Um, yeah I'd like to not be dead.

Sitting there, it took everything you had not to cry.

“FUCK!”

You crushed the red folder.

You wanted none of this shit.

“FUCK!”

You barely wanted to get up this morning.

The first bits of moisture began to collect in your eyes.

You just wanted to be back in bed with Savannah. The two of you comfily snuggled, talking together about the first day of classes.

But life rarely gives us what we want.

Opening the crumpled folder again, you stared at each photo.

If this really was Eva and you had a decent chance to stop it.

Could you really just walk away?

Could you live with yourself?

Could you ever really face Savannah, Brie, Lilly, Janae, Taylor any of them knowing you just let this shit continue?

You had wanted **** and life decided to drop the chance along with the opportunity to do some good right into your lap.

You had **** but to march forward.

Taking out your phone, you added Kathrin’s number. Glancing at your contact list, you saw Lilly’s name directly below.

Double-tapping it, you heard a dial tone. Patiently you waited only to hear her voicemail. You snorted even a simple phone call couldn’t go right for you today.

Beep.

“Hey water Lilly, its baby kangaroo. I just wanted to hear your voice. I’m not having a great morning. I keep thinking about Savvy. Also I woke up on a couch and I’m pretty sure my roommate hates my guts.

I-I’m really having a lot of doubts about this job with Eva. Which I know Bee would kill me for. Anyways I guess you’re busy. I hope your day is going better than mine.

Love you.”

Scrubbing your hand of the graffiti, you figured now was as good a time as any to go see Eva.