Yes, wear the feminine outfit.

You decide to wear the feminine outfit tomorrow. You know you have to please Mr. Brown, no matter the cost to your reputation.

The decision has exhausted you, knowing that your life will never be the same after tomorrow.

You strip down and slide into bed. You decide you like having the buttplug in so you leave it for the night. The urge to masturbate is strong, but you made a promise to yourself that you would not cum until Mr. Brown fucked you.

You drift into an uneasy, very horny sleep.