Yes... but horny and scared of where this is all going to lead.

After Mr. Anonymus ended the call, I started crying and collapsed on the floor. It couldn't be true that at the command of a total stranger I would start undressing, stripping in front of him like a slut for sale and showing him my tight and clean-shaven pussy and the rest of my petite body and worse, that I would masturbate in front of him again. I wasn't a slut, even if I behaved like a cheap slut with him.

That deep masculine voice of Mr. Anoymus and his dominating nature make me do things that I normally would never do. I never would have thought that I would be able to do this. This completely unknown and masked man was like a **** for me and I was on the way and I was on the way to becoming addicted. That couldn't be and it had to stop immediately. If I were to continue chatting with this man, it could have unforeseen consequences for me.

How could I be so stupid as to tell him that the degrading and humiliating porn turned me on and I already saw myself in the place of these sluts to suck some big cocks and get fucked in my pussy. Although, unfortunately, he could see it himself, the filthier and more taboo the girls in porn became, the harder I jerked off my cunt. Oh god no: now I call my tight teenage pussy a cunt like the whores in porn did. Maybe I really was a slut and why didn't anal sex disgust and turn me off? No normal girl could like that to be fucked in the butt hole. That was only for gays and donkeys or perverse and submissive sluts.

Am I really that perverted that anal sex turned me on? How could these thick and long cocks only fit in the tiny assholes of the petite girls? That could only be painful, maybe the girls were **** or blackmailed into getting fucked in the ass?

I was totally confused and horny??? While I was lost in thought, I didn't even realize that my hand was about to jerk off my wet cunt again. Again I said cunt! That could not be true. That had to stop now!!! I had to delete my Chatroulette account and finally get back to normal.

Returning to normal, did I really want that? Wasn't that why I signed up for Chatroulette to escape the boring normality? Thinking back to my previous men, none of the 3 guys I've had sex with so far have brought me anywhere near to orgasm. Everyone was very accommodating and treated me like a princess. Now I was treated like a slut or whore by Mr. Anonymous and I got hornier than ever in my life. Did I really want to give that up?

In order to be able to think clearly again and to be clear about whether I should end it or perhaps continue with Mr. Anonymous, I had decided to take a shower first.

The shower was really good for me and I could relax. After a short time I have to think again about the sluts from the porn and how horny the girls and their degrading treatment made me. This also got me back to the anal thing and why those sluts in porn were taking those huge black cocks up their tiny assholes? These cocks were bigger than my forearm, that could only be extremely painful and certainly not fun?

Without realizing it, my hand was playing on my pussy again, or maybe it was just a vulgar whore cunt? I didn't know why but I really had to shove something up my asshole now. I wanted to know how good or bad that feels!

I turned off the water in the shower and took the moisture out of my bitch cunt and started stroking my rosette. Admittedly, the whole thing felt awesome. So now I slowly started to put a finger in my tight asshole to feel how the sluts in the porn must have felt when being fucked hard in the ass. After initial difficulties getting my finger in my asshole, it worked and the feeling was overwhelming. I was about to have an orgasm! After a few movements of my finger in the asshole, I put a second finger in my bitch ass and after a few movements of my fingers in the asshole, I had an orgasm and blacked out for a few seconds! I couldn´t believe that assfucking could be so intense and good! I put my 2 fingers out of my shitter and put them into my mouth and licked hem clean like the sluts in the porn with the monster cocks! The taste of the fingers coming out of my asshole was disgusting, but I kept licking both fingers like there was nothing better for me! I couldn´t beleive what was happening with me but I had definitely made a decision now.

I wanted to continue on the path with Mr. Anonymus and see what this path had in store for me. I remembered that Mr. Anonymous gave me rules (watch at least 2 hours porn a day and send pictures of my outfit to him) and that on Stripchat I was supposed to watch the women strip.

I am very motivated to do my homework!