You can't decide.

As she asks you, your brain sort of locks up on you. You don't really know what to say. On one hand, man, this blow job with a finger up your ass feels good, and you don't want her to stop. On the other, you feel sort of weird about this whole thing like it makes you homosexual to let your wife be doing this. And you just can't make a decision.

After a few seconds of silence, your wife chuckles reach your ears.

When your eyes meet, she is smirking as she says, "I forgot you're a virgin, baby. Let me make the decisions. I'll take care of you."