Zone out through the therapy session

Zoning out was another trick Billy was very good at. It was more akin to focusing in honestly. He'd stare forward with his eyes slightly off his subject as to not seem too weird and just focus on them, imagining a doorway opening up in their chest, light spilling out, reaching out with his mind as if to feel their essence, to sense their-"oh just stop talking already!"

Billy snapped out of his half trance just as the therapist seemed to cough, as if suddenly **** on his own words. He took a moment, seeming a bit confused, but started again.

"Ahem-Sorry about that, as I was saying, how does that make you feel Billy."

The visit ended with a brief exchange of words between the therapist and his mother. He expressed his confidence at how far they had gotten today and his mother smiled and seemed relieved. "Surely the therapist knew he was faking," Billy thought as he kept his head low and waited till they were in the car and on their way home.

Later after dinner Billy sat in his room, peering out of his telescope. He wasn't allowed cameras for good reason, though at least his phone had one which his parents couldn't deny. Collections of items such rocks, coins and various other items he liked lined the many shelves as he looked at neighbouring houses, hoping to catch what he was looking for as he spied his classmate Sarah down the street walking her dog.

Billy knew from their bus route that Sara lived nearby. The weather today was very warm, permitting her to wear a revealing spaghetti strap top and denim short shorts that interested him greatly.Without looking away Billy reached down into his pants and felt his growing erection as he focused on her top. her breasts, although much smaller and perkier than his mother's, still interested him greatly as he watched them bounce with each of her steps.

He once thought of asking Sarah out so he could have sex with her. The idea of sex with Sarah was a very tempting concept considering how pretty she was, until his one and only friend Emmet made it very clear that would be a bad idea, saying that they barely knew eachother and Sarah was one of the more popular girls. After a while Billy reluctantly agreed. Still, he very much wanted to see what she looked like naked, to mark her stats down and enjoy her body in vivid detail. He continued to watch and stare as be began to drift and zone out, focusing on the same door opening trance as he imagined her peeling off her clothes.