Yes

I look once more at her body, lips and eyes and click on the little fire. I cant believe I just did that. A wave of adrenaline drives through my body.

Shortly after, she responds to the reaction with a litte heart. I send a heart back. She sends a kiss emoji, I send a kiss emoji back. She then texts: “With all due respect, are emojis all you can do?”.

I dont know what to say. She’s flirting. She wants me to text sth more risky. Everything I give her can be used against me. But I do think that she wont show my messages to my GF, she wants sth better. She wants to go further, seduce me, kiss me, make out with me, fuck me.. Just thinking about it makes me super hard. But whatever I do, she’s gonna make sure my GF finds out, which will be the definite end of my relationship.

If I wouldnt know the consequences, maybe she would have been able to seduce me.

But I know the price. One night of absolute thrill, of satisfaction to my deepest darkest desire in exchange for ending my relationship. A lifetime of happiness with my perfect girlfriend in exchange for one night of hot sex with my ultimate temptation.

Its an obvious choice, but somehow I cant when I think about M, I get overwhelmed with that feeling weakness, that feeling of wanting to give up anything for her, of being willing to die, just to feel her body on mine.