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Chapter 31
by
Kyokuna
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Time to go on a date with Alex.
By the time you leave the house, the sun’s down and the air’s cooled, but the city still feels like it’s holding its breath. You take the long way to Spider House, threading through the weekend West Campus traffic until the bar comes into view. A rambling sprawl of string lights and weathered picnic tables, all corralled behind chicken‑wire fencing like someone’s idea of rustic charm.
The drive gives you time to practice the expression you’re going to wear for the next couple hours. Casual. Easy. Like you didn’t just spend the afternoon doing something you’ll never admit to anyone.
Alex is already there.
“Wow,” she says when she notices you, slipping into your orbit with that practiced ease of someone who knows how to make an entrance. “Look at you. Almost like you own clothes that fit.”
You glance down at yourself — clean jeans, fitted shirt, boots that don’t look like they’ve been through a hurricane. “You made fun of me last time,” you say. “Figured I’d give you less material.”
She smirks. “Don’t worry. I’ll find something.”
“Of course you will.”
You hold the door for her, letting her pass ahead of you, and try to keep your eyes on anything but the way her hips sway under the low string lights.
Spider House is half‑bar, half‑carnival. Neon beer signs hum over mismatched couches. The smell of fried food mixes with cigarette smoke wafting in from the patio. Conversations rise and fall around you — college kids in loud debate, couples pressed close over cheap cocktails, a man in a cowboy hat arguing with a jukebox like it owes him money.
Alex steers toward the bar like she owns the place. You follow.
“Two whiskey sours,” she tells the bartender without glancing back.
“Look at you,” you say. “Ordering for me now.”
She leans against the counter, giving you a sideways glance. “I know you're a whiskey guy.”
“And if I wasn’t?”
“Then I’d be disappointed.”
You snort. “Can’t have that.”
The bartender slides two short glasses across the scarred wood. Alex takes hers and hands you the other, her nails grazing your fingers just long enough to register.
You head for a booth in the corner where the noise softens to a low hum. She slides in across from you, chin propped on one hand, studying you like she’s deciding where to press first.
“You look… different tonight,” she says.
“Good different?”
“Not sure. Can’t quite put my finger on it.” A pause, then the faintest grin. “But I think I like it.”
“I’ll take it.” You sip the whiskey, let the burn sit in your chest.
She doesn’t drink right away. Just traces the rim of her glass with a fingertip, watching you. “So. Ryan.”
“So. Alex.”
“Tell me what you do when you’re not fighting evildoers or following your boss around on PI jobs?”
You grin over the rim of your glass. “That’s basically it. Sprinkle in some college courses for balance.”
She hums, unimpressed. “You’re really selling me on the thrill‑ride of your life right now.”
“Hey, some of us peak quietly.”
“Sure.” She takes a slow sip, eyes still on you over the glass. “And why community college? You seem… sharper than that.”
You shrug like it’s no big deal. “It’s cheaper. Closer. Gets me where I’m going.”
“Which is?”
“Firefighting. Eventually.”
She raises an eyebrow. “You don’t strike me as someone who wants to run into burning buildings for fun.”
“I don’t.”
“Then why?”
You give her a small, easy smile. “Because somebody has to.”
That earns you a long, measured look. Then: “Okay. Point to you.”
“Keeping score?”
“Always.”
Her foot brushes yours under the table. Not by accident.
“So what about you?” you ask, leaning in slightly. “Besides sushi dates with guys who clean up okay?”
She shrugs. “Already told you. Criminal justice major. Working part‑time at a legal office. Trying to figure out if I actually want to be a lawyer or just like winning arguments.”
“Bet you’re good at both.”
Her grin turns sharp. “Careful. Flattery’s how you ended up buying the expensive sushi last time.”
You let the small talk breathe for a bit, then tilt your head. “But that’s not why you’re here, right?”
She raises an eyebrow. “How do you figure?”
“I think,” you say, leaning back, “you’re the kind of person who doesn’t do anything without a reason. So why criminal justice? What’s the story there?”
She studies you, weighing whether to bother answering. Then: “My brother. Older. Got wrapped up in some ugly stuff. Wrong side of a courtroom. I wanted to… I don’t know. Learn how the system chews people up so maybe I could keep it from doing that to anyone else.”
There’s a sharpness under the casual tone. A bruise she’s not inviting you to touch.
“Did it work?” you ask, softer this time.
Her mouth twists. “Not for him.”
You let that hang. “Still trying for everyone else?”
She shrugs like it’s no big deal. “Somebody has to.”
You nod once, and it’s quiet between you for a moment, save for the hum of conversation and clink of glasses.
Then you break it. “I get it. Fixing things you didn’t break. It’s exhausting.”
Her gaze lingers on you a little too long to be casual. “That your story, Ryan Gallagher? Trying to fix what’s not yours?”
“Sometimes.” You sip your drink. “Sometimes I just like the excuse to keep my hands busy.”
She hums like she doesn’t buy it but doesn’t press, either.
The food shows up — burgers for you, some kind of impossibly delicate salad for her — and the conversation drifts easy for a bit. Jobs. Professors. That one weirdo Lord's who insists on doing full splits during warm‑up.
Then Alex tilts her head, prodding her fork into the lettuce like she’s thinking through her next move. “So, Ryan Gallagher,” she says, all casual, “you seeing anyone?”
You could lie. But you don’t.
“Kind of,” you say.
Her eyebrow arches. “Kind of?”
You set your burger down, lean back in the booth. “Her name’s Mariana. She’s staying at my place.”
There’s no flash of jealousy, no theatrics. Just a measured blink, like she’s cataloging that piece of information. “Staying at your place as in…?”
“As in,” you say, “she needed somewhere safe. She’s been through some shit. I didn’t feel right leaving her out there.”
Alex stirs her drink, lets the ice rattle. “And what do you get out of that?”
You meet her eyes. “Company. Mostly. Sometimes it’s more than that.”
She swirls what’s left of her drink, then fixes you with that criminal‑justice‑major stare that probably makes liars wish they’d gone into witness protection. “So. More than company,” she says, voice even. “Spell it out for me.”
You lean back, suddenly very aware of how small this booth feels. “You want explicit details?”
“I want context,” she says, slow and deliberate. “There’s a difference.”
“Context,” you echo, buying yourself a second. “Alright. She’s… not just some random houseguest. Things got physical.”
Alex doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t even blink. “Physical like you’re sleeping together?”
“Yeah.”
“And she’s living with you.”
“Yeah.”
Her tongue clicks softly against her teeth, like she’s turning the facts over in her head. “You collect strays often, or just this one?”
You smirk despite yourself. “She’s the first.”
“That supposed to make me feel better?”
“Was hoping.”
Alex leans in, elbows on the table, chin resting on her interlaced fingers. “So you’ve got a woman in your house, in your bed, who you barely know… and you’re here, on a date with me.”
“Correct.”
“Help me understand why.”
You take a sip of water, mostly to give yourself time. “Because I like being here with you. And because she and I… what we have, it doesn’t change that.”
Her brow arches. “That’s awfully convenient.”
“Maybe. Or maybe I just don’t do labels well.”
Alex watches you for a beat that stretches longer than it should. Then: “She know about this?”
“Yes.”
“Does she care?”
“She... approves.”
Alex studies you, head tilted, the kind of silence that feels like she’s running a cross-exam in her head. “Does she?” she presses. “Or does she just think she’s supposed to? You know, gratitude, survival, whatever you want to call it.”
You lean forward, elbows on the table. “You think I **** her.”
“I think you’re the one holding all the cards,” she says evenly. “And women in her position… sometimes they learn fast what keeps them safe.”
You let the words hang. You don’t blink.
“She doesn’t owe me,” you say finally.
Alex’s smile is thin, dangerous. “Doesn’t owe you? Or does she just need you enough that she acts like she does?”
Your hand curls loosely around your glass. “You always dig this deep on first dates?”
“Second,” she corrects, and that sharp smile spreads a little. “And only with men who look like they enjoy being in charge.”
You snort softly. “That what you think I am?”
“I think you like control,” she says, casual but deliberate, watching for your reaction. “And I think she gives it to you.”
You don’t answer, which is probably answer enough.
Because she isn’t wrong.
Her head tilts, eyes narrowing like she’s examining a particularly interesting specimen. “And you like that.”
You swirl what’s left of your drink. “That doesn't scare you?”
“Should I be scared?” she asks, all bright and sharp, like she already knows the answer.
“Probably,” you say, because it’s true.
That earns you a grin — the kind you’d expect from someone who likes fire and hasn’t decided if she wants to touch it or throw gasoline on it.
“Sounds like you like it when a girl 'knows her place',” Alex says.
You let that sit. “You say that like it doesn't bother you.”
“Oh, no.” Her smile widens, wolfish now. She leans in, close enough that you feel the heat of her breath when she drops her voice. “I think I’m just trying to picture it. Her. On her knees. You.” A beat. “The dynamic.”
You meet her eyes. “You’re curious.”
“Curious,” she echoes, tasting the word. Her teeth catch her bottom lip for the briefest second. “Maybe more than that.”
You arch a brow. “More?”
She leans in, elbows on the table, chin in her hand like she’s sharing a secret. “I mean, if she’s so… accommodating.” Her voice drops. “Maybe there’s room for another audience.”
The air between you goes still.
“You want to watch,” you say.
Her grin turns sly. “Maybe. Maybe I’d even want to participate.”
You study her, long enough for the silence to sharpen, long enough for her to know you’re not dismissing it.
“Careful,” you murmur. “You sound like someone volunteering.”
“Maybe I am,” she says, and leans back, utterly unapologetic. “Maybe I like the idea of seeing you in your element.”
You can’t help the grin that tugs at your mouth. “You don’t even know what my element is.”
“Oh, I’ve got a few guesses.”
And the way she says it leaves no doubt: she isn’t bluffing.
“You want to know my guesses?”
“Do I?”
“Oh, I think you do.” She leans in over the table, elbows on the scarred wood, voice dropping into something you feel more than hear.
“You like having people where you want them,” she whispers, each word deliberate, “doing exactly what you tell them. That girl at your place? You didn’t take her in out of kindness. You took her in because she could be yours. Because she stays when you tell her to stay.”
She drags a fingertip slowly along the rim of her glass. “And when she’s on her knees, I bet you don’t just let her do it. You hold her there. Make her take you exactly how you want. Until you’re done. Until she can’t breathe without tasting you.”
You could shut her up. You don’t.
Her lips curve, emboldened. “Bet you don’t even need to say anything anymore. Bet she knows. How deep you like it. How long you want it. Bet she waits for you to let her stop.”
The air between you feels heavy.
“See, I keep wondering,” she says, voice lighter now, like she’s playing with her food, “if you’d do the same to me. If you’d pin me down and make me find out how far I’d go for you. If you’d make me behave the way you want. Hold me there until I do.”
Your grin comes slow, dangerous. “That what you want?”
“Maybe,” she says, shameless. “Maybe I like the idea of **** on you while you decide when I get to come up for air.”
The silence after that is sharp enough to cut.
“Careful,” you murmur, finally. “You sound like someone volunteering.”
Her smile is all teeth. “Maybe I am.”
She thinks she’s clever. Like she hasn’t just handed you the match and the gasoline.
You lean in, resting your forearms on the table, voice dropping low enough that it cuts through the bar noise just for her.
“Prove it.”
Her grin falters for the first time. “Here?”
“Here.”
The pause stretches. She studies you like she’s waiting for a punchline. It never comes.
“You’re serious,” she says finally.
You tip your head. “Or you can admit you’re just talking.”
Her grin doesn’t fade this time. If anything, it dares you.
You lean across the table, not rushing, just closing the space until there’s nowhere else for her to look but you. “Open,” you murmur.
Her breath catches, but she does.
You slide your thumb past her lips, slow enough to make it clear this isn’t a joke, pressing against her tongue. She’s warm and wet, and she doesn’t pull back.
You drag your thumb along the roof of her mouth, then press down on her tongue, just enough to feel the muscle flex under the pressure. Her eyelids flutter, but her gaze never leaves yours.
The background noise fades. There’s only her lips around you, soft and deliberate, and her tongue curling against your thumb like she’s tasting you.
“Good girl,” you say, low enough only she can hear.
Her cheeks flush. She doesn’t break eye contact when you twist your wrist, letting your thumb trace along the edge of her teeth, then retreat just enough for her to close her lips around it and suck.
It’s obscene, quiet and filthy, and you know she’s doing it because she wants you to see it.
When you finally pull your thumb free, it comes out slick, and you wipe it casually on your napkin like you didn’t just make her blush in front of a bar full of people.
She exhales slowly, steadying herself. “You’re trouble,” she whispers.
“And you like it,” you reply.
She doesn’t deny it.
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A dystopian noir-ish sci-fi universe set 20 years in the future. Carlos Ramirez is a twenty year old South American refugee living under an alias in the US. Against the backdrop of the US-Canada War, he sets out on an adventure to discover more about his past and who he really is.
Updated on Aug 12, 2025
by Kyokuna
Created on Jul 17, 2025
by Kyokuna
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