We’re in this together

Jessica was just finishing getting dressed when I worked up the courage to ask.

“Am I going to get in trouble over this?”

“Why would that be?” Her response was too casual given the gravity of what could lie before me.

“Um, I though I was supposed to, you know.” Her smile put me slightly at ease.

“Don’t you worry about that. I blocked all monitors to your house before I came here. So there’s no way anyone could know. I’d be in trouble if they found out too. There’s very clear rules about sampling the sissies under our care. I would be fired at the very least if this got out.”

I guess we were in this together then. Part of me trusted that she had my best interest in mind, but I still wasn’t sure. Everything seemed completely fine and totally out of control all at once. Regret crept in, but I could do nothing other than find trust in my lover. What other choice did I have. I found previously the only escape from this program was through a daddy or life as a public fuck toy. And while my first gloryhole visit was life altering in the best possible ways, and I found how wonderful anal stimulation could be as well, I also craved the life of luxury. And that wasn’t a part of the latter package.

The door clicked as Jessica made her exit, and I went back to playing the waiting game for the chance at another daddy.

As I drifted off to sleep that night, my thoughts bounced between Jessica and Josh. I didn’t know what future I might have with Jessica, probably none. Was I her first, likely not. The same could be said of Josh as well. Were he and Alex serious about bringing me into their home, to lavish with gifts only at the charge of sexual pleasure? Or was Jessica correct in saying that they were using me and I was one bad decision away from removal. I guess I might never know, since my contact with him was removed by the her without my necessarily agreeing to it.