You learn what it means to be a girl

Jacklyn (left) and you (right)

Jacklyn walked into your room one day when you were masturbating.

"Ooooh," she said. "I have something for you."

She ran to her room and came back with a few dildos.

"I am not touching those," you said.

"Yes you are," she said. "Or I'll tell mom you were masturbating."

You sighed and inserted one of the dildos into your vagina. Surprisingly, it felt good.

"Don't stop," she said.

You kept pushing it in and out, and then she came over and put one into your mouth.

"Suck on it," she demanded.

You sucked on the dildo, and it tasted good. It was covered with juices.

After a few minutes Jacklyn flipped you on your back and inserted a dildo into your butt. She pushed it in really far and it felt kind of wet and warm. All these dildos must've been used, you realized just as the masturbation session was ending.

"Where have these been?" you asked suddenly, startled.

She giggled.

"Did you like the taste?" she asked. "I think you did."

"Jacklyn!"

"All of them have been in my mouth, butt, and vagina many times," she said.

You stared at her in shock.

"Then why did you give them to me?" you asked.

"Well you liked it, didn't you?" she asked.

"I uh..."

"Exactly," she said. "Stop fighting it. You like me 'cause I'm a cute girl, and you are a horny teenager."

With that, Jacklyn ran downstairs and came back a few minutes later with your mom.

"So you've been masturbating," said your mom. "I knew your hormones would kick in eventually."

"Mom," you whined. "It's not bad on its own."

"It's not your fault, teenage girls can't control their urges," said your mom. "If I may ask, were you thinking about boys or girls when you did it?"

"Girls," you said automatically.

"It's been three months since you transitioned," said your mom. "When September comes I expect you to start dating, to keep your urges under control."

"But I don't think I'm ready yet."

"You seem pretty ready to me," she said. "Go out on a date by the end of September, Jacklyn will be there to make sure you do it right."

"But mom-"

"I don't want to hear it," she said. "Jacklyn's first date was over three years ago, and you're the same age."

You sighed and walked up to your room.

***

One day you came home to find another bed in your room and Jacklyn sitting on it. She had also moved all her stuff in.

"What are you doing?" you asked.

"Mom said we need to share a room," she said. "It's the only way to make sure you're always embracing femininity."

"What's going to happen to your room?" you asked.

"Haley is moving in," she said.

Haley and Ava were your two younger sisters, who shared a room until that day.

"But why?" you asked.

"I already told you," she said. "Stop making a big deal out of it."

***

The day before you started school, your mom sat down with you on the couch.

"How do you feel about boys?" she asked.

"I'm a lesbian," you said.

"Honey, I know you think that, but now that you're a girl you should be dating boys... that's just what girls do," said your mom.

"But I only like girls," you said.

"Uh huh," she said. "You are a horny teenage girl, sooner or later your hormones will get the best of you."

You said nothing.

"Tomorrow you're going to meet your new friends, and they're going to talk about boys," said your mom. "Now I better hear that you engaged in those conversations and talked about boys you liked, or you'll be grounded for the whole month with no electronics."

You sighed and started walking away.

"Oh, and that date you go on has to be with a boy," said your mom. "And he has to ask you out."