Yes, You Have

You know you don't want to give in, but you can't stop yourself. You reach forward and grab it, mentally fighting yourself the whole time. You think that maybe if you just suck on this dildo for a few seconds then maybe all this craziness will go away. So you shove it into your mouth and begin to suck it. Part of you hates the feeling of sucking it, but the majority of you actually kind of likes it. It's like sucking a big fat Popsicle that doesn't give you a brain freeze and doesn't melt. You begin to get more into it, and soon you are sucking it like it was a real dick, although mentally you would never think such a thing.