Yes, I go shopping with her

M and I didn’t text, since she told me to get her at 2 pm and take her shopping. I wasn’t sure what I should do. I kept on switching between going and not-going in my head. Probably its important to point out that every time that I thought, going is the right decision, I was at least semi-hard. I probably should have taken that as a hint.

But rationally I was leaning towards staying home, at least as long as she doesn’t text me about it again. At 1:30 pm though, I make an affective decision. I jump into my car and drive to Ms place. I thought I just pass by, in case she is actually waiting for me. And she did. Standing already downstairs, she seemed to be completely convinced that I would show up. She jumps into my car and gives me a beautiful smile.

Its not all bad though. My little camera arrived, and I fixated it between the backseats. Maybe I get something out of her that I can use.

She starts to talk about all the sexy clothes that she wants to buy. My imagination runs wild.

We go to the first store and I prey that we don’t meet anybody that knows us. How would I explain that. She chooses 2 tops and 1 pair on jeans and leads me to the changing room. When entering, she turns around, smiles at me and slowly closes the curtain, while saying: “No peeking ;)”.

After a minute she pulls open the curtain: “What do you think?”. She looks great. She turns around to give me a 360. Wow, her ass looks fantastic in these jeans. I try to look not look to much at her ass, thats when she asks: “How does my ass look like in these jeans? Good?”. My eyes fixate on it again, without saying a word. She gives herself a little spank and smiles at my fascinated reaction. “I take that as a yes” she says amused. She comes closer and puts her hand on my chest and says: “Lets get it then.” She grabs my hand and leads me to the cashier. When he asks for the money, she doesn’t make any signs of paying for it. Instead, she subtly puts her hand on my ass, and squeezes. I get out my credit card and pay, while getting hard from her hand touching my ass. I expected her to make me try to pay for her clothes today, but I did not think she would just expect me to pay, without any discussion. I don’t complain though.

We go to the next shop. On the way, we meet an acquaintance, who’s visibly confused why we are on (what seems like) a date together. In a moment of panic, I come up with a lie: “She helps me choose a valentinesday present for my GF”

“Thats cute” he responds.

“Good safe” M says with a smile after he left, while taking my hand to tease me, in case he turns around. I pull away and she laughs: “HAHAHA relax, he barely knows your GF. By the way, What do you get her for Valentinesday?”

Good that she brought it up. I tell her that Im gonna by something later at the jewelry shop not far from here. She offers her help, as she knows my GFs taste very well. Wow, thats actually nice of her.

We decide to go to the jewelry shop right away. I tell her that I want to by her a bracelet in rose gold. We have a thing for bracelets, kind of a running-gag that goes on since she took a leather bracelet from my arm on the first date. Since then I was planning to get her a rose gold one, that I know she really likes. M gives me good advice which one to choose. Its a bit more expensive, but I really have to make up for being a bad boyfriend lately, so its worth it. We decide it would be nice to engrave the date of our anniversary into it and a little (slightly cringy) message that I don’t want to reveal here. Of course that costs extra, but what the hell. The employee assumes its for M, who’s with me and he makes cute comments about that, that M just plays along, and that make me slightly uncomfortable. He tells us to get in 1 hour.

M takes me in the mean time to a shop close by, a shop thats known for fancy lingerie. I know I cant spend much more money, but I do get slightly excited by the idea of what I will see in there. She chooses the hottest little pieces, while asking what I think, and winking at me. When going to the changing rooms, I catch myself sincerely hoping that she will ask for my opinion again. I wait outside the cubicle nevously for a bit and already start to think she wont show me. Of course she wont, what am I thinking. And she shouldn’t. I shouldn’t. My GF is waiting at home and I need to control myself! Also I need to stay cool, because I already spent too much money and I cant affort this type of lingerie, its super expensive. I need to tell her in a manly way that she has to pay the rest herself.

In that moment, the curtain opens up and reveals M. She just wears the expensive lingerie. I saw her in hot outfits before. I lusted after her before. But not like this. I look up and down her flawless body and I know that my mouth is wide open to a comically degree. I dont even dare to blink. I’m almost worried of cuming in my pants. She just smiles and says: “Yes, thats the reaction I hoped for.”

I expected something like this to happen. Maybe I hoped for it. But I didnt expect myself to be this blown away by her. Maybe its also the lighting in the changing room, the way that I can see her perfect body in the mirrors around her, the way that this expensive lingerie accentuates her curves.. She puts on 5 more of these. I end up buying them all without any complains.

While still being semi-hard and under the rush of what I’ve just seen, I regain some reason on the way out, and I tell her: “Listen M, I really spend a lot of money today and I really can’t buy anything else.”

M: “Alright. But I’m starving. Don’t you want to get us some food and drinks? Something small.”

I agree and we get some fastfood around the corner. It was fun actually. We even shared some ice cream after, and it was kinda hot to alternatingly lick on it.

We get the bracelet from the jewelry shop, and she jokes about why I never get her any jewelry.

We then go to one last store, with her telling me that she’s gonna pay this time. I spend my last money on the bracelet anyway. She takes nothing too exciting. Dresses, pants and shirts, that do look great..but I know that the last store was the highlight of the day for sure.

When we reach the changing rooms though, she does something unexpected: She pulls me into the cubicle with her.

M: “After what youv’e seen in the last store, you can just as well come inside with me.”

I don’t complain. When she starts to take of her shirt, then her pants, I try to look away, but I see her half naked body in the mirror. Because of the mirrors in the cubicle, I see her from every angle. Her hips, her panties, her ass, her back, her tummy, her boobs, her legs, her beautiful face….All revealed to me at the same time. She notices how overwhelmed I am, and intentionally slows down the dressing process, to seduce and **** me more.

She puts on the first dress. Its black, short and reveals cleavage and most of her complete, smooth back. She comes a step towards me, turns around a tells me to close the zipper on the back of her waist. She ‘accidentally’ pushes her ass against my crotch for a second, and I ‘accidentally’ brush my hand over the soft skin of her back after closing the zipper. She turns back around, takes a step back and presents herself.

M: “So you like this outfit on me?”

I: “I do”

M: “You want me to have it.”

I: “Yes.”

M: “Will you buy it for me?”

I: “Yes.”

Why did I say that? Somehow I’m at a point at which its difficult to refuse anything she wants. She smiles, and undresses again. While letting the dress fall off her body, my dick is pulsating. She asks if I ever did something naughty with my GF in a changing room. I say its still on our to do list. She gets closer to me and says: “What if you cross it off your list before her?” She comes closer like she wants to kiss me, then turns around again. I’m about to go crazy at that point. After putting on the next outfit, and teasing me again, I cant hold back any longer, our lips finally touch. Featherlight kisses turn into passionate make out. She interrupts our kisses to put on and off the next outfits. Whenever its off, my hands mouth in excitement over her soft skin, when they are one, I pull her onto me so that I worry to accidentally rip them apart. After every piece she put on, she asks me if I want her to have it and then, if I want to buy it. After I say yes, she rewards me by taking it off, continues making out with me, then puts on the next one. In the end, I accepted to buy them all.

An employee catches us making out. He apologizes, then says we have to leave the changing room. We go towards the cash desk and we wait in line.

M says amused: “Imagine your GF would catch us like this!”

I, suddenly dropping back to reality: “That would be a problem…..”

M: “But wouldn’t it be hot..Imagine her face when she sees you kissing me like that”I: “Why? Why do you do this anyway? Honestly”

M: “Maybe I like the challenge”

I: “What do you mean with challenge?”

M: “Boys always try fuck me as soon as they see me. Its fun to actually see you trying to resist. Trying not to fuck me. Honestly at some point I thought you’d manage.”

Its our turn at the cash desk. And I pay for all the clothes she chose. I think some of them she didn’t even like, she just enjoys the power of making me pay for them. I have to use my back up credit card and get into minus. This is a problem.

We continue the conversation on the way out.

I: “What do you mean, you thought I would manage? I’m managing!”

M: “So making out with me in public is not considered cheating in your world?”

I: “Well..ok, that was a moment of weakness..”

M: “Hahaha how many moments of weaknesses do you have with me”

I: “..But it was only kissing…You said as long as I dont cum…”

M: “Haha I said that yes…so all thats holding you back from cheating on your GF in every single way is that I told you that I will expose you?”

I: “No thats not what I…Of course not.”

She gives me that naughty look and says in her seductive voice: “So if I would tell you now that you could do anything you want with me and she would never find out, you wouldn’t drag me into these changing rooms and fuck me hard, right her, right now?”

She’s obviously testing me. But she sees in my eyes that its working. I’m super horny again.

M: “Unlucky for you, I will never say that though. You have to live with the consequences of your actions. ..And I want to see how far you’ll push it for me ;)”

I don’t respond, just look at her, confused about what to think or feel.

M: “But didn’t you enjoy this day? Aren’t you sad that its over?”

I give a small nod.

M: “What if I would tell you to come with me to the changing rooms one more time?”

The bulge in my pants responds for me. She smiles, takes my hand and pulls me to the changing rooms. After everything she just said, how can it still be so hard to resist? We enter the cubicle, breathing heavy, and instantly start to kiss. A deep, powerful kiss. She undresses me. I’m standing in that cubicle, fully naked, my cock rock hard, she only takes of her wants, then kisses me and pushes my dick between her thighs, so that it is sandwiched between them, and pressed with the shaft against her pussy on top (she still has her pants on though). I breath so heavy, the people outside must notice. She stopped kissing me and now always stops before our lips touch.

She says: “You don’t want to fuck me?”

I stutter that I would…but….

M: ”You don’t want to give up your relationship for it?”

I: “Yeah..”

M: “You really love her, don’t you?”

I: “I do..”

M: “What would you give up?”. She then almost kisses me again. I start to feel her wetness though her panties on my dick. I don’t respond, but she feels my cock pulsating between my legs. She takes a step backwards and puts her hand in her panties. She then takes it out, with her pussy fluid covering her finger, and she pushes it into my mouth, letting me lick it off. I love the taste. Somehow her pussy tastes so good, and the thought that I just tasted her pussy drives me wild.

She asks: “Do you want more? Do you want to taste me?”

I nod vigorously.

She points at my little bag with the bracelet. “Then I want that”

I hesitate, tell her that I need it for my GF, that I cant afford another one.

She doesn’t respond anything, just gives me that challenging look, slips her fingers into the side of her panties, and lets them slide down her legs, revealing her wet pussy. What a perfect pussy…shaved, flawless, wet…how would it feel to penetrate her? How would it feel to taste her? She tells me to come closer. She then gives me one tiny sensual kiss on my lips and gentle pushes me down. Without resistance I sink to my knees, my face inches away from her wet pussy.

I try to move forward and kiss it, but her hand stops me right before. She whispers: “Give it to me.”

On autopilot, I take the bracelet out of the bag, out of its nicely packed box. She just puts her hand out. I carefully put it around her wrist, knowing that it belongs to her now. Knowing, that she will wear it in front of me and my GF every time, to tease me. To play with fire. But I have no resistance left in me. As soon as it is fixated around her wrist, she grabs my head and moves it between her legs. I lick her wet pussy passionately, intoxicated by her taste and her moans.

Her moans must be the most erotic sound I ever heard. Just for hearing it, it feels like it was all worth it in that second. I don’t even care that everybody in the shopping mall must hear us.

Suddenly, she pushes me down, with my back on the cold floor of the changing room. My hard dick is laying upwards on my belly, and she sits with her wet pussy on top of me, grinding forth and back, without me penetrating her. She kisses me again, and then looks into my eyes and says: “You can do anything with me now. Anything you want. Anything as long as your dick is not inside of me and you dont cum. If you’re inside of me, I will tell her everything. If you cum, I’ll tell her everything”

Thats an offer I cant refuse. I my hands run over her body, I kiss her deepy, I push my dick against her, I grab her perfect ass, I press her against the wall, she presses me against the other wall and we breath and moan, loudly dry-humping through the changing room (not that dry though, my thighs were full of pussy juice.

I have 3 huge problems now:

1. I really want to be inside of her, and I dont know how much longer I can stop myself.

2. Even though we are just grinding against each other right now, no penetration, I still feel myself getting close to cumming.

3. The wilder we get, the more her fingernails dig into my skin, probably already leaving scratch marks on my back.

Fortunately, before we reach the final stage of escalation, the manager pulls open the curtain and screams at us to leave the store before he calls the police. We officially are banned from the store for lifetime!

I fall onto the bench, breathing heavy, while M is already dressing up.

What the fuck have I done. I cheated, I spend all my money on M, and I lost my GFs valentines bracelet to M. And this changing room has cameras, who knows when and where this gets leaked to the world?

When i start to put on my pants I notice 2 more massive problems: I have love bites on my neck…and scratch marks on my back….Goddamnit M! How shall I hide those from my girl?

Outside, M says loud and happy: “Hahaha that was crazy! I can’t believe we just did this!”

I: “Yeah…that was really stupid..”

M with a naughty look: “It was hot. And you can call yourself lucky that they kicked us out.. I know you were seconds from going all the way ;)”

I: “No I…it doesnt matter anyway, with all these love bites and scratchmarks you gave me, i’m fucked anyway.”

M: “Oops, I guess I got a bit carried away. Why didn’t you stop me?”

I: “Well….I guess I was carried away myself..”

M: “Haha yeah I noticed. But you see, not my fault. I’m single, I can scratch whoever I want.”

I: “She’s gonna kill me!”

M: “Ah yes, that might be quiet difficult for you to explain. Well, I’m sure you come up with something.”

On the drive home, she keeps on admiring her new bracelet, and teases me about how easy it was to seduce it out of me. She also teases me about me being totally broke now, and that I have no valentines gift for my GF. She jokingly debates with herself if she would be able to make me give her my kidney(s), to sell it on the black market.

All this teasing makes me mad. I’m really mad at her. And of course at myself. I lost so much today. Depending on my GFs noticing love bites or scratchmarks, I might have lost everything. And M finds it amusing.

I think I understand her now. Its all about the challenge. She loves to see how much power she has over me. My GF saying that I would never cheat with M, and me unconsciously provoking her by claiming that I can resist her, make it a fun challenge. Its all a game to her. She doesn’t even like me. I need to stop putting her on a pedestal!

I got some footage from my little camera and some secret recordings with the phone. I’m not sure right now, if there’s something really useful. But I’ll go through it now. It would be great to get ****, but my most important objective is still to not lose my GF. In the end, I know that its all mostly my fault.

There will be no more risks taken for my horny feelings towards M. The only question now is: