Tracy sees similarities in him and a woman

Tracy had a hard time getting through the show. The comments by the woman next to him were still swimming in his head, the compliments echoing in his mind. He smiled thinking that she thought he looked good, which a woman never told him before. The feelings he was experiencing were difficult to reconcile with the fact that he was dressed like a woman. No matter how good he was feeling suddenly, he needed to set things right. Eventually, the show ended and Tracy all but sprinted away.

“I have to get back to my room and find something else to wear...” He thought, a little sad at the idea of changing into something that might not look as good on him as the dress.

Again and again his thoughts revolved in a loop. He felt proud, embarrassed and...beautiful? He would shake his head and try to focus but again it would start. It was when he got to the pool on his way to his room that he needed to rest again. As much as he didn't want to be seen, he couldn't keep going. He found a beach chair under an umbrella and sat down. Occasionally he would get a dude looking at him and Tracy was terrified at what they were thinking of him. He turned his attention to the woman instead, who weren't looking at him for some reason.

He saw them in their bathing suits swimming or sunbathing and a strange thing entered his mind. He saw one woman whose hair was long and lightly curled. He brought his own hand to his head and touched his own hair. Now that he thought about it, his hair was probably more like hers than other men's. That realization didn't disgust him like it normally should, instead, he felt good. He saw the similarities and felt happy about it. Again he shook his head to rid himself of these weird thoughts.

After resting enough, he got back up and took off, now more confused that before.