You can’t decide.

“Fine, I admit it was awesome. I love getting fucked. I love being small and cute and having people look at me with desire in their eyes. But what about my family? I can’t just become somebody else. My mom would freak out if I didn’t ever come back.”

She wipes away a tear. “Shhh. Such a little cutie. I’m a god dear. I can handle all that if you want. There are so many ways to make it work. I can even have another soul ride your body as the old you so they will never notice. Or we can just tweak their memories so they remember you like this. Or if you want we can just poke the sperm a bit in the past and see how you would be if you had been born a girl. If you want, even easier option, we can give them memories of you dieting, working out, getting into shape, and transitioning, or just be a happy little sissy. I can give you your cock back. See, you won, you get to be whatever you want to be. Just tell me what will make you happy. Or if you don’t know. Let me in to poke around, and I’ll give you what my powers tell me will make you happy.” She puts her hands on your shoulders. “What do you want, sweetie?”