Try to resist

Unable to do anything else, and not willing to just have your mind break, you decide to resist by remaining sane. You try to distract yourself and focus on what you can, counting the thrusts when the machine is turned on, and counting the seconds when it painfully stops. This takes all of your mental focus, but it does seem to lessen the emotional and physical roller coaster of the **** edging.

It works, that is, until another distraction is added. At first it was a low hum, but with each denial you hear a voice in your ears getting louder. It praises the good sissy cow when the machine is on, and when paused it scolds you for not trying hard enough. You try to ignore it, but when the praises hit again with the intense pleasure, your mind starts to blank out in happy appreciation, feeling like a good cow for your owners… until you hit the edge again. Now when it scolds, with your already emotional drop, it feels ten times worse. You feel degraded, worthless, that you aren’t a good enough cow to earn cumming, to the point you start to violently cry.

When the machine builds again, you try your hardest to prove you are good, mooing and trying to fuck the machine back, convinced if you try your hardest to be a good cow you may cum…