the dangers of boys at your age."

"I...I don't know how to respond to that."

"Just make sure you're changed before lunch. Mason's coming over to watch the game."